tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13576676899910002902012-01-16T12:06:30.695+08:00{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.comBlogger931100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-21408999254726775852012-01-16T11:27:00.000+08:002012-01-16T11:27:53.395+08:00Enough of all the sorrow and past memories :P<br />Looking forward for the coming Chinese New Year as this coming Year of Dragon was a very special dragon year.. A very auspicious Year for every one.. No matter how sway were you in the past or like a salted fish turn here n there still cannot turn to a right side...<br /><br />This is the year:P<br /><br />no more thinking of bad situation or unhappiness jus keep a clear and positive mind set everything will be good to go :P<br /><br />Working very hard for the past year and no doubt wasnt a very good harvesting but at least i can see the result and im contented.Going to save a lot more this coming year to have a more propest year and to give my family my worker a more better life :P<br /><br />each and every year when comes to chinese new year definately there is TOTO haha and the winning prize also very attracting $_$! no lies no bluff.. i han tumb alot jus hoping to get the luck but each and every year was a disappointing one :P Chinese there is this saying <br /><br />" In our life, it is already written in our book of life, how much we earn and how much we spent its fixed"<br /><br />During my down period of time im totally agreed with it. Seriously i dont know how to change or reformat the content that had being already written on it. a week of peaceful and calm meditation knocks me out to sense..<br /><br />now my saying " how much we earn is depends on how hard working we are and how much we spend we need to spend wisely"<br /><br />Ahh..... this sounds more sense to me rather than sticking to the old fashion ways :P<br /><br />this coming year im going to wait for the help of 4D or TOTO but i need to concentrade more into my career and personalty.. only this i can save myself out from the crisis :P<br /><br />of cos 4D n ToTo if there is luck i will accept it also loh but concept had change.. i dont need to stike 10k 20k or even 1.5 million... a little bit a little bit that can cheer up and help abit in daily life im happy :P<br /><br />no more " wah if i kena 4d toto i can do this i can do that.." no more..<br />totally get it out from my mind....<br /><br />to all pple out there :P As i said this special dragon year dont comes in a million of year... <br />it a good year for every one to start of..<br />want to do business can try..<br />those who fail before and this year is a good year to restart..<br />in other words for those who have dream to fullfill, make this coming dragon year a good year to start off...<br /><br />all the best and Good luck!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2140899925472677585?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-78346639389597217282012-01-13T01:05:00.000+08:002012-01-13T01:05:04.820+08:00Starting from Dec 2011 things went up and down high and low... <br />Seems like unsettled..<br /><br />Now today, a couples of days passed 2012 still busy as usual and things still unsettled..<br /><br />Suddenly many thought rush up to my brian. but having a second thought inst this kind of thinking shld comes before the New year so that i can set my new resolution in 2012?<br />then i realise that im Traditional chinese guy lolx... my new year resolution shld set in Chinese New Year not the Ang Mo one :P<br /><br />Thinking back at those days when i was still active and hyper.. What is work? i just need to enjoy and that it..<br />Enjoying with friends and buddies nv seems tired.. at that point of time im a dragon but next day reporting to work im a worm... lolx...<br /><br />Im just as care free as a wild horse.. a place where new and green grass i will sprint myself there... nv look back and nv think of all the consequences.. "hum tum boleh" <br /><br />always doing things without using brain at first and when really bang hard on the wall then stop at that point of time.. really STOP for sometime... <br />Always finding excuses in doing many thing regardless of right or wrong... <br />I believe that just me...<br /><br />Nv a chance that i will be alone to face all the ups and downs as there are always pple around me like friends and buddies even family memeber.. Should i say im living very fortunately??? or should i say im over pampered by my friends and family member?? no mater what the reason is im really blessed to have them around me..<br /><br />2011 year was a tuff year for me as i decided to pack my bag and set sail alone.. a person being pampered before, i brought along many stuff to prepared the journey ahead for me.. packed a year stuff but less then half a year i finished everything along my journey.. that when i really know that i always takes things for granted.. <br /><br />NOw after all the hard struggling, working very hard towards future. suddenly tend to think day work night work giveing all my time to family members.. all i left was a empty cartridge.. so worn out and tired... not even a time for me to recharge... <br />is there any point?<br /><br />sometime i guess its not whether is there any point.. it is when you see the smile on your family face its a reward and encouragement for me to work even more harder..<br /><br />i cant see the future that lies infront of me but as long as the spirit of the "xiao qiang" is there one more year of sailing in the big unpredictable ocean out there, i will be home real soon..<br /><br />once i told someone before each and every song really related to our heart feeling, things or pple... they agreed... therefore each and every post i have will link to a song that really will say out the heart...<br /><br />a song is better then reading my boring long wonded story lolx...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7834663938959721728?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-48515088850582709652012-01-05T18:35:00.000+08:002012-01-05T18:35:26.122+08:00It all in a mess deep down as dunno why the outcome turns out to be in this way. <br />The whole situation shouldnt be in such a way but i guess i do have to be in the part of messing up the thing...<br /><br />To be frank, lucky that my work also all in a mess that got me no time to stry on certain issues. <br />definately will wan to know how everything and whats going on but just maybe still in a mess therefore choosing to run aways with that feeling...<br /><br />Too much work to be settle and to be done.. Most of it will be the restructuring of the worker as well as the the base of my dairy... planning to get an electronic dairy sooner or later to get all my work sort it out and of cos it is another source of brain as least for me lah :P<br /><br />Don't know whats wrong with the *** bank.. didnt really wanna followed up with my case.. call the respective office but keep on telling me that will call me back.. one day after another CNY drawing new... I needed the help from bank now yet they put me into cold room... when you dont need any they will jus pop out from no where and keep telling you that they can help... <br /><br />A big sum to be cover looking forward to their reply and hope that will be a pleasant result... this amount will straighten all my stuff.. Oh pls heaven no need to open your eye to look at it maybe jus peep will do haha :P<br /><br />Looked into the mirror when i got back from work just now.. Wow... no comment... well 2 to 3 month to go... just need to save up a bit more and will be good...<br /><br />for now whats lies infront of me will be just like that band name and the vision will be the song title... <br /><br />Puddle of mud a path that is tuff and vision still not clear enough...<br />you bloody bank better rings me up tomorrow if not im going to.... :P<br /><br />start my resolution abit late but late better then nv start loh... <br />trying to kick the habit of holding Hunki day one... <br />-difficult to control especially when gets work up but worker and bank issues today.. but still trying to use my determination and it went well.. <br /><br />today six sticks.. <br />and now left i think 2 stick and that it.. not going to buy anymore...<br /><br />ohmmm.......... meditate... lolX<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4851508885058270965?