1stly the high temp. in the atmosphere then came the haze....
Damn irritating..
Humid weather, dry and bit sore in the eye how to work outdoor?
Breathing also abit problem yesterday...
Today consider better as the temp finally drops abit.. Thanks to the rain in the very early morning.
but no very good to my van hahha... so damn dusty after the rain...
Every things that happens always has its reason behind it.
example for the past few day of isomina, its because my boss looking for me... wahaha... this week a busy night week to temple... monday night tue off then follow by till sun... going crazy.. haha next day stilll got o work.. how to take it..
but no choice onli can complain but cannot action.
Today saw a fren posted in FB "There is nothing wrong with change, if it is in the right direction . . ."
WoW.. haha.. I wrote such a long story previously and yet she did it with two sentences.. haha..
ya the higher u wan to reach you need to abandon some thing..
ten pple in the hot air balloon can reach a certian limits of height but 5 pple in the same hot air balloon it can go much more higher... but wat if 1 pple i nthe same hot air balloon? of cause it will be at the highest point..
but when u reach the highest point then you realised that there is only you left in the basket... that where loneliness come knocking on your door...
Need to balance up my life..... but some how balancing up life also can get into misundertandeing by pple.. haha need to come out with a package that can link up all :P
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Terigible Horigible weather!!!!
35 degree celsius!!!
Since Last friday not just only humid and also so burning hot hot sun!!
Got ISOMINA on friday night due to the weather... so damn boring as i got a pair of swollen eyes just yeasterday...
YEsterday weather also not really that cool... And of cos not enough slp, temper and mood also not in the right condition... woke up by phone call to pick up laminated flooring sample for customer... Saturday.. the road condition also not really that good.. it was just like i won TOTO lottery 3+1 that kind...
ISOMINA, HOt weather, foul mood + bad road condition...
Journey from bedok to jurong usually took me about 20 min plus minus there... Gosh yesterday too mi about 45 min due to some jam... OF cause is not about the jam.. but is that kind of weather is like im the pork rib in the oven...
MOre worst is that on the way back to meet my partner, the jam more worst.. imagine 12+ middle of the day, not cloudy and the sun stands alone up in the sky trying to its BBQ sessions....
Another factor.. LOL.. a hungry man is a angry man...
I need food food...
Ya, reach the meeting point and without considering whether are we late so the appointment with customer, i jus order my food...
The meeting went on smooth, needed to get a little more sample for the owner to browse thru. Cant wait for this deal to be closed...
After appointment went out sourcing for material and sample..
Wanted to go home after that but being psycho but buddies to dinner and movie...
so damn shack!!!
true also that its being a while i step into cinema and dine out with friends...
THen just tagged along to join in the fun.. anyway my life not really that happening maybe from this start i might have more eye opening world?? LOL...
TOday ya got to settle lots of thing... Invoices, next week schedule as aunty goes on holidays... and paper works... evening time still got to fetch ah ne and pay them money...
but for now i need to grab my late breakfast... so damn hungry...
Since Last friday not just only humid and also so burning hot hot sun!!
Got ISOMINA on friday night due to the weather... so damn boring as i got a pair of swollen eyes just yeasterday...
YEsterday weather also not really that cool... And of cos not enough slp, temper and mood also not in the right condition... woke up by phone call to pick up laminated flooring sample for customer... Saturday.. the road condition also not really that good.. it was just like i won TOTO lottery 3+1 that kind...
ISOMINA, HOt weather, foul mood + bad road condition...
Journey from bedok to jurong usually took me about 20 min plus minus there... Gosh yesterday too mi about 45 min due to some jam... OF cause is not about the jam.. but is that kind of weather is like im the pork rib in the oven...
MOre worst is that on the way back to meet my partner, the jam more worst.. imagine 12+ middle of the day, not cloudy and the sun stands alone up in the sky trying to its BBQ sessions....
Another factor.. LOL.. a hungry man is a angry man...
I need food food...
Ya, reach the meeting point and without considering whether are we late so the appointment with customer, i jus order my food...
The meeting went on smooth, needed to get a little more sample for the owner to browse thru. Cant wait for this deal to be closed...
After appointment went out sourcing for material and sample..
Wanted to go home after that but being psycho but buddies to dinner and movie...
so damn shack!!!
true also that its being a while i step into cinema and dine out with friends...
THen just tagged along to join in the fun.. anyway my life not really that happening maybe from this start i might have more eye opening world?? LOL...
TOday ya got to settle lots of thing... Invoices, next week schedule as aunty goes on holidays... and paper works... evening time still got to fetch ah ne and pay them money...
but for now i need to grab my late breakfast... so damn hungry...
Friday, October 15, 2010
Upcoming Projects
Once a year birthday seems to be like a week rather then a day...
Still cant realy concentrade on work as the mood still not back yet haha.. Only can have this kind of mood till this cooing sunday as next week onwards got to start catch up with all the necessary work.
