What a "good" start off in 2010....

New year new hopes...
Where is the hope when you see no medicine can cure???

2nd week of 2010.. things turned out to be sour...
Shld i ask being a 'medium' a gd things or a bad things? Can i choose not to be or to be?
is it everytime when i put on the superman uniform and im so powerful?
being easily posesses by 'thing' is it the life that i wan or can i choosed?

2010 1st consider big case happened on my family....
being sensitive ? i dun think i am.. think too much or imagine too much?? i dun think so...

ever since it came in, life in whole family changes very much.. especially on me... being able to see addition things in life made me more careful on my mouth... thing that can say i will say too much of thing i better not say so that not to invite fear to the others...
a bit more or mystery story...

old pple always said that babis are more prompt to can see additional things too and more sensitive to this thing.
didnt they notice themself that baby in the house acting strangely ever since that day it stand in? i felt so much pressure already... night time either watching tv or play computer vision keep flashing in and out here n there. didnt you know u brought thing in? yes of cos you dun kmnow...
Enjoy the life in this family yet disturbing others in the other way round...

Last friday things happen so quick that i dunnno how to act too...
anothe incident that all temple pple rush to my house again..
this time round not the god in my body but the other thing in my body seraching for pple....
i knew it sooner or later it will come find me as my body is just like a communication tool between god and ghost... do u believe?? for those maybe are the same as me they will know and believve...
so due to this case... big bro small bro fight.. dad threaten to jump down mum burst out in tears... and when these things happened, where am i?
i think im too exhuasted and half my soul still wondering about...

what if dad really jump or stroke happens again? am i the one to be blame or they are the one to be blame?

now this family i dun think it is a family any more...
because of a girl family going 4 seperate 5 crack? worth it? internal affair i think bo bian lah but now is external affair plus some more is there a right for u to say anything when u are not belong here?
everyone knows that u had temper dun you think others also have? being quiet and let u win doesnt mean u are more fierce.. is i gave face to two elder;ly at home n not to speak out as dad wish is family together million matter heart. do i need to get them upset due to ur stupidity? i dun think so.

wat for talk or fight with pple who use more eq then iq?

hai.... dunno wat to do liao.
"how come last time nothing happen when im over at other pple house and coem to u place like tat??
stupid question.
answer really not that obvious??
im a medium who is sensitive too this kind of activity stupid... watever u wan to say lah im over reacting, i think too much, i imagine too much..

PLs lah u think i wan ah u think i so free to put on act and make show and make myself so much like a fool ah. u think i dun wan my freedom life back like last time ah wan to drink happile like no pple business. u think i dun wan my that life back ah...

Use ur brain think before u said... Yes im damn into temple life and im walk fire into demon liao. is that wat you think.. u ever encounter wat in ur life with ur naked eye and u saw before. is that wat u imagine? think think think..
dun side till like tat...

do things pls stand in between and think the important..
7 innocent pple might get caught in action due to ur own act.

life life life..
decision for mi is so damn tough to make..
lets move ahead few more weeks and see what will happens.
the dog mouth mask on my face soon will be release and that is when the cracks comes in....
all the best leow's family....

Brand New year to start off..

Finally settle all thing needed to be settled for 2009..
Tml will be the 1st day to work in 2010.. No doubt 1st day but guess cant really relax and sit back... Many issues to settle.
Too happy to confrimed all the cases back in 2009 last few day. Today really think and do the planning.. damn... all langa liao... hahaha..
I think i can handle it well bah.. 2010 leh..
read the chinese horoscopes thingy and found out that all pig in 2010 for business venture personal will be a gd year to strive :P
i think i believe in it..
Cos i can feel the heat...
although chinese horoscope based on lunar calander, but still if work hard nothing can stop you :P

ANg mo year end settled alot of unfinish business like emo, mind set and directions.. here come lunar year end.. still about 2 month if not wrong.. that when i believe is for us to settle all our work planning orfuture plannings:P
and from this month till feb will be another more weeks for me to business plan will and forcast things to procceed.
so that i can wel come the tiger year and ask the tiger to chase all the small pple that block my view my way or messing up my mind :P no wonder its a good year for pig :P chase all the bad one away and welcome all the gd one to lead and to strike :P

not much and toto or 4d liao... not much hope too so forcusing everything big or small efforts into business.

2 more years... to hit my target.. if hit it well i can save up one year to do on others ventures and planning...

1 2 3 HUAT AH!!!!!!


RESOLUTIONS???

By this year to clear everything on hand...
work hard towards it...
dun think just try...
no try no result...
balances up social activity...
balnaces up my life...

haha wil it be too much?? still got many more leh.. but these are the important ones :P

TML 开工大吉!!!!