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-47897067497338054162012-01-04T23:34:00.000+08:002012-01-04T23:34:19.286+08:00Good start or not a good start ???<br />2012 :P <br /><br />Well.. good and bad news...<br />yesterday brought my mum to chemo and have a small chat session with the in-charge.. <br />"your mum health was remarkable"<br />this quote... all i needed was this quote..<br />it actually lighten my heart although we knew that my mum situation was that bad...<br /><br />Consider good start?? Yeah of cos... <br /><br />But on the other hand, my dad health turns to red light...<br />no matter wat, i think we neglect our daddy as form the last time i heard that his intestine got some problem and dun really know wat is it... till yesterday.. he came back from hospital and says that doc recommended him to do operation....<br /><br />When he go into the detail of what the doc says:<br /><br />Why didnt anyone comes along with you??<br />he answered what wrong??<br />your intestine needs an operation and it may causes life danger and we need to seek your family approval...<br />and my dad answer..<br />well then pls arrange after chinese new year then...<br /><br />when i heard that.. i was totally sank into the deep ocean... <br />for this while i had been worrying other then my mum issue and my own issue but i neglected my dadyy health...<br />worst thing his next appointment was on the 14 of feb.....<br />well...<br /><br />there is so many co-incident in my life that made me had to deal with situation that i really get lost of hand on it..<br /><br />bad start?<br />....<br /><br />to me works well nv end but then i guess for the past few holiday or my neglect on work too causes too much problem as well...<br /><br />nv do i will be thinking of the nagetive as the worst had already fallen on me so just get my mind straignthen up and get all the thing done up before chinese new year...<br /><br />huat ah!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4789706749733805416?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-61138251666078823092012-01-02T01:24:00.002+08:002012-01-02T02:26:25.593+08:00Happy New year to all frends and family member... Its officially 2012...<br />May all study personal have gd progress in this year<br />May all working adults get their promotion this year<br />and May all pple have a happy, healthy and wealthy life this year.<br /><br />This year also another diff counting party lolx... Its also my boss day...<br />Past few years, spent counting down for each and every new year were out there drinking with fren and fellow buddies.. this year a calm and peaceful count down...<br /><br />Thinking back each and every year.. This year was the least i recieved the greeting msg from my fren... Sad... and this also means that getting lesser friends each year... <br />hmmm... <br /><br />Give and take... <br /><br />give-and-take<br />n<br />1. mutual concessions, shared benefits, and cooperation<br />2. a smoothly flowing exchange of ideas and talk<br />vb give and take (intr)<br />to make mutual concessions<br /><br />give-and-take<br />noun compromise, agreement, concession, co-operation, flexibility, reciprocity a happy relationship where there's a lot of give-and-take<br /><br />This is the defination from http://www.thefreedictionary.com/give-and-take<br /><br />From dictionary.. am i not clear or not understand the meaning or other mis-interpret in their own ways?<br /><br />Recenlty lots of small issues or disscussion which leads me to a cross junction. IM lost in the world of finding my road once again... <br />No matter how well i explained or to set an example, it actually come back hitting me that my mind got corrupted or hitting me back that i nv want to face the fact that there is other ways of doing things..<br /><br />The problem is that i know there are many alternative choice and ways of doing things that really i can accept the way of other pple doing thing and i can face the fact that there are tons of ways out there to sort things out. I do accept but then on the other hand have you got the idea of your own problem? the biggest problem is that you know that you dont have problem lolx.. did i put it in the right way?? <br /><br />The story of a screw driver and a screw story begins...<br /><br />when a + screw meets a + head screw driver wow.. very fast things can be unscrew..<br />when a - screw meets a - head screw driver, again wow.. things work out the same way..<br /><br />but..<br /><br />when a + screw meets a - head screw driver things still can sort it out maybe not that smooth but still the screw can be remove over a longer periods of time.<br /><br />and..<br /><br />When a - screw meets a + head screw driver, no matter how hard you try, it will nv unscrew worst still the screw will get spoiled.<br /><br />moral of the story?<br />of cos if we gets the right tools in sorting out our life situation, we will have out road clear and smooth no matter wat happens..<br />but if we got the wrong tools in our life, we got a harder and tougher road to move on or maybe even worst we cant gets our things solved.<br /><br />In life we give and take.. the screw always the one who giving in the sign and the screw driver always taking the given thread to unscrew the things.<br /><br />but if it is a + screw and a - screw driver, they both have to give in as much as possible and take as least as possible because it really take two hand to clap so that the screw can be unscrewed...<br /><br />this lesson applies to all relationship, friendship, family matters....<br />i believe this explain out all i wanted to voice out..<br /><br />nv didnt i wan to try or not but realise the core of the problem lies here how can i unsolve this mystery??<br />Well that maybe takes my life time or nv it will be solved and let it become mystery.<br /><br />life...<br />lolx..<br />really no comment..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6113825166607882309?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-56220285027867172852011-12-28T17:43:00.002+08:002011-12-28T18:38:58.103+08:005 to 6 years ago...<br /><br />to be exact he is my mentor.. <br />I was very green in this social, he pick me up soon after my national service days..<br />during that time i was a young and green interior designer who dont know about anything in this social.. <br />He brought me out to see the world and teach me along my career path...<br /><br />From mentor we became friends, from friend we became "brother" from brother became business partner...<br /><br />along the way we went thru things together.. we fought together, we enjoy together, we shared our ups and down together and now were to think back it was so much fun...<br /><br />during Interior time, we were colleague and we work very hard to help the company.. we waork hard of cos we play hard.. as and when if we were stress up with work, we went out for a short drink.<br /><br />from a short drink till we become party animals.. lolx.. he taught me how to be better in working life and i taught him how to become a gd drinker...<br /><br />and then our story started from there on..<br />we started to drink so much and started to know more n more people those days in the pub.. and that when daily rountine happens.. 6 in the evening waiting for phone call.. haha even if the phone nv rings we will ring up pple else.. i am the devils!!!<br /><br />hopping from pub to pub and finally we settled down at a pub somewhere near our resident place... <br /><br />and many thing start goes wrong from there...<br /><br />the pub became our so call director meeting point.. we use to discuss our company stuff over then and after that party like animal.. <br />some how i also felt abit guilty for what i had made him change... <br /><br />he got hook on to fling and actually left his own family.. He has his own reason and of cos it is his family matter therefore i cant touch on too much... <br />on that day onwards.. we started to drift apart...<br /><br />many ugly side had surfaced.. <br /><br />thats the reason why from business partner, we bacame stranger back again...<br />but of cos as and when we do call up each other for help as we both in the same line..<br /><br />I dont blame him for wat he had done as partially i do have my wrong doing too but as least now we are still frens..