Monday, December 21, 2009

Taking myself back to the past...

BAck to nature....
2009 ending soon... what did i accomplished?

Thinking back to those kiddy days...
Where we were young and innocence...
Daily job scopes were just eat, sleep, play and sleep.
No worries.. no troubles.. no pressure..

Since when...
slowly slowly.. all those feeling fade away...
even when we are at play we are no longer so innocent....

Now back to 2009.... hahaha..
so pressure.. so worried... so troublesomes....

5 years back when im still a designer...
Those days fun and interesting... meeting many defferrent pple... haha weird... fun... troublesome.. all sort of pple...
Exploring and brain storming all sorts of design... challenging..
handling project in costing, time management, project management...
Haha pressure, stress, sleepless night... some time even had call in the middle of night..
EEE... scary...
midnight call from gf maybe is sweet midnight call from boss confirm is not sweet...

Guess still im the lucky one as on the very 1st day that i step into this social life,
all the people that i met were actually "Gui Ren"
They taught me well and shape me well... That moment when i was just a interior designer and i was exposed to much more then i expected. The chances to seat in with management lvl to give ideas to help company to improve and grow...

Of cos the more meeting you attended and the more you will scare... from a easy working time for a designer changed to strictly 9-5 timing... punch card machine comes in... routine dairy come out to keep track.... DAmn!!!
hahahah

that is when i decided to spread my wings and fly... decided to fly out to see hows other design firm works....but still i can't adapt to it... so still went back to the 1st source of place where grow me up.

Struggling in that trade for 3 years i guess...
Idea from one of the buddy and also partner from the same company that i joined.
we decided to leave the company and start off with our own career..
A cleaning company... We provides office cleanign service...
A great achievement in 2007 :P the hard ship, the sweat, the fun and laughter...

There is nv a nv ending banquet... my career ended with him in 2008.

Went back doing some refered interior renovations business, that is when i realised im done...
I return part of the skill back to my 1st mentor.. project from earning to lost...
a very bad situation.. deep shit...
Just when i felt all presure.. a great friend of mine like doremon stretch out her round fist...
Her helps made me relieve alot...

Talking about her, guess i had to back date to Jazz Pub Era... where all up and down can be found there. the seed of frenship brotherhood and sister hood... cards game drinks song that bonds us together till now.. so greatful to have them around.. of cos not just words can express how deeply rooted us together where onee feeling can affect all:P

Some says after big hikcup certain trust will be lost. but to me it show more how concern between our bond is.

of all good and bad, i start off with my cleaning company again... wanted to dong shan zai qi... road are tough... without all positive remarks and guildian from her i guess till now im still hidding my head under the ground.

each and every crisis can smoothen i had to thank her.

although somehow i got discourage by some small issue in work but still i am fortunate that i do have a handful of great buddies to help out.

so what do i accomplished in 2009? i guess my greatest achievement were having my great buddies besides me.

2010 what im going to accomplish is to push myself up to next level... and dun left my great buddies with disappointment.

as 2009 going to end in just few weeks.. its time for me to pack up all my complaints and other stupid thoughts and buried it six feet under.

Resolutions 2010:
Dun just onli comment... must do it...
I do got one more year to prove it.. and i will prove it :P

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