Saturday, April 14, 2012

Before and now....

Take a good look at MTV of the day... LOLX
YEah its a concert!!! can you imagine the way they present themself compare to maybe beyond??

haha one sky one land...
thing use to be so oldies to now modernised...

generation after generation, time after time, things, environments, humans, animals, the world, the nature, everything keep on changing...

to survive and to live on this world we need to adapt to the changes around in order to move on to our life...

human to human, relation with relation from ancient time well respect elderly is a must till now youngster can bo chap or disrespect the elderly.
from women taking care of house while man doing work outside till now maybe even woman are the one working outside while man doing house chore.

maybe only one thing that wun change is the cycle of our lifeline and we always being controled by the nature... storms, quakes etc...

changes in time is also the meaning of changes in one kind... will beyond ever gonna have the same attire as the members in the MTV? or maybe westlife? or maybe my favourite band MLTR... will if they really do that i think it will be very spectacular :P ...

be it the changes will be in good term or bad term it is up to one kind to
differentiate it...
as far as i know to keep up the foot step of the world we have to change and adapt to it and fight all the way out to win.....

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Forest of life.....

came a cross this story...

forest of life.....

the life of the forest made up by usual meeting up with wind, leaf, animal and a poor little lost girl..

once they are not connected but bounded as time goes by....
Long ago before the forest got so lively it was just a slient big piece of land with only a few couples of trees standing weakly on it.. the animals, leopord, zebra was roaming freely lazily and getting gd shade while every evening the breeze smoothly sweep out the land gently making the grass and the leaf compossing out a fine tune of music that calm the whole environment..

then came along a little girl who accompany with a group of fren that got know of this beautiful grass land where the fine music was found. they sing along with the melody and compossing out varies fine music and month and year down the road when they got know of their own telent and shifted out of the forest leaving the poor little girl alone in the grass land...

but the little girl did not left the grass land and yet she was trying her best compossing the best music which her pure vocal that attacted all the animals surrounded her and listen to the beautiful melody....

one day as usual which she was singing, she notice that the trees were all wited but there is this only leaf the still clinging on to the motherly tree.
soon enough the wind came and gently blew off the leaf and making the leaf falls right infront of the little girl. she humblely pick up the leaf and look at the animal surrounded her and said..
"we are all left... we will be the best buddies.. i sing to your soul and you guys are my audiance.."
right after the sentence a big wind came and blew up the leaf making the leaf floating away in the air... because of the soft feeling of the little girl, she could bare to let the leaf floating away alone and she chase after the wind and following the leaf.... of cos the animal were running side by side to keep up with the little girl...
days after days the wind finally got gentle leaving the leaf landing high up in the mountain forest....
the little girl got amazed by the atmosphere and realised that from a small goup of animals fren, she brought them to a place that have more fren...

time passing by slowly and the wind blowing gentlely leading the leaf and the little girl to paradize but dunno why the wind stop blowing... leaving the leaf stagnent on the ground and the little girl looking sadly at it..
the little girl held the leaf in arm showing the care and concern to her and when the little girl tot that the leaf need to have sunlight in order to survive, she climb up to the very top of a tress helding it high up above her head... without noticing her action, she realise that the leaf actually brought her out of the darkness where she was way down below the ground that the sunlight was shaded off by the tall nasty trees... she got her point of view.. a beautiful scenary where she didnt see before..

"leaf, i thank you for showing me the light and letting me know that im not alone..."

PPPHHHHEEEWWWWWW>...... the wind came blew off the leaf... this time round the wind came in different direction making the leaf lost the direction.. luckly the girl with out fail trying her best to find the leaf but the nasty wind keep coming leaving the leaf got stuck in a coner..
the little girl tried her best to reach to the leaf but failed...

the leaf got tired of the lost.. sitting there at the corner and the little girl waiting there.. both waiting for the gentle wind to come back.. but it seem like a decade before the gentle wind came...

the leaf see the light again and the girl got so rejoice finally their wait was not wasted.. but then to a extent that the wind got the direction wrong again leaving disappointment to the crowd....

the sense of disappointment refill the atmosphere making the forest goes slient without the beautiful melody...

try searching some opem for the characters and here it is...