<br /><br />During the days when we are stranger, i heard alot of his down fall.. once a while if we are near by we will meet up for coffee but that was i think once in a blue moon only haha.. during the meet up, i can feel the stress and pressure that he is having cos its written on his face..<br /><br />Today.....<br />We meet up for coffee..<br />i can see the change in him.. Now he is leading a peaceful life as he knows when to work and when to rest.. he pick up course to upgrade himself during free time and also started reading as his hobby..<br />the last time i heard him converted to a christian was this year around march... <br />the stress and pressure he use to have on his face was totally gone.. even the way he spoke to me also different.. last time i heard him telling me that he had changed but i cant feel any.. but he didnt tell me anything i can feel it...<br /><br />we had a short chat updating both ourself on our life and we are both happy that we are changing for the better...<br /><br />he doing quite well now and im happy for him that he is on the path to success.. i believe he can as he is a experianced guy and nv before i doubt his ability in work.. somehow he was jus lost during those days back...<br /><br />never do i wants to set my resolution for coming 2012.. but after meeting him, <br /><br />My RESOLUTION IS...<br /><br />-Work hard more to strive for better and make my company grow up a little bit more..<br />-Recover from all kind of finance bad debt<br />-improve my living lifestyle<br />-move on with my life<br />-"QUIT SOMKING" a bit hard maybe...<br /><br />HAhaha<br /><br />Few more days 2012!!!<br />STRIVE HARD!!!!<br />no more PLAY HARD!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5622028502786717285?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-13016576314801927132011-12-26T09:13:00.004+08:002011-12-28T13:01:43.878+08:00Something different in this Xmas :P <br /><br />On the Xmas Eve, tot i could be a smooth and slience night for me to keep my calmness and peacefulness but thing turn out to be bit of noisey...<br />staying at home but noisey mind... <br /><br />ON the very Xmas day itself was a very different experiance xmas day..<br />Wedding day falls on Xmas :P <br />ONe of my secondary school buddy got married on that day.. was a very blessing and xtra white wedding lunch.. Turely wishing this newly wed with unlimited happiness down their marriage life..<br /><br />on the other hand, got so envy over their wedding. seeing all the preparation video and specially made video for the newly wed.. the family member shot a surprise video for them.. seeing all this touching scene makes me more n more envy.. <br />Envy that they had all the best blessing and wish from family and friends that what wedding is all about..<br /><br />No doubt marriage is thing that between the couple itself but without any bless from frens and family and with out sharing the joy of your marriage is not perfect..<br /><br />A couple should share all the ups and downs together be it is what kind of situation and what sort of thing..<br />isnt it????<br /><br />Doubt doubt doubt..<br /><br />relating about my own situation<br /><br />i may complains about why you like this and why you like that but you also do complain why do i like that why do i like this... <br />then where is the compromise?<br /><br />previously i compromise and what did i get.. now i dun compromised what did i get...<br /><br />why do pple can just see thing from their own angle and not willing to widen their vision?<br /><br />WHos fault is it and who is pushing all the fault? Maybe i got the fault maybe i got the problem but is it only i got the problem? and is it really all the problem lies in me only? we have being asking the same and arguing the same topic over n over again till the situation now is im forcing you to do things...<br /><br />quite sad to hear that...<br /><br />basically i think we had understand that maybe we are already on a shaky situation that no matter how we compromise to each and other yet we come see any outcome and even worst that it became an arguement topic...<br /><br />i cant says that all my married fren doesnt have arguement but still i can see all the happiness and joy...<br /><br />i have a fren which got married this year October.. I watch their relationship grows from fren blossom to lover and then married.. all their problem i also watch them go thru step by step even if the situation is vry bad... but still there is room for them to understand and compromised... their family, fren including myself actually dont have much hope to see their marriage life but they made it thru...<br /><br />truely on their wedding day i feel content and reall happy for them.. <br /><br />On my side serious i cant see anything more further....<br />the very beginning i was looking forward about my marriage life.. whenever i talks about hows i want my wedding life to be like, i felt so endo and excited about it but now i just cant find back that feeling and more worst is that i got so fear over it...<br /><br />i promised myself this shld be the very last and i wan to make it happen.. but i think i failed again... <br />my fear is more then excitment..<br /><br />Thinking back then this shld really be the last im going to touch on and no more again if things doenst really turn out as expected.<br /><br />Well... this year really a bucket full of wisdom that make me wake up and knowing am i on the right track.<br /><br />Be it on family matter, working matter, friendship matter...<br />i really gotten all the ans in my heart....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1301657631480192713?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-62737598662336346162011-12-22T22:45:00.002+08:002011-12-23T00:03:47.801+08:00Well there is chinese phrase that goes “祸从口出”something like "watch what you say".<br /><br />True indeed..<br />2011 I discovered myself even deeply more than before.. I thought i understand myself and know myself more then anyone else, but I'm wrong..<br /><br />All this years till now i had this bad characteristic.. which was my little speaker that grow on my face.<br /><br />during this year self reflection on myself, finally i gets the answer to all my question.<br />My dangerous mouth.. <br />Like i said life is about learning, from experiance, from people, from strangers, from loves one etc..<br />It took me 10 years since i was 18 year old back then to realise that I ogt a powerful mouth..<br />During this year i brought back all the bad memories, promises that i shout out, alots of problem actually lies on me..<br />i always believes that we have an angel and a devil that lives in out heart or maybe out mind that trying to control out daily life. and i guess i had let the devil over run my angel.<br />To whom should i listen to? the devil? or the angel?<br />During my meditation, I finally wants the angel to over run the devil but deep down my heart i saw a guy squating down with both hand hugging tightly to both of his legs with the head resting on to both knee cap in one pitch black corner.. <br />i felt a cold wind that chill up my spine..<br />Im curious who is he and why he was there. I get more forcus into my meditation. Slowly i can see he is lifing up his head and to my surprise, i saw myself.. <br /><br />he said:<br /><br />Please help me.. That time i felt very tired and I just want to rest awhile but in the end i ended up at the corner and i lost my way.. could you help me out here? i still have many unfulfil thing to do..<br /><br />that when i realise that even an angel is also a devil who also wants to take over and be the commander..<br />In fact have you ever wonder why do we have second thot when comes to making decisions? the angel wants to be good and leads a simple life and the devil wants to be bad jus to lead a luxury life. but what kind of life you want for your own?<br /><br />whenever i met a new frens or pple, the angel side of me helps me to gets attention from the others and after getting all the attention, the devil comes to play a part too.. the devil start to enjoy the luxury life and then leave the location without any notice. <br />Just being tired in the way that left ear angel comment and right ear devil comment.<br />i wanna be myself!!!<br /><br />all the while since i was 18 year old the angel keep reminding me:<br /><br />Michael, be a good boy.. show them your good.. this will leave good impression to the others.. you wont lose anything.. <br /><br />the angel already asking me to lie to others.. because im not that kind of pple..