~World of AlcoHol ~

I told myself not to drink anymore but kept hearing voices "come drink me.. come drink me.." In the end, i got hook up by the voices and drag me back to the world of alcohol again.. Come to think that today wasnt a working day so can drink a bit loh... :P
Had tried my very best not to drink during working days already :P Very happy for myself that my determination is still that strong. During the week, voice kept calling me, drinking kaki called me yet i still can push it away :P this means that i stil got hope and medicine to cure!! haha...
By the way i was very happy about my performance this week!! I keep myself discipline to work and finish what ever job to be done by a day without dragging to another day :P No wonder i felt so relief after work yesterday. Finally is weekend and rest well so that can make further movement :P Jia you oh...
last night i finished my "hunki" forget to buy.. shit man !! Today im going to be a good boy haha!! if today can tahan not to smoke then the day after tml also try to tahan... then everyday keep tahan keep tahan :P

Last night i was in the world of alcohol again.. the onli thing different is that, last night i use my so called drunken eye to see the surrounding... And i rewind myself back to those days that i was swimming in the alcohol pool... Is alcohol a form of relaxing drink or is a form of temp. medicine for those trying to forget something. Maybe only a small percentage of pple will treat it as a relaxing drink...
For those who drink drank drunk hows the feeling? :P today i might forget thing that i dun wan to rem or trying to run away from facts but tml wake up the problem still there.. And did you ever think back wat you had done or wat have you said and how much have u drank til drunk? When ever i got myself into super high, that is when i felt myself dreaming already... the next day i woke up, im trying to catch back wat i had done wat i had said.. Very difficult to rememder.. is like many flash back of short scene keep popping out in your mind and sometime you might have doubt in yourself too:P

酒后的世界很复杂。。。 有人认为是天堂，有人认为是地狱。。酒后人人找到了自己，懂得去放松，懂得开怀大笑，胆量也稍为多了一点点。当你完全忘我的时候，也是酒魔来找你的时候了。。不知不觉你会发现手脚开始不听话了，就连你不想说的话也会渐渐的说出来。酒，刚开始下喉的时候是天堂，不懂得控制是地狱。。

谁比谁还厉害喝真的有那么重要吗？是不是很厉害喝酒的人才会受到酒脚的肯定？是不是很厉害喝酒的人才能够耍帅？
以前我倒觉得是对的。。后来慢慢发现全都很无聊，又浪费钱。。把酒一下子喝到完然后又一下子把它吐出来。。好像不是花钱买酒而是花钱买苦。。

长大了。。成长了。。会想了。。要懂得。。要记得。。