Life??

2010 started...
past almost 3 months... not so good but not too bad as well...

Today haapens to come across an so call geography clips something like tat saying earth, atmosphere, surrounding and weather are changing from good to bad.. saw those pple so helpless crying out for help and crying out for their loves one...

suddenly felt so emo... human are so fragile but not earth... it took million years for earth to recover from it bad statues and took earth million years to become good again..
But human??? things jus happens in splits sec and it changes human life forever...

things really changed when we grow... we are not like dvd player where we can pause when we got not enough time, fast forward when we think times are bad nor we can rewind when we are wrong... we are jus like a dvd player that onli had an play button..

of cos the other button to compliment us is the record button.
we play and record our life. no delete buttom like ur key board, format like ur recovery disc for computer nor recycle bin on ur desktop...

Then how do we keep our self so strong and steady to keep our life prolong??
"alwasy look on the bring side of life" is this sentence???
runing away from fact?
act blur?
or tml thing tml then say???

which one are you in? or none above?? can you really think of which are u in if u are none above???

a good man will not stays in ur heart for century... but a sinful useless corrupted bad man will lives in ur heart till you gone...

how to get rid of it??



today i really realise something about my life... for all the while i had being living for others... but not for myself... but no choice too anyway :P
each of us has our own life and aspect. our goal different, family issues.. we changed..

how well you can mantained? from closeness to distance.. and from distance to stranger..

every stages of our life we met pple that bring joy to us, furtune to us, knowledge to us, but do we really rem them that much???
can u still rem ur 1st pimary sch form teachers name???

i guess i still rem.. miss ang... wear spec.. very short and plumb plumb one...

who was the teacher that u hated most when u in primary sch??
i dun quite rem...

but wat if i same qns but diff grade sch... do u still rem the 1st form teacher or urs in sec sch? i think a bit blur...
and who was the teacher u hete the most in sec sch?? i think no other then Mr Sing...

see that wat human are.... when u young u tend not to or dun wan to think of those bad pple that ill treated you. but as and when we grew up, we start to be more precausious and take a step back to those bad pple who tried to harm us.

this is because we are scare to being hurt again..
when this takes place, u tend to rem those u hated the most....

been trying to let go of something but yet automatically he will hunt u dwon before u can hunt him...
weakness come from or heart and mind....