-+-| A DaY Full Of Emotional Thought |-+-

Sorry Bro and SiS, Friends and buddys.. Lap of a day On updating on my blog :P

From the day that i was back on my single life again, I always tot that i am alone in this world. But..

现在我才明白，我不是寂寞的也不是孤独的。。因为每一天，每一小时，每一分钟，每一秒都有人参加了寂寞俱乐部。。 简单化也就是说每一天都有一位朋友失恋或是伤心。。

I'm not the worst case.. :P

The night before attending to my fren wedding dinner, my mum had a fight with me elder bro again.. Who can really understand me that stuck in between family affair matter.. who should i side? i'm really not sure.. what i can do is only try my very best to maintain the relationship.. 家家有本难念津。。

Actually this few day i am in a normal mood & stages.. after attending to my fren wedding dinner, i start to envy him and other happy couples out there.. why on earth they are so happy and ever lasting.. haha what to do fated loh... Shawn, i sincerely wish u all the best on ur marriage and may all best blessing goes to you :P

Things started to run wildly in my mind again.. a lot of qns started popping out again but yet all this qns come with no ans.. It is really very hard and compromising path to make before stepping onto the red carpet.. Love is a kind of very powerful thing on earth that can hurt someone deep and also can cure someone who was badly hurt.. How to use this tool in a way that no one will gets hurt is depend on only compromising..

Last night when dinner started, I started drinking.. my friends and i had planned to catch a movie after the dinner but last min i changed the plan. I sound out to go for a singing session.. Just felt so emotional and wanted to sing out my feeling.. Bro, thanks for following my plan and let me sang out all my feeling.. sorry that made you guys spent alont and also showing out the saddness and emotional feeling.. At least after pouring out all my feeling i felt more better..

This morning i woke up, i got myself dress up and went to meet my drawing customer.. after meeting him, went down to 'Sheng tan' to settle out some issuses...

Late evening time did discuss my work ideas and method with my partner.. After doing that i got a sms from my Buddy..

Although he dun wanna say out what actually happen but i did know some thing went wrong.. Lucky his situation was not tat bad.. After chating with him, i started to think, TO love somebody, Is there a need to change the habit and lifestyle of the other party? Is true that both party had the right to change each other habit but it takes time.. Time is the major killer for life.. At that moment he gave me a feeling that .. Hmm.. Nvm :P

LEt it go smoothly and see the other side of the person and u will get to know how to compromise and anything..

After a long busy day of work, fianlly got a called from (blabla) out for drink.. no doubt im very tired due to not enough sleep from previous day plus the work happen today but i sense something wasnt right.. so went out to catch up with them.. Indeed . haha.. To let go of some one is hard.. But to force yourself in letting go someone is more hard then anything.. Like once my Buddy told me jus let it go smoothly and naturally, everything will goes back to normal like the past :P There is no need to rush and do it on purpose as time will heal everything.. One door opens the other door closed.. If keep looking back at the closed door, you wont be able to know what other happiness you will recieve in future :) same goes to me.. after a that incident, i've learned.. I know what am looking for in future.. There is no right or wrong that can be measured in Love life but it helps us to grow and learned either is a mistake or a lesson.. and this learning session will be a very precious and important session that will lead you up to another level on looking into another love life.. Most important is that dont let yourself live in the past.. move forward and recieve incoming new event.. If you nv let go naturally, the person you will hurt the most is your next party or yourself when it comes to making a very big decision :P

Well pal, cheerup and more on already :P Take care!! Frens and buddy will always be on your side when u needed the most :P