<br /><br />then when im tired in acting so fake the the devil come..<br /><br />Hey Micheal.. come on still not enough life is about enjoying not acting.. just dont boter too much..<br /><br />and the devil start asking me to join in his clan where by doing bad thing were what he is best at.<br /><br />some how i found out that actually both of them actually are a hand in hand things..<br />noticing that when ever you say something good out definately you are hoping for something back in return?<br /><br />when we say something good out the angel in you are in action and commanding then when we are hoping for something in return the devil start planning the rest of the plot.. <br /><br />doesnt it indirectly link together? when things turn out to be what the angel and the devils wants, it doesnt leave any trace behind and it look perfectly well and nice which doesnt really hurts anyone or anythings. but when things doesnt turns out well, the devil will put more pressure and more nasty plot to get the whole pictuure drawn out which cause bad n hurting feeling to anyone or anything.<br /><br />doesnt it look very disgusting and inhuman?<br /><br />when i realise the innocent and pure guy sitting at that coner of my heart it was too late.. time doesnt turns back... and i have to face all the shit that the angel and devil left behind..<br /><br />Now that im living with the lifestyle which is im not suppose to have.. <br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />It is never too late to realise but it is hard to regain back all that you have lost.. <br /><br />in this realistic world mankind turns out to be more and more impure and living each and everyday ploting here n there..<br /><br />Suddenly realise it and felt very tired of it.. <br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />Recently family matters, when my mum got dianose with cancer which was the 4th stage. that realy gives me more impact in my life and makes me realised what i really want in my life and how to look closely what had happen to the people in the world had turn out to. <br /><br />of cos there are still many personal issues that happen that makes me come to sense that even if your force to work things out it doesnt really helps but it can turn more serious problem to the core..<br /><br />maybe that jus reality.. you have to bare the words that comes out from your mouth. :P<br />lesson really learn.. i cant really do anyting else but trying to maintain well my life..<br /><br />now that my true self had return.. im glad and relief..<br />:P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6273759866233634616?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-91806352120181681842011-12-21T22:58:00.003+08:002011-12-22T00:01:21.670+08:00It is easier to say then to be done...<br />Less then few weeks time and that will be the end of 2011... and soon i guess new resolution has to be made.<br />Even if today are to be 2012 but to me 2011 was onli just yesterday. time really passes us by not telling you that you left how much time to fulfill your own resolutions. <br /><br />I can says that beginning of 2011 i had made a big changes in my life.<br /><br />firstly my strong determination of quiting alcohol.. <br />of cos this is quite a T-juntion for me to choose. very tuff.. maybe to other may feels that im no longer cool enough but to me as long as i can step out of the beer garden, im at a good start...<br />too many reason for me to swim myself out of the pool of alcohol. <br /><br />1) im not a very good drinker but at least i still can pour in much into my liver till my liver got exhuasted. and also the after effect.. Realising that i had the problem of getting to work after each and every session of the swimming session in the alcohol but i still enjoying it.. never really think much about it jus keep swimming n swimming till getting drown in the pool...<br />Worst still i drag pple drowning togerther with me.. lolx..<br />still remembering those joy that the game lead us to and the amount of alcohol that we gurp down to our tummy and of cos those silly incident happens after different sessions...<br /><br />2)thinking back on my finiance, it comes to a red light for me.. need to save up alot to settle much much more things... <br /><br />3) health.... although now is on the emble light better to prevent then to charge at it..<br /><br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />The very harsh part was that i need to do thing which actually goes opposite the usual way.. for no reason i need to be cool and firm and also i guess i did said out things which actually i say out jus to keep a distance which i mean no harm..<br />as maybe i know that i dont do that i think i wont be able to step out..<br /><br />maybe was an excuse but i really mean no harm... <br />To pple who i hurt you be words, im seriously very sorry about what i had said and what i had done. i really mean no harm or nv ever dun wan to be fren/buddy/bff anymore... you guys still living lively in my heart...<br />Due to some issues i really need to stop for a while....<br />i really dun wanna rely on you guys... <br />Wind and leaf story..<br />you should know who you are...<br />i realise i had a problem if i got certian issue i know that u might help me i am very grateful for what you had supported me all this while.. i will never forget the kindness that you offered me before and not saying repay your kindness.. your kindness even this life time i really cant fully repay you... next life time n next next life time i will up the hill down the frying wok...<br />I realise that i rely or maybe depend to much and im afraid it might turn out to be a bad habit.. that why i choosen a way which i cant really forgive myself...<br />i need to handle situation on my own already.. if not im jus digging my own grave and will nv learn and grow wisely...<br />But i will be back with the games....<br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />2011... <br />a real turning point in my life.<br /><br />its not about just the alcohol things..<br />started to get serious in work.. <br />projects getting more since after april which is good.. at the same time road never being smooth too..<br />had to endure all the pressure as well..<br />from each and every encounted with my workers and clients, i learn tons of experiances.<br />from a soft hearted boss to a semi harsh boss.. from a undecisive boss to a firm decision maker boss..<br />but still there are many more room for me to grow and take all the experiances.<br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />had been cutting down lots of my expenses ever since June this year. still i can see the fruit nor the leaf but the seed start sprouding out the roots. i strongly believe that if i keep on watering the seed and taking care well soon i will be able to see the stem then the leaf, flower then the fruits.. target 6 more month to go...<br /><br />.....................................................................................<br /><br />life is a nv ending learning stages even you are not in school..<br />my tuitor/teacher are my frens my love one..<br /><br />you guys groom my life to success each and everyday.. your words, comments, lectures, scolding, your reaction on my behaviour. it makes me realise that when i made mistake and correct me to the right path.. from each and problems i heard from you all it also a learning lesson to me. <br /><br />i really know what i want in my life now.. thank you my dear frens out there who had supported me and i will be back soon.....<br /><br />please take good care of yourself.....<br />Cheers!! Happiness!! Health!! wealth!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-9180635212018168184?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-36746075238111195272011-04-05T12:26:00.004+08:002011-04-05T13:32:29.742+08:00Time doesn't wait or stop for you just because you experiance bad situation or happy moment...<br /><br />Frame and glory doesnt last long as there are better candidates out there...