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Not much great things happened today.. But deep down my heart is like missing of some routine.. :P
Seems like i'm a clock without batteries.. THe world is turning, days are passing and surrounding things are still keeping up their daily routine.. For me, everything do still keeping up todate but my feeling and emotion had stop running.. everything seems so dull and bored.. For once i got someone to repair my colour TV and the technician tune back all the wonderful colour but now my colour seems to have problem again.. What ever reason it is, im now back to my black and white TV.. Is there anymore Technician out there who really can solve my problem once and for all :P
This few days my buddy got some problem with his gf again.. Don't really know what had actually happened but it was so painful and pityful when i see him in this stage.. Maybe i shared the same feeling with him for time being.. BUddy.. when two person get together, it no longer a situation of one pple takes place.. if being together is so hard and torture, why so presistant to keep on holding on.. rather then holding on to it maybe if you let it go, you might feel much more better? when come to love, i realise that sacrifice play most of the role.. Human beig and so foolish that can really sacrifice their everything without any rewards back to them.. Is it that always the one the showing and putting in the most effort in a relationship will get hurt the most? Guess that we cant run away from the fact and it is true..
Buddy no matter what happens i do still respect ur decision and will be there if you needed help.. But pls bare this is mind, are you really wanted your life to be so miserable:P
Another case is that i heard from my the other buddy.. guess that now i can see the reflextion of me aready.. the more impatient your are the more sad n hurt you will be in the end..