!~ Gd Or BaD ~!

Some say good but some say bad.. So what do you think?
Knowing urself and others pple future.. does it really a good thing? How do you wan to help your friend if u knowing that they are not in the correct path? directly tell them? hint them?
Will they really believe in you? will they listen to our advise? or likewise they have their own thinking? will you put them into a difficult spot and set them in lost?
Recently felt very bothered by it..
wanted to help by i guess it become worst!! haha.. is it the way i put it or they got the wrong meaning of it.. REalising that each and everyone got it own perspective viewing..
A advise is gd if they use it wisely but if it turn out to be like wise then you will set someone in a lost..
Now my worries got even more as i dunno how long will we last.. things start to be come like i did more then u and u did less then me yet you complaining using other reason to say me that im not doing well.. This is what will haven if the thinking of both are not in the right channel.. HOw how how.. Someday and somehow i will need to move on..
Wat now i will bless the one.. bless the one that one want and the one happiness:

_-_= Wash! Wash! Wash!

Yeah yeah spring cleaning time!!! During working hour i clean off duty i also clean!!
Am i still a designer anymore??
Chinese New year round the corner already.. Did you do your own spring cleaning? if not pls drop me a msg haha i can help you in the cleaning service but u got to pay :P
Blog also can earn money mah.. A form of advertising :P
Today fiinished up all the window then tomolo start to paint my livving room :P then next week start to wash my own kittchen and or other places.. Phew!! Shag sia!!!
TOday is my god grandpa birthdaay.. Tot of not atteding to it as i got many washing to do but god ma said that might be the last wish of his to see us happily gather tonight.
Hmm got this msg from them is like no comment.. Cant bare to turn down the invitation..
so Go enjoy myself tonight then tomolo then xiong xiong loh :P

HeY! HeY! HeY! I'm BacK!!

Yeeww.. huu...

Did anyone missed me??

DAmn probably not!! haha Seems like my blog had gone for holiday for few weeks yaa.. So sorry ah Busy busy with work mah!!

Well after spending off our ANG MO new year and there comes our chinese new year liao oh!! Any more regrets or things that you guy haven settle down yet? Faster settle it oh as after this CNY, we are really into a Brand New year already oh!!!

As for me, im still struggling to get back all my mood to start off fresh without any gd excuse for me to laid back.. Facing many crisis now but yet i cant give up!! not till my last breath :P

After since many incident and situation had happened on my, my focus point started to wonder off.. till now im still chasing and catching back.. I believe that i had improve alot but still need to keep in up.. I started to wonder off my mind that shld i actually diverse my main point. THinking that in the very singapore market wat can i do to boost up my business.. for all this while i was wrong.. I cant even be strong in my main line how can i be gd on the other line :P
Many pple are in the same trade as me but how come some of them survive and some of them failed. those that failed because they try to be number one!! why wanna fight for number one but not trying to fight for how to survive well in the market... many pple assume that in this market of singapore big fishes eat small fishes.. but now i come to sense that it is wrong!! the real situation is that fishes that swim fast eat the small fishes!! TIME!! that wats is all about in this market..
WoW!! when i pull myself slower back, i started to realise that i grow more :P
Well now i only can excused myself till the period after chinese new year.. really got to fixed my focus point and start to swim faster to get the fish..
“人吃的起苦只需吃半辈子苦，人吃不起苦就得吃一辈子苦。”
So no matter wat i must get back all my fighting sprit back on track.. I had gambled myself into business. Business are now part of my life.. if im down, my business will die and many other will suffer.. From now i will over see what ever thing that i suppose to... I got to give up many entertainment life..
2008 !!! NEW RESOLUTION!!! get back on track and fight.. I dont wan to be a big "towkay" but i wan to be a stable and steady "towkay"!!

-=_ :( Finally The War Had Started ):_=-

...2008 Jan 12th...