<br /><br />For the past two weeks, i realised that i had changed in ways dramatically. Financially i control it very well then before ever since i hear a comment from one of my friend commenting about her friend <br /><br />"at your age now you left 30 bucks in your saving and you are still so happy and now worries". <br /><br />This sentence struck me very hard. People said save for the raining weather and did i do it. guess not. Thinking back all those year, the way i spent without thinking was so wrong. Ended up with own finance crisis but good thing was that there are many good buddies that lent me their helping hands. <br />I need to moved on and change the way i wnat it future but not i used to be..<br /><br />Started healthy lifestyle since last two weeks.<br />Really alot of different when i put in the determination. While jogging i took the time and went into deep tot for myself, my future and my work.<br />Not the way it used to be as now i planned my work up front. and turns out to be so good and relaxing. I guess that should be the way.<br />Realised that in the past, im jus working for the seek of working. As long as there is no complains or problem im consider lucky for that day. but when complain or problem occurs i was like how how how. i blame this and that without thinking of the way of my working attitude was so damn wrong.<br /><br />For example last week i battled off all problems and situation that last min occurs. and i won it beautifully and im so proud of it.<br />Its been a long time that i nv felt so proud and satisfied in work. the very last time was when im still in interior design trade.<br /><br />i had made so much new year resolutions but did i really put in to action or just say it because its new year?<br /><br />In year of 2011, I did it. although was very slow in pace, in 2011 Mid march, I did it. Many thanks to that person. Its because of the comment was really so straight forward and harsh.<br />I always being harsh to people and straight while advising them and now i got it back. KARMA :P<br /><br />I guess was a good one as i started to learn.<br /><br />I told myself that to start off jogging with short distance followed by increasing it weeks by weeks because need to build up all the stamina. during the 1st week i started off 1.2km. for this 1.2km journey i realise that i only able to explore so small amount of things around me. 2nd week i increased my distance to 2.1km. that was WOW... killing me but i explore more thing that i expected.<br /><br />Same thing i realise in life. If you keep staying at this isolated small island which u know the environment so well, hunting food or finding shelter are just like u clicking ur finger, is this wat you really want?<br />SInce you know the island well and u know that there are material that can built strong shelter for stormy day why dont i build a small raft that can sail to the next bigger island to learn more surviving skills?<br /><br />ONly when you explore u get to expose and learn other things. by stay comfortly in the world of your gets you nowhere.<br /><br />It takes you courage and gut to sail out too. <br />people on the same island will start commenting on you saying you stupid, aiya sure die one lah, he's not going to make it etc or rumour that say confirm he did something bad, must be running away from some one etc.<br /><br />but do pple think tiwce like why are you sailing out to explore?<br /><br />during the process of sailing out you need to prepare things that you need and that takes time. Also is the time that comments and rumours starts.<br />DUring the process of preparation, of cos there are many ups and down or even failures. <br />THere might still kind souls in the island that will advise you and that makes your determination stronger.<br /><br />Time to sail...<br />But HOW?<br /><br />hmmm.. I'm stuck almost 3 month until sentence by sentence of golden wording passing thru my brain.<br /><br />Finally i set sail.....<br /><br />2 weeks later i met a storm in the open sea.. <br />and im fighting with the storm now. soon i will see the rainbow and i will get the answer to solve or should say to settle it.<br /><br />I will make sure i will reach the bigger island for me to build a boat not a raft to set sail again...<br /><br />3 months time.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3674607523811119527?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-33896451534086946972010-10-21T17:23:00.002+08:002010-10-21T17:45:11.412+08:001stly the high temp. in the atmosphere then came the haze....<br />Damn irritating.. <br />Humid weather, dry and bit sore in the eye how to work outdoor?<br />Breathing also abit problem yesterday...<br /><br />Today consider better as the temp finally drops abit.. Thanks to the rain in the very early morning. <br />but no very good to my van hahha... so damn dusty after the rain...<br /><br />Every things that happens always has its reason behind it. <br />example for the past few day of isomina, its because my boss looking for me... wahaha... this week a busy night week to temple... monday night tue off then follow by till sun... going crazy.. haha next day stilll got o work.. how to take it..<br /><br />but no choice onli can complain but cannot action.<br /><br />Today saw a fren posted in FB "There is nothing wrong with change, if it is in the right direction . . ."<br /><br />WoW.. haha.. I wrote such a long story previously and yet she did it with two sentences.. haha.. <br />ya the higher u wan to reach you need to abandon some thing.. <br /><br />ten pple in the hot air balloon can reach a certian limits of height but 5 pple in the same hot air balloon it can go much more higher... but wat if 1 pple i nthe same hot air balloon? of cause it will be at the highest point.. <br /><br />but when u reach the highest point then you realised that there is only you left in the basket... that where loneliness come knocking on your door...<br /><br />Need to balance up my life..... but some how balancing up life also can get into misundertandeing by pple.. haha need to come out with a package that can link up all :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3389645153408694697?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-80914071113699718432010-10-17T10:26:00.002+08:002010-10-17T10:53:28.298+08:0035 degree celsius!!!<br /><br />Since Last friday not just only humid and also so burning hot hot sun!!<br />Got ISOMINA on friday night due to the weather... so damn boring as i got a pair of swollen eyes just yeasterday... <br /><br />YEsterday weather also not really that cool... And of cos not enough slp, temper and mood also not in the right condition... woke up by phone call to pick up laminated flooring sample for customer... Saturday.. the road condition also not really that good.. it was just like i won TOTO lottery 3+1 that kind...<br /><br />ISOMINA, HOt weather, foul mood + bad road condition...<br /><br />Journey from bedok to jurong usually took me about 20 min plus minus there... Gosh yesterday too mi about 45 min due to some jam... OF cause is not about the jam.. but is that kind of weather is like im the pork rib in the oven...<br /><br />MOre worst is that on the way back to meet my partner, the jam more worst.. imagine 12+ middle of the day, not cloudy and the sun stands alone up in the sky trying to its BBQ sessions....<br /><br />Another factor.. LOL.. a hungry man is a angry man... <br /><br />I need food food... <br />Ya, reach the meeting point and without considering whether are we late so the appointment with customer, i jus order my food...<br /><br />The meeting went on smooth, needed to get a little more sample for the owner to browse thru. Cant wait for this deal to be closed... <br /><br />After appointment went out sourcing for material and sample.. <br />Wanted to go home after that but being psycho but buddies to dinner and movie...<br />so damn shack!!! <br /><br />true also that its being a while i step into cinema and dine out with friends...<br />THen just tagged along to join in the fun.. anyway my life not really that happening maybe from this start i might have more eye opening world?? LOL...<br /><br />TOday ya got to settle lots of thing... Invoices, next week schedule as aunty goes on holidays... and paper works... evening time still got to fetch ah ne and pay them money...<br /><br />but for now i need to grab my late breakfast... so damn hungry...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8091407111369971843?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-41411789550564062632010-10-15T14:36:00.004+08:002010-10-15T14:54:05.782+08:00Once a year birthday seems to be like a week rather then a day...