Reflecting..... Ohmmmm....

Starting from Dec 2011 things went up and down high and low...
Seems like unsettled..

Now today, a couples of days passed 2012 still busy as usual and things still unsettled..

Suddenly many thought rush up to my brian. but having a second thought inst this kind of thinking shld comes before the New year so that i can set my new resolution in 2012?
then i realise that im Traditional chinese guy lolx... my new year resolution shld set in Chinese New Year not the Ang Mo one :P

Thinking back at those days when i was still active and hyper.. What is work? i just need to enjoy and that it..
Enjoying with friends and buddies nv seems tired.. at that point of time im a dragon but next day reporting to work im a worm... lolx...

Im just as care free as a wild horse.. a place where new and green grass i will sprint myself there... nv look back and nv think of all the consequences.. "hum tum boleh"

always doing things without using brain at first and when really bang hard on the wall then stop at that point of time.. really STOP for sometime...
Always finding excuses in doing many thing regardless of right or wrong...
I believe that just me...

Nv a chance that i will be alone to face all the ups and downs as there are always pple around me like friends and buddies even family memeber.. Should i say im living very fortunately??? or should i say im over pampered by my friends and family member?? no mater what the reason is im really blessed to have them around me..

2011 year was a tuff year for me as i decided to pack my bag and set sail alone.. a person being pampered before, i brought along many stuff to prepared the journey ahead for me.. packed a year stuff but less then half a year i finished everything along my journey.. that when i really know that i always takes things for granted..

NOw after all the hard struggling, working very hard towards future. suddenly tend to think day work night work giveing all my time to family members.. all i left was a empty cartridge.. so worn out and tired... not even a time for me to recharge...
is there any point?

sometime i guess its not whether is there any point.. it is when you see the smile on your family face its a reward and encouragement for me to work even more harder..

i cant see the future that lies infront of me but as long as the spirit of the "xiao qiang" is there one more year of sailing in the big unpredictable ocean out there, i will be home real soon..

once i told someone before each and every song really related to our heart feeling, things or pple... they agreed... therefore each and every post i have will link to a song that really will say out the heart...

a song is better then reading my boring long wonded story lolx...