Doing some moonlighting for extra cash.. hahah.. Starting Nov, there will be a renovation job going on as well as in Dec.. Going to run the job site and oversee all the work done properly... although now had a fix salary but still cannot afford to make any mistakes to lost money for this upcoming projects:P
Extra cash for many issues :P think of it also shiok :P
Time for me i guess also very shiok as need to run reno jobsite as well as my cleaning company works :P For now i think wont try to do anymore sale..
Next week planning to run round my cleaning company jobsite doing some PR haha.. Dont do sale but still can do some PR... also can check on my aunty works is it well done or not:P another words for that mean SPOT CHECK!!!!
Hmmm...
Guess one more year time i can really clear all the load on my shoulder which i carried it for so long... really cant imagine that kind of relax mood till then...
Work hard towards that day.... CHEER!!!!
Still cant realy concentrade on work as the mood still not back yet haha.. Only can have this kind of mood till this cooing sunday as next week onwards got to start catch up with all the necessary work.
Doing some moonlighting for extra cash.. hahah.. Starting Nov, there will be a renovation job going on as well as in Dec.. Going to run the job site and oversee all the work done properly... although now had a fix salary but still cannot afford to make any mistakes to lost money for this upcoming projects:P
Extra cash for many issues :P think of it also shiok :P
Time for me i guess also very shiok as need to run reno jobsite as well as my cleaning company works :P For now i think wont try to do anymore sale..
Next week planning to run round my cleaning company jobsite doing some PR haha.. Dont do sale but still can do some PR... also can check on my aunty works is it well done or not:P another words for that mean SPOT CHECK!!!!
Hmmm...
Guess one more year time i can really clear all the load on my shoulder which i carried it for so long... really cant imagine that kind of relax mood till then...
Work hard towards that day.... CHEER!!!!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
New beginning in twenty seventh years
Last updated was beginning of 2010...
Newly set for another round start will be today..
Made myself a promised before my 27 big day arrival.. To get drunk and to enjoy to the fullest during the night party as im going to cut down the frequent of drinking as well as smoking...
Dunno why suddenly had that kind of feeling that alcoholic just cant go smooth into my body and the taste suddenly changed..
hmm.. hard to explain why but maybe as i said before many post ago, environment changes personalities... In life we do will meet many cross junction that we need to choose. Standing right in the middle of front and back, left or right. how would you choose?
Front= new perspective of life that leads you to another level of your life?
Left= a brand new beginning of life that you are unsure of but adventurous?
right= daily rountine life with not much adventurous?
back= very enjoyable life with less work and no achievement?
For now and finally i would choose front.
i had chosen the last three choices before and i think its enough..
The very 1st choice i chosen was during my interior life and i chose right...
i'm stuck in a small interior design firm, i worked from morning till midnigght, rushing all drawing and facing all sort of house owners. At first there were lots of achievement and happiness during the 4 year life but then slowly, i found out that i had a very unhealthy lifestyle as in working too long hours.
Thats where oppunitiy comes and i chose left. The second cross junction.
I started off doing business with my friend. a new life and business that was totally out of wat i had done previously. i took my risk and join the adventure.
Of cause everthing was going towards what we expected but things went off track abit and i chose to leave the company.
Here come the third cross junction of my life and i chose back.
i went back to interior again but this time round on my own and with one other friend. business wasnt that good but i still out there enjoying and partying.. never even tot of the daily expenses issues. but when comes to like expenses turning high,
i changed to start the cleaning business again. although this time round busiiness doing good, but still im not interested to strive for it. im still swimming in the pool of alcohol.. drink then drank then drunk... totally not in the mood of bringing the company up to another lvl.. whenever drinking session start, " oh today i closed news sale i have to celebrate" and these were the reason for me to covered up that im just cant stop partying life...
see during this choice i had made.. im just running round n round but gets to nowhere.
Finally this year 2010, during my days in my reservist. i went into deep tot.. of cause during my reservist time all of my job site when hiwire that why i went into deep tot.
is it time for me to really damn wake up my bloody idea as i know myself so well that even a slight temptation i can lost focus and goes off track..
Therefore i tried all those thing that i haven got the chance to try till my birthday that had just past.
during the days after my reservist till my birthday, dun really know it is mentality or what so ever, suddenly those alcohol taste so bitter and wasnt like it used to be.
Finally i came to a conclusion. its not the mentality or the taste of the alcohol. I realised i finally awaken...
That why i chosen front at this point of the cross junction. I know that i cannot resist the temptation then i need to cut down.
I came across this quote in fb “When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” – Lao Tzu, posted from one of my friend. Wow.. really gives me an impact..
Just a short sentance yet so meaningful.
i gave myself a quote "if i cannot resist it, i had turn away. only that i can change.." LOL can make it right this sentence LOL...