<br />Still cant realy concentrade on work as the mood still not back yet haha.. Only can have this kind of mood till this cooing sunday as next week onwards got to start catch up with all the necessary work.<br /><br />Doing some moonlighting for extra cash.. hahah.. Starting Nov, there will be a renovation job going on as well as in Dec.. Going to run the job site and oversee all the work done properly... although now had a fix salary but still cannot afford to make any mistakes to lost money for this upcoming projects:P <br /><br />Extra cash for many issues :P think of it also shiok :P <br /><br />Time for me i guess also very shiok as need to run reno jobsite as well as my cleaning company works :P For now i think wont try to do anymore sale..<br /><br />Next week planning to run round my cleaning company jobsite doing some PR haha.. Dont do sale but still can do some PR... also can check on my aunty works is it well done or not:P another words for that mean SPOT CHECK!!!! <br /><br />Hmmm...<br /><br />Guess one more year time i can really clear all the load on my shoulder which i carried it for so long... really cant imagine that kind of relax mood till then... <br /><br />Work hard towards that day.... CHEER!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4141178955056406263?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-85816026133505516132010-10-13T21:31:00.003+08:002010-10-13T22:40:55.553+08:00Last updated was beginning of 2010...<br />Newly set for another round start will be today.. <br /><br />Made myself a promised before my 27 big day arrival.. To get drunk and to enjoy to the fullest during the night party as im going to cut down the frequent of drinking as well as smoking...<br /><br />Dunno why suddenly had that kind of feeling that alcoholic just cant go smooth into my body and the taste suddenly changed..<br />hmm.. hard to explain why but maybe as i said before many post ago, environment changes personalities... In life we do will meet many cross junction that we need to choose. Standing right in the middle of front and back, left or right. how would you choose? <br /><br />Front= new perspective of life that leads you to another level of your life?<br />Left= a brand new beginning of life that you are unsure of but adventurous?<br />right= daily rountine life with not much adventurous?<br />back= very enjoyable life with less work and no achievement?<br /><br />For now and finally i would choose front.<br />i had chosen the last three choices before and i think its enough..<br /><br /><br />The very 1st choice i chosen was during my interior life and i chose right...<br />i'm stuck in a small interior design firm, i worked from morning till midnigght, rushing all drawing and facing all sort of house owners. At first there were lots of achievement and happiness during the 4 year life but then slowly, i found out that i had a very unhealthy lifestyle as in working too long hours.<br /><br />Thats where oppunitiy comes and i chose left. The second cross junction.<br />I started off doing business with my friend. a new life and business that was totally out of wat i had done previously. i took my risk and join the adventure.<br />Of cause everthing was going towards what we expected but things went off track abit and i chose to leave the company.<br /><br />Here come the third cross junction of my life and i chose back.<br />i went back to interior again but this time round on my own and with one other friend. business wasnt that good but i still out there enjoying and partying.. never even tot of the daily expenses issues. but when comes to like expenses turning high,<br />i changed to start the cleaning business again. although this time round busiiness doing good, but still im not interested to strive for it. im still swimming in the pool of alcohol.. drink then drank then drunk... totally not in the mood of bringing the company up to another lvl.. whenever drinking session start, " oh today i closed news sale i have to celebrate" and these were the reason for me to covered up that im just cant stop partying life...<br /><br />see during this choice i had made.. im just running round n round but gets to nowhere.<br /><br />Finally this year 2010, during my days in my reservist. i went into deep tot.. of cause during my reservist time all of my job site when hiwire that why i went into deep tot. <br />is it time for me to really damn wake up my bloody idea as i know myself so well that even a slight temptation i can lost focus and goes off track.. <br />Therefore i tried all those thing that i haven got the chance to try till my birthday that had just past.<br /><br />during the days after my reservist till my birthday, dun really know it is mentality or what so ever, suddenly those alcohol taste so bitter and wasnt like it used to be.<br />Finally i came to a conclusion. its not the mentality or the taste of the alcohol. I realised i finally awaken...<br /><br />That why i chosen front at this point of the cross junction. I know that i cannot resist the temptation then i need to cut down. <br />I came across this quote in fb “When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” – Lao Tzu, posted from one of my friend. Wow.. really gives me an impact..<br />Just a short sentance yet so meaningful.<br />i gave myself a quote "if i cannot resist it, i had turn away. only that i can change.." LOL can make it right this sentence LOL...<br /><br />I even tot to quit smoking hahha.. so far im doing well in controling lighting up a smoke.. Only when disaster call then i hide in that room and light one.. i guessed it's habits.. One step at a time... might be difficult but Out of difficulties there is miracle.. i learned it thru a hk drama series :P<br /><br />Yes this time round my perspective point of view changed again. i had so many thing to fulfill. in a very short period of time i need to hit my expected income. time running out soon. Soon im going to carry up my dad burden. im taking over the responsibilities of the support pillar of the household from my dad. i got no time to fool around anymore.. one year time? or the lastest two years time...<br /><br />i'm starting to understand some of my fren/buddies out there are the support pillar of the household. need to salute them.. <br />haha of cos sometime i need to also destress ok.. ops! is it an excuse for me to swim in the pool of alcohol again? LOL of cause not.. few glasses that can reach the lvl of my throat that enough.<br /><br />Oh ya also targeting to have a routine sport to keep myself fit and healthy.. so sad on my birthday, i met one of my secondery school fren during my dinner time, she commented on me " you becoming more n more thin" oh gosh... really hit me... somemore after my birthday i saw those topless photo of myself.. Haix....<br />NEED TO KEEP FIT N STRONG.. GAIN MEAT :P LOL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8581602613350551613?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-25763988734637825722010-03-10T01:16:00.002+08:002010-03-10T01:42:38.679+08:002010 started...<br />past almost 3 months... not so good but not too bad as well...<br /><br />Today haapens to come across an so call geography clips something like tat saying earth, atmosphere, surrounding and weather are changing from good to bad.. saw those pple so helpless crying out for help and crying out for their loves one...<br /><br />suddenly felt so emo... human are so fragile but not earth... it took million years for earth to recover from it bad statues and took earth million years to become good again.. <br />But human??? things jus happens in splits sec and it changes human life forever...<br /><br />things really changed when we grow... we are not like dvd player where we can pause when we got not enough time, fast forward when we think times are bad nor we can rewind when we are wrong... we are jus like a dvd player that onli had an play button.. <br /><br />of cos the other button to compliment us is the record button.<br />we play and record our life. no delete buttom like ur key board, format like ur recovery disc for computer nor recycle bin on ur desktop...<br /><br />Then how do we keep our self so strong and steady to keep our life prolong??<br />"alwasy look on the bring side of life" is this sentence???<br />runing away from fact?<br />act blur?<br />or tml thing tml then say???<br /><br />which one are you in? or none above?? can you really think of which are u in if u are none above???