Wind, why is it there
Wind, how is it there
Wind, when did it get there
wind, where does it come from
wind, how is it made
so many qustions

Wind is deadly
Wind is nice
Wind can hurt
Wind can kill
Wind can love
Wind can care
Wind is the source of energy.

but in this story i guess the wind hurt them dealy rather then the source of energy...

If yoou were a leaf on a majestic tall tree,
And you had the choice, of which you could be,
I’d hope you to be a maple to turn orange yellow gold
When the cool autumn winds turned warm nights cold.

you could to be high as high could be,
So all of the world would be open to you.
you sway with the wind, spring, summer and fall
Up in the maple so big and so tall.

Then one moonlit night in October’s cold air,
A beautiful little gilr would come paint you with care.
All leaves would turn color, as God would have done
To give the world beauty for short days to come.

Then if you could choose on which day you would fall
little girl will pick late October when winds came to call.
little girl choose Sunday morning so bright and sunny,
As sun through the leaves flowed golden as honey.

little girl will pick the sweet moment, when the wind was just right
To let go of your limb and float nice and light
Drifting ever so calmly from the place of your birth,
Then gently lie down to where you belong....



I am the girl who u call when everything goes wrong
I am the girl who u need advice
I am the girl who u tell everything to
I am the girl who’s heart is breaking
I am the girl who had all that I wanted at one time
I am the girl who let they go
I am the girl who let they go again
I am the girl who has dreams that seem impossible
I am the girl who will seek my dreams
I am the girl who cheers for the losers
I am the girl who believes anything is possible
I am the girl who has confidence in your decisions
I am the girl who will be saying go for it
I am the girl who wants to give up but wont
I am the girl who is your best friend
I am the girl who will leave someday
I am the girl who will say goodbye with tears in my eyes
I am the girl who u will call when everything has went wrong


When you look at wild animals
they are breathtaking,
so pure and natural.

If the animal looks you in the eyes
you can feel connected.

If the animal walks up to you
takes food from your hand,
you can feel trust.

When the animal keeps returning
for food,
you can feel needed.

By mistake
you take the animal home,
you can feel complete.

Time goes on
you look into the animals eyes,
you can feel sadness.

Knowing that
you have to return the animal to the wild,
you can feel loss.

When you let the animal go,
it runs!

Planning Always lose to changes.....

WHen i thinks its time to get back the feeling everything turn out to be not as expected...

being a medium, my fate is to help out other, giving advise and helping out those that needed and trying to save some lost soul out there... but then who will be the one who is coming to save me out of all the things that i gets stuck?

will god really do? as a medium if i cant save myself how can i save pple? for once i try to think in a better way therefore i when into deep forest and hide myself up to get the knowledge of how to be a wise man...

I tot i successful gotten 60% of the wisdom and finally 40% will be when i get out of this lonely forest and feel the world and touch the world. so i tot was the time i make my comeback...

seems like it all wrong.. i left my frens and buddies with all the disappointment when i go so out of control... that makes me a jerk once again with no different from last time... to being a pilot better then a jerk or even both are my strong point....
really got no courage to pick up my phone and apologyise to them...

things will nv go my ways.. in the end i ended up to be the most no use pple.

bad news that i cant break off with my current business partner which company was not doing well and i suggested a break up with my parnter and thing didnot really work out well...

since that there is an outing i just wanted to try to enjoy myself out with my buddies and not to think about that issues 1st.. in the end i got it back...

life reallly sometime torturing in a way that sometime so much envy that how come pple had that kind of smooth and happy life and yet i got stuck in no where even if im i wan to do better???

when i think i dont do somehow it become im a man without words...
but when i think and i done situation goes hit me double where i offended more pple surrouding me!!

changed changed changed i used to tell my self i did changed but after since i realise im still at the starting point...

im always the lemon biskuit since young whereby i always caught in the middle of my family like im the satalite... now even worst that i become the oreo biskuit that kena dip into the glass of milk and the satalite got shock with spark flying out every where before it goes dead..

No doubt now the whoole satalite was down.. but i wun give up so easily.. i will find ways to make it functioning again... it jus the matter of time... if one day cant get it done then one month time to fix it if one month time cant fix it i will take a year.. im not losing out anymore at this point of time.... because i have being sending out the wrong frequency and signal all this time...
and i finally realise my mistake....

believe it or not i will do it...
things that i messed up in term of life, work and many other... i will recollect it back bit by bit.....