七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此.

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是
在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。?每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……

Starting off !!!!

Yes.. today start off liao... no response haha sad... nvm!! 再接再厉！！

thing changes fast.. some how dunno wat should do... maybe wait and see how bah :P

GOing to deliver!!!

On this very day... the good friday... early damn morning i felt big pain on my tummy!!!
guess wat!!!





on my way to hospital!!!








Oh my!!! the pain is unbearable!!! see how swollen it is???




God pls help me!! cant stand it anymore!!!!!!







I think god nv ans to my prayer!! im asking God pls help me.. not sending a angel to smile infront of me when taking picture.. so pain liao still dun help still can pose infront of camera!! shit man!! arghh....







Shit!!! the pain is too much... Argh!!!!!!!!!! (and that stupid angel still can pose.. dun even care my die or live)








and finally cannot wait till hospital.. the baby was born.. and i name it with the honour of NSRCC pillow!!!! goosey leow...








Hahahahha!!! that was all folk!!!
the truth is super duper high!!!
that night guess was a very gd night for mi as stress and problem kept coming around.. finally got it release!!!
that night so embearla loh... even kena pple say sia!!! hahhaa thru sms!! damn... where got hole for mi to put my head in sia.. hahhaa
on way back that night dunno why keep aiming at the pillow!! cos i do rem there is 2 or 3 pillow mah then suddenly left one onli so i tot i will be so cold at night n lonely for it to saty around there...
at good will side decided to bring it home to show love n concern to it...
at time i cant understand myself.. why always so good hearted... some time gd hearted can lead to next day newspaper head line u know wahahhahaha....
lucky sg public transprt onli got bus train and cab no lorry... if not next time i call lorry liao then nsrcc no more sofa set liao haha.... maybe next time on call house mover wahahhaha!!!!!
one min serious the split sec go beserk!!!! help!!! wahaha...


CONVERSATION THRU MSN ABOUT HOW HARD TO BE A SINGLE PARENT!!

PART 1

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i brought goosey leow back then took of it cloth and wash it for it

Bel® says: g oosey leow h haa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then put the pillow to absorb sunlight kill germ haha

Bel® says: hahhaaaaaaa its nt "OH MY GOD".... its "OH MY GOOSE " hah ha u zuli it bk against its wish n stil say show love n concern ha

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: where got see i bring it home it nv say anything still hide inside my shirt so comfortablely

Bel® says: kidnapped n silenced hahhaa how to say

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: cos it so touch till crying liao mah cry also no sound no tear so guai guai

Bel® says: hah aa u better face wall

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: why? see like i say some time out of good will sure kena pple mistake my gd will

Bel® says: wat gd will..u happily dragged it away fr its hm then force it become g oosey leow hhaahah

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: heaven inside at where sia cannot like tat say one

Bel® says: heaven see liao close both eyes

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u know how much bond we hand since goosey liao born out

Bel® says: haaahahhaaa i stomach aching fr the laughter hahha

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now im seating comfortablely on it and it can feel my warm or my ass u know

Bel® says: basket kena forced hm then gt to face yr bum haaaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hello u think gd friday over can scold basket liao huh dun scold mi oh

Bel® says: no no no scold u...i see if u want to find basket for yr g oosey to in hhaaha

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: it willing wan to seat on the hard chair to let mi seat comfortable on it u know to repay my kindness now goosey liao is doing one stone kill 2 bird thing hor

Bel® says: told u kena forced u stil say it volunteerily one

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: one bird is to repay kindness 2 bird is to recieve warm from my ass

Bel® says: hah a i thinki u stil possessed fr tat nite quick find ice water drench

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: aiya now i oil inside say no clear one lah

Bel® says: i think sooner or later yr hse alot of little leows fr NSRCC haaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u all possessed say i possessed.. i so dote goosey leow loh

Bel® says: at the moment yes when u get more little leows fr there...u will biased liao hhaa wa lau stil gv name

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: nexxt time i must find gooseness leow for goosey leow to be bro if not goosey liao very boring and my back is aching too..

Bel® says: Goosey leow h a the other bro tat missing tat day

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i must find that culprit out n save gooseness leow from those devil hand

Bel® says: u dun think u jump g od help ppl, the NSRCC stuff u oso help hor u better leave them alone hahhaaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hello u still rem my theory not

Bel® says: wat theory

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: poison happy happy why not heavy happy heavy

Bel® says: haaa it dun apply u building yr happiness on the g oosey 's misery

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u always sing reverse side one leh really out of gd will u dun believe me

Bel® says: i cannot agree a i keep g u kidnapped the g oosey against its will

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: toldu so many time out of good will it follow mi home and he also need warm sometime

Bel® says: then bring hm treat like slave

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: told u it is doing one stone kill two bird way u wan to insult me gd will gd will