<br /><br />a good man will not stays in ur heart for century... but a sinful useless corrupted bad man will lives in ur heart till you gone...<br /><br />how to get rid of it?? <br /><br /><br /><br />today i really realise something about my life... for all the while i had being living for others... but not for myself... but no choice too anyway :P<br />each of us has our own life and aspect. our goal different, family issues.. we changed..<br /><br />how well you can mantained? from closeness to distance.. and from distance to stranger.. <br /><br />every stages of our life we met pple that bring joy to us, furtune to us, knowledge to us, but do we really rem them that much??? <br />can u still rem ur 1st pimary sch form teachers name???<br /><br />i guess i still rem.. miss ang... wear spec.. very short and plumb plumb one...<br /><br />who was the teacher that u hated most when u in primary sch??<br />i dun quite rem...<br /><br />but wat if i same qns but diff grade sch... do u still rem the 1st form teacher or urs in sec sch? i think a bit blur... <br />and who was the teacher u hete the most in sec sch?? i think no other then Mr Sing...<br /><br />see that wat human are.... when u young u tend not to or dun wan to think of those bad pple that ill treated you. but as and when we grew up, we start to be more precausious and take a step back to those bad pple who tried to harm us.<br /><br />this is because we are scare to being hurt again..<br />when this takes place, u tend to rem those u hated the most....<br /><br />been trying to let go of something but yet automatically he will hunt u dwon before u can hunt him...<br />weakness come from or heart and mind....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2576398873463782572?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-10421351537147297462010-01-12T13:15:00.003+08:002010-01-12T13:54:11.863+08:00New year new hopes...<br />Where is the hope when you see no medicine can cure???<br /><br />2nd week of 2010.. things turned out to be sour...<br />Shld i ask being a 'medium' a gd things or a bad things? Can i choose not to be or to be?<br />is it everytime when i put on the superman uniform and im so powerful?<br />being easily posesses by 'thing' is it the life that i wan or can i choosed?<br /><br />2010 1st consider big case happened on my family....<br />being sensitive ? i dun think i am.. think too much or imagine too much?? i dun think so... <br /><br />ever since it came in, life in whole family changes very much.. especially on me... being able to see addition things in life made me more careful on my mouth... thing that can say i will say too much of thing i better not say so that not to invite fear to the others... <br />a bit more or mystery story...<br /><br />old pple always said that babis are more prompt to can see additional things too and more sensitive to this thing. <br />didnt they notice themself that baby in the house acting strangely ever since that day it stand in? i felt so much pressure already... night time either watching tv or play computer vision keep flashing in and out here n there. didnt you know u brought thing in? yes of cos you dun kmnow... <br />Enjoy the life in this family yet disturbing others in the other way round... <br /><br />Last friday things happen so quick that i dunnno how to act too...<br />anothe incident that all temple pple rush to my house again.. <br />this time round not the god in my body but the other thing in my body seraching for pple....<br />i knew it sooner or later it will come find me as my body is just like a communication tool between god and ghost... do u believe?? for those maybe are the same as me they will know and believve...<br />so due to this case... big bro small bro fight.. dad threaten to jump down mum burst out in tears... and when these things happened, where am i?<br />i think im too exhuasted and half my soul still wondering about...<br /><br />what if dad really jump or stroke happens again? am i the one to be blame or they are the one to be blame? <br /><br />now this family i dun think it is a family any more...<br />because of a girl family going 4 seperate 5 crack? worth it? internal affair i think bo bian lah but now is external affair plus some more is there a right for u to say anything when u are not belong here?<br />everyone knows that u had temper dun you think others also have? being quiet and let u win doesnt mean u are more fierce.. is i gave face to two elder;ly at home n not to speak out as dad wish is family together million matter heart. do i need to get them upset due to ur stupidity? i dun think so.<br /><br />wat for talk or fight with pple who use more eq then iq? <br /><br />hai.... dunno wat to do liao. <br />"how come last time nothing happen when im over at other pple house and coem to u place like tat?? <br />stupid question. <br />answer really not that obvious??<br />im a medium who is sensitive too this kind of activity stupid... watever u wan to say lah im over reacting, i think too much, i imagine too much..<br /><br />PLs lah u think i wan ah u think i so free to put on act and make show and make myself so much like a fool ah. u think i dun wan my freedom life back like last time ah wan to drink happile like no pple business. u think i dun wan my that life back ah... <br /><br />Use ur brain think before u said... Yes im damn into temple life and im walk fire into demon liao. is that wat you think.. u ever encounter wat in ur life with ur naked eye and u saw before. is that wat u imagine? think think think..<br />dun side till like tat... <br /><br />do things pls stand in between and think the important.. <br />7 innocent pple might get caught in action due to ur own act.<br /><br />life life life..<br />decision for mi is so damn tough to make..<br />lets move ahead few more weeks and see what will happens. <br />the dog mouth mask on my face soon will be release and that is when the cracks comes in....<br />all the best leow's family....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1042135153714729746?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-13713722166374397582010-01-03T21:56:00.003+08:002010-01-03T22:10:25.098+08:00Finally settle all thing needed to be settled for 2009..<br />Tml will be the 1st day to work in 2010.. No doubt 1st day but guess cant really relax and sit back... Many issues to settle. <br />Too happy to confrimed all the cases back in 2009 last few day. Today really think and do the planning.. damn... all langa liao... hahaha..<br />I think i can handle it well bah.. 2010 leh..<br />read the chinese horoscopes thingy and found out that all pig in 2010 for business venture personal will be a gd year to strive :P<br />i think i believe in it.. <br />Cos i can feel the heat...<br />although chinese horoscope based on lunar calander, but still if work hard nothing can stop you :P<br /><br />ANg mo year end settled alot of unfinish business like emo, mind set and directions.. here come lunar year end.. still about 2 month if not wrong.. that when i believe is for us to settle all our work planning orfuture plannings:P<br />and from this month till feb will be another more weeks for me to business plan will and forcast things to procceed.<br />so that i can wel come the tiger year and ask the tiger to chase all the small pple that block my view my way or messing up my mind :P no wonder its a good year for pig :P chase all the bad one away and welcome all the gd one to lead and to strike :P<br /><br />not much and toto or 4d liao... not much hope too so forcusing everything big or small efforts into business. <br /><br />2 more years... to hit my target.. if hit it well i can save up one year to do on others ventures and planning...<br /><br />1 2 3 HUAT AH!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />RESOLUTIONS???<br /><br />By this year to clear everything on hand...<br />work hard towards it...<br />dun think just try...<br />no try no result...<br />balances up social activity...<br />balnaces up my life...<br /><br />haha wil it be too much?? still got many more leh.. but these are the important ones :P<br /><br />TML 开工大吉!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1371372216637439758?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-61505980470124262082009-12-29T21:52:00.003+08:002009-12-29T22:10:29.636+08:00Early morning woke up, lazt bone start tangling me again... <br />doesnt feel like doing anything but cannot lah... lasy few day liao still lazy meh???