It all in a mess deep down as dunno why the outcome turns out to be in this way.
The whole situation shouldnt be in such a way but i guess i do have to be in the part of messing up the thing...
To be frank, lucky that my work also all in a mess that got me no time to stry on certain issues.
definately will wan to know how everything and whats going on but just maybe still in a mess therefore choosing to run aways with that feeling...
Too much work to be settle and to be done.. Most of it will be the restructuring of the worker as well as the the base of my dairy... planning to get an electronic dairy sooner or later to get all my work sort it out and of cos it is another source of brain as least for me lah :P
Don't know whats wrong with the *** bank.. didnt really wanna followed up with my case.. call the respective office but keep on telling me that will call me back.. one day after another CNY drawing new... I needed the help from bank now yet they put me into cold room... when you dont need any they will jus pop out from no where and keep telling you that they can help...
A big sum to be cover looking forward to their reply and hope that will be a pleasant result... this amount will straighten all my stuff.. Oh pls heaven no need to open your eye to look at it maybe jus peep will do haha :P
Looked into the mirror when i got back from work just now.. Wow... no comment... well 2 to 3 month to go... just need to save up a bit more and will be good...
for now whats lies infront of me will be just like that band name and the vision will be the song title...
Puddle of mud a path that is tuff and vision still not clear enough...
you bloody bank better rings me up tomorrow if not im going to.... :P
start my resolution abit late but late better then nv start loh...
trying to kick the habit of holding Hunki day one...
-difficult to control especially when gets work up but worker and bank issues today.. but still trying to use my determination and it went well..
today six sticks..
and now left i think 2 stick and that it.. not going to buy anymore...
ohmmm.......... meditate... lolX
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