Bel® says: i always listen to u say..this i wont h haa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hai now goosey leow u see now i treat u so gd pple see liao jealous say i kidnap u

Bel® says: he so miserable until wat to say separated fr hm n bro

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: told u from that day it touch till dunno what to say oni an use action to prove its sincerelity

Bel® says: u zhou huo ru mo liao

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: ok i will prove u wrong... GOOSEY LEOW I PROMISE TO FIND UR BRO GOOSENESS LEOW AND SAVE HIME FROM OTHER DEVIL PPLE HAND ADN GIVE HIM WARM LIKE WAT IM GIVING U NOW

Bel® says: hahhaaa u better dun hhahhaa no no no 1 crime enuff u wan to appear news paper izzit

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: bel u are so bad

Bel® says: h hah u bad hor...my stomach ache fr the supressed laughter ha



PART 2

Bel® says: haaaaa haa u bo ho say so nw u deliver u confinement period liao lor

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u knoow the pain of being single parent

Bel® says: haaaaaahahhaaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i need reimbustment from gov.

Bel® says: start again g ovt no pay single parent la

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: that why not fiar

Bel® says: yr g oosey haven register birthcert no legal leh

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now really cannot go drink till so late liao must go home seat on him give him warm that i promise hai wat to do

Bel® says: haaa u shit la

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: single parent busy one lah

Bel® says: u haven found his bro haaaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: what if found got joy n pain also ah joy is i fulfilled my promise pain is i cant drink liao cos haveto take gd care both

Bel® says: hah ha i cant stand it u say until so serious the prob start becos u coop it hm

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i told u im serious

Bel® says: hah ~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: im serious i swear to god wioth the name of goosey leow im serious

Bel® says: haaaa~

啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: why no pple understand mi

Bel® says: hh ha y u swear wif g oosey name u shd say yrs mah haa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: im no poor thing after cutter fish center cos he dun wan mi to die if i die i cant find his bro he willing to west born

Bel® says: i think must really u hougang check abit

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hai tong ku shui ren zhi

Bel® says: u rubbish la

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: whahahahhaa

Bel® says: yr tong ku start when u deliver hor hhaaa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: ya loh if i know i dun drink that night if i no drink then i wun deliever if i no deliver judy wun lol till i home n u also wun stomach pain n jaw pain see out of my one gd will i drag so many pple down

Bel® says: dun keep say YR GOOD WILL

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now abit guilty liao

Bel® says: tat one is yr excuse hor

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: bel thanks you u enlighten me so much now i feel calm liao

Bel® says: hahhaa i hysterical fr all the laughing h ha

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hahaha ok lah stop liao lah

Bel® says: i think ppl at hm think i siao

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: later u really go beserk cant slp at night hum bin ah

Bel® says: keep hearing i laughing to myself

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u lol so loud for wat smile can liao mah

Bel® says: cannot very tong ku~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: wait they come console u ah dunno it is u work too hard see com lol

Bel® says: i laughing until take tissue dry my tears liao

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: wah lau u serious bo hahhaa

Bel® says: u very rubbish leh then i still pei he see the pixs i cant stop again

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then i think i must fast blog many if not u go office open my blog listen song then see the pic i laugh wait u boss scare of u ah u where got pei he u keep dun believe in mi loh

Bel® says: i dun pei he u think u can say yr story so long hha i see yr expressions ah

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i dun need u pei he also can say one cos u still will lol one

Bel® says: u see tat one

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: pain lah dei

Bel® says: God help mi cant stand it anymore h aa really like so cham

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: lucky no see full face

Bel® says: chest so big face so sour Bel® says: y all yr expressions so funny haaa


Part 3

Bel® says: u all r the evil hor

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i think onli mi bah hahah devil hiding among the angel but i found one la sup angel that night too got accompany liao

Bel® says: haaaaa she where gt la sup she help to pose wif u

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: like tat ah wan to die pple can save one but when media pple come shoot she pose then the victim die lagi fast she cannot be nurse

Bel® says: aa no die ...only give birth only hah haa

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: and lucky she nv tot of that line too u know

Bel® says: so funny le~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: some parent give brith can bring cam in one to shoot the processs for tai jiao mah

Bel® says: i think so

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: if she in there the daddy sure throw away the tape cos go wash out all judy face not his new born baby

Bel® says: haahaa so funny u siao liao aft be single parent keep toking abt tai jiao

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hahhaha

Bel® says: no g oosey in trouble

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then u think why i take this photo is to tach goosey leow not to turn back so hard to delever out

Bel® says: hahhah h u mummy or daddy ah

~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: next time it grow old liao turn bad be ah beng i will show out see how daddy ion pain call god god no ansd alway how can u turn bad and be bu xiao zhi

Bel® says: haahaaa i cant take it liao....


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