I even tot to quit smoking hahha.. so far im doing well in controling lighting up a smoke.. Only when disaster call then i hide in that room and light one.. i guessed it's habits.. One step at a time... might be difficult but Out of difficulties there is miracle.. i learned it thru a hk drama series :P
Yes this time round my perspective point of view changed again. i had so many thing to fulfill. in a very short period of time i need to hit my expected income. time running out soon. Soon im going to carry up my dad burden. im taking over the responsibilities of the support pillar of the household from my dad. i got no time to fool around anymore.. one year time? or the lastest two years time...
i'm starting to understand some of my fren/buddies out there are the support pillar of the household. need to salute them..
haha of cos sometime i need to also destress ok.. ops! is it an excuse for me to swim in the pool of alcohol again? LOL of cause not.. few glasses that can reach the lvl of my throat that enough.
Oh ya also targeting to have a routine sport to keep myself fit and healthy.. so sad on my birthday, i met one of my secondery school fren during my dinner time, she commented on me " you becoming more n more thin" oh gosh... really hit me... somemore after my birthday i saw those topless photo of myself.. Haix....
NEED TO KEEP FIT N STRONG.. GAIN MEAT :P LOL
Newly set for another round start will be today..
Made myself a promised before my 27 big day arrival.. To get drunk and to enjoy to the fullest during the night party as im going to cut down the frequent of drinking as well as smoking...
Dunno why suddenly had that kind of feeling that alcoholic just cant go smooth into my body and the taste suddenly changed..
hmm.. hard to explain why but maybe as i said before many post ago, environment changes personalities... In life we do will meet many cross junction that we need to choose. Standing right in the middle of front and back, left or right. how would you choose?
Front= new perspective of life that leads you to another level of your life?
Left= a brand new beginning of life that you are unsure of but adventurous?
right= daily rountine life with not much adventurous?
back= very enjoyable life with less work and no achievement?
For now and finally i would choose front.
i had chosen the last three choices before and i think its enough..
The very 1st choice i chosen was during my interior life and i chose right...
i'm stuck in a small interior design firm, i worked from morning till midnigght, rushing all drawing and facing all sort of house owners. At first there were lots of achievement and happiness during the 4 year life but then slowly, i found out that i had a very unhealthy lifestyle as in working too long hours.
Thats where oppunitiy comes and i chose left. The second cross junction.
I started off doing business with my friend. a new life and business that was totally out of wat i had done previously. i took my risk and join the adventure.
Of cause everthing was going towards what we expected but things went off track abit and i chose to leave the company.
Here come the third cross junction of my life and i chose back.
i went back to interior again but this time round on my own and with one other friend. business wasnt that good but i still out there enjoying and partying.. never even tot of the daily expenses issues. but when comes to like expenses turning high,
i changed to start the cleaning business again. although this time round busiiness doing good, but still im not interested to strive for it. im still swimming in the pool of alcohol.. drink then drank then drunk... totally not in the mood of bringing the company up to another lvl.. whenever drinking session start, " oh today i closed news sale i have to celebrate" and these were the reason for me to covered up that im just cant stop partying life...
see during this choice i had made.. im just running round n round but gets to nowhere.
Finally this year 2010, during my days in my reservist. i went into deep tot.. of cause during my reservist time all of my job site when hiwire that why i went into deep tot.
is it time for me to really damn wake up my bloody idea as i know myself so well that even a slight temptation i can lost focus and goes off track..
Therefore i tried all those thing that i haven got the chance to try till my birthday that had just past.
during the days after my reservist till my birthday, dun really know it is mentality or what so ever, suddenly those alcohol taste so bitter and wasnt like it used to be.
Finally i came to a conclusion. its not the mentality or the taste of the alcohol. I realised i finally awaken...
That why i chosen front at this point of the cross junction. I know that i cannot resist the temptation then i need to cut down.
I came across this quote in fb “When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” – Lao Tzu, posted from one of my friend. Wow.. really gives me an impact..
Just a short sentance yet so meaningful.
i gave myself a quote "if i cannot resist it, i had turn away. only that i can change.." LOL can make it right this sentence LOL...
I even tot to quit smoking hahha.. so far im doing well in controling lighting up a smoke.. Only when disaster call then i hide in that room and light one.. i guessed it's habits.. One step at a time... might be difficult but Out of difficulties there is miracle.. i learned it thru a hk drama series :P
Yes this time round my perspective point of view changed again. i had so many thing to fulfill. in a very short period of time i need to hit my expected income. time running out soon. Soon im going to carry up my dad burden. im taking over the responsibilities of the support pillar of the household from my dad. i got no time to fool around anymore.. one year time? or the lastest two years time...
i'm starting to understand some of my fren/buddies out there are the support pillar of the household. need to salute them..
haha of cos sometime i need to also destress ok.. ops! is it an excuse for me to swim in the pool of alcohol again? LOL of cause not.. few glasses that can reach the lvl of my throat that enough.
Oh ya also targeting to have a routine sport to keep myself fit and healthy.. so sad on my birthday, i met one of my secondery school fren during my dinner time, she commented on me " you becoming more n more thin" oh gosh... really hit me... somemore after my birthday i saw those topless photo of myself.. Haix....
NEED TO KEEP FIT N STRONG.. GAIN MEAT :P LOL
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