EXPLODED!!!!
War Started!! Warfare of Leow Family already fighting.. BOmbing Here and there!! Is it safe to stay in this war zone?? Am i suppose to hide in the bomb shelter or stand in between them to stop this war!!!
i had being the bomb defuser for so many time whenever is going to explode.. Now cannot stop i cant defuse le.. Everything jus exploded.. i failed my job in my position..
Everyone seems to be so tired whether they are attcking or defending and the peace maker.. Very tired.. very very tired...
Sometime how i wish i was like my younger brother.. what ever things happened he wont know.. Cos he was not staying in this war zone for a period of time.. When u dont know anything u won't need to bother or get involve in it..
Why and how come human cant jus stay together happily.. It is because of jealous, money, or personal character? Life getting more n more dull..
Jus recover from some incident and here come another one.. A test from GOD?
Oh come on GOD.. If you treat us jus like a dummy or white mouse, Pls Take us away from this world as soon as possible rather then to give us life then torture us in such a way!! Don't you think that you gone too far already?? For those that respect you and believe in you tell you all their problem or tell you their joy but why do you jus put the problem on the other party and see is there anyother outcome? but why dun you use all their joy and happiness on you stupid project!!!
SOmetime you will find that we dont cherish our life.. but who made us have that emotion and thinking? Is it you my god?
All this while i thought i am the closest to my parent yet now my mum had a big issue yet i dunno know it!! out there eveyone tot that im the best, i think maturely, im the filial one.. They made me believe that im am one of the describtion above.. but today the exploded bomb let me see through alot of thing.. actually im not.. im jus another unfilial son.. hai.. i cant gave them wat they expected and i cant stop this family for going into war.. im not a gd brother as well.. im jus nothing..
Once again i felt that im really jus a empty shell.. im jus nothing actually.. Im not the hero nor bad guy in this family...
Each and every one has it own family problem going on.. I'm sure that those got sandwitch in between and act like messenger will know how i feel.. Am i sad, am i sorrow or am i numb.. This family story how will it ends? will it got a gd ending or a bad ending..
Its always hard to be a gd guy.. and its always good guy get it 1st.. and always there is misunderstanding and there emerge a bad guy.. and the bad guy always got hated by others..
Messy messy messy!! messy life i got haha.. will get crazy soon !!

Hoping for the best now.. let wait for the stormy days to go.. after each and every stormy day beautiful rainbow will come :P

!! FaIL!!

Damn it!! haha ops!! sorry i guess that i stop for a few day on blogging but the 1st thing i came back was DAMN!! haha i fail my TP.. GOT 40 point!! shit man!! damn sway loh.. 1stly got a stupid tester who was so damn irritating and 2ndly my stupid instructor unintentionally made me fail!! haha he nv put the carpet properly!!
But anyway nvm lah over liao haha wait till march loh. This time round really have to pass liao if not i need to retake my advance liao which is more difficult for me to pass haha.. i hate theory!!!!

Tml one of my bro coming back from indonesia le haha so happy and glad.. looking forward to tml to meet him!!

()() SiCk SiCk SiCk ()()

Hmm.. got so fed up with myself for the pass 2 weeks!! !stly i got sore throat.. after recovered from that i had bad coughing till today.. got sleepless night nowadays cos keep on coughing!! tried all the cough drop but still the same.. so irritated by it.. dunno when will recover!!!

ShorT and Clear!!

2008!! NOt really a gd start!! I had been moving forward for all this time yet when im moving forward, i had being pushed backward. Many thing started to flash back just all out of sudden.. i Didnt wan it to happen but it just come straight to my mind all out of sudden!! Counldnt do much but just got to let it come naturally and harm me naturally..
BUt I WILL OVER COME IT!!
2008 jan 04.. 12 54 a.m new revolution had activated!! green light on!! Action speck louder than words.. im going to prove my standard of work to all of you.. Bare it and if u cant take it just fuck it!! hahaha!!!

!^! WeLcome to 2008 !^!

Happy New year!!!

New year new hope!! New year new revolution!! 2008 will be a hard working year for me and want to score as many as possible!! Lets make it happening!!! Forcus and Concentrade :P

Gain weight Gain weight.. ever since i lost weight again!! haha shit.. Time table for my daily planning !!

Last night went out to god sis place.. Its her celebration of her birthday. An early celebration for her. Well i met alot of interesting pple over there like god ma ma, grandpa and the most interesting person was the japanese girl haha.. She is like to innocent where by got tease by us also smile and joke with us.. Hard to explain in words, but this is my first time went up to her place but i felt so close to them just like a family. We sing we drink we joke we eat!! Full of joy and laughter!! Hope to join them again on the next gathering :P

After that , went down to Jazz pub for a short party.. Well very soon the party still got to end.. My last party or shld i said my last havoc night will had to stop here too already!!
My promise my goal my revolution got to make it come true!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!