<br />haha force myself up and started to stare at my com with hunki...<br /><br />Ops!!! saw EE msn msg... NUmber ??? haha catering number... almost .. erm not almost already forgoten about it :P haha pai seh ah this few week short term memory...<br />Search high and low for that number finally got it... another work help settle :P<br /><br />Before going out house, mum tooth swollen again.. haha going to pluck it out later but im not folowing ah not free :P work leh...<br /><br />Went out following up and visiting offices.. Was waiting for call but dun have.. so sad so bo bian loh... now like loan shark like tat keep calling my that stupid client for money .. OWE MONEY PAY MONEY... no use leh.. guess must spray paint liao wahahah.. pig head hard to find nowadays... <br /><br />FInished those stupid floor tiles but i think i made it more worst haha... from stain look to one big patch... haha... lucky my customer understanding loh.. bo bian have to call my aunty to use bleach to wash the floor alternate days...<br /><br />realise that no email recieve n no call recieve from those client that i sent out quotation yesterday felt abit down lah but nvm ah still got few more day to end 2009 mah :P Just when i wanted to relax my shoulder and take a nap then call comes again...<br />1st call i guess they trying to find out pricing only so still do my best in explaining but nv put too much hope in..<br />2nd call :P well done :P new call and i close the deal thru telecommunicatin.. next monday start work liao cool :P 2010 1st new deal :P<br />3rd call well good stuff needed to wait i guess :P one of the quotation that i send out yesterday deal... :P 2010 2nd new job :P <br />huang tian bu fu you xin ren right :P hahaha<br />four more on hand quotation to close to end 2009 :P tml must work hard follow up hard liao :P new year new hope mah :P new work start meaning HUAT AH!!!!!<br /><br />actually got the calculation wrong yesterday 34 total requested for quotation 19failed, 15 deal. 5 on hand plus today 1. that made up 40 cases.. 19 failed 17 deal.. and 4 more on hand hahahha:P jia you end with all 4 on hand im at most ease to enjoy my ang mo new year eve...<br /><br />Hurray!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6150598047012426208?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-64396484414901802682009-12-28T21:06:00.002+08:002009-12-28T21:39:31.821+08:00Still this topic goin on in my mind.<br /><br />Today posted something similar topic to FB early in the morning but guess onli one reply.. hahah<br /><br />and that reply was " just want to take this chance to say i will carry forward my love for you from 2009 to 2010."<br /><br />haha... being loved almost one year..<br /><br />Today spent it well shld said... rush out early morning for appointments... one after another.. visit unfinished job but run out of that stupid chemical and bo bian have to fake my way out loh...<br /><br />told my aunty to let the office lady girl know that today i came up to try out to even outthe stain mark.. hahaha but the truth is i run out of that chemical...<br />Maybe when im not playing game time also cant believe my words wahahahha...<br /><br />When down to visit one of my uncle at work place.. cos his wife called mi up and told mi that he giddy still go work. got so shocked and bit angry actually.. his wife told me last night already like tat liao still dun wan to call me.. he reason was scare pai seh... wat is pai seh compared to life time guilty?? wat happens that while on his way to work somethiong bad happens(touch wood)??<br />reached the work place saw him still in one whole piece... Phew... the stone finally dissolved..<br /><br />see like i said finally smooth down alot of thing and luck guess coming back liao.. today happened to have 3 new call and all one shot i visited their place.<br />after all the work thingy, when pay bill all that... haha.. still have a few mre to settle... <br />rush home to finsih up all quotation... so happy today :P from morning till evening everything is about work...<br /><br />Happened to came across a news posted in wan bao... a young chap is CEO of a food enterprise something like tat one.. mentioned that during his age of 12 he started off working in macdonalds.. age of 16 start doing 3 jobs. aand then his grand pa invited hiim to jaga his coffee house then thats when his luck changed... one of the zi cha stall no more liaao and he took over it.. and from there within 7 years he owns 8 resturants... cool....<br /><br />hmmm... i guess my story still abit like him...<br />age of 14 working in burger king, which is 2 year later then him.. (therefore i got 2 year more to race) <br /><br />age 16 working in burger king and i think still have some temp job.. ( consideing also multi job that time) cool.. <br /><br />now im also a small small boss of a cleaning company :P<br />and i still got 7 year to go to make it enterprise :P wahahhaha... think also shiok right :P<br /><br />nv try nv knows... if you nv move your leg u nv know ur leg can actually make such big step :P<br /><br />today i update myself on my sales.... from april till now... total 36 total sales called in.. 19 of them failed.. 17 of them closed.. 8 months... what more can i complained? almost half the sales i am able to handle it and closed it..<br />shouldnt i feel proud?? of cos away from my target still half way thru.. but i already won almost half in 2009...<br /><br />plus today 5 sales call.. if able to close them off that mean by end of 2009 i won half pass 1 the gamed already :P yeah yeah :P<br /><br />still 3 more days to end 2009... and i hope to end it with no more unclose sale on hand wahahah that mean die die also must close that 5 sales....<br /><br />no more time to waste :P<br />today is mystery and tomorrow will be surprises :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6439648441490180268?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-29405720127526485522009-12-27T18:49:00.002+08:002009-12-27T19:29:18.283+08:00Cool... This year X'mas damn cool....<br /><br />Eve of x'mas invites Buddies over tohave steam boat at my place... busy day of preparation.. Early morning went wet market to buy fresh foods for steam boat.. then tot can relax for a day from work as the day before i handle all my work properly to avoid any hiccup but still got call in to follow up... anyway small issues only...<br /><br />after visiting my work place, went down to park way parade to buy frozen food and of cos Wine.... Red wine and white wine... high loh :P of all things, guess onli left the wine glass... damn wine glass made mi think too much.. to buy or not to buy... damn so expensive... NTUC 6 for 20 over dollars... bo bain loh ended up drove all the way down to tampines Ikea... guess wat?? 6 for 6.90 onli!!!! wahahah...<br /><br />back home around 5 plus. lucky mum helping out for the food seasoning process if not die liao... set up setup then Shit no extension wire... bo bian thick skin abit ask on coming guest to buy for me loh... <br /><br />while preparing, we started of white wine... usually i dun take white wine as the taste sucks!!! but that night after the proper or should i said half proper wine testing session made me changed my idea:P "the sheep hair grows on sheep body"<br />hahaha not really know how expensive wine can shoot up to but that day what we bought were power one wahahha....<br /><br />7 plus guess all arrived... we started our makan... fun with the topic that we share over the table together with the food... like high class pple usually does, one slices of beef meat into mouth and a sip of red wine... we do high class mah one steam boat food into mouth, maybe 2to 3 sip of wine :P<br /><br />ya this year i prepare gift for beloved frens that i nv done before... guess its jus a token of appreciation and the tot that counts. as long as the function goes smooth and jolly then i think i had done my part as a host liao :P<br /><br />yes after dinner bo bian have to kio sao house loh... <br />Tell you at that moment i think i already bit high liao. then went down to mountain... Haha i guess was very happening night ..<br />dunno is im popular, im so hated by them or im too frenly wahahhaa count down to 0 and i got my head spray with the dunno wat to ccall that. everyone come spray on my head... not everyone lah but still im the 1st to being target. wahaha...<br /><br />play game as usual loh.. till certain lvl i guess im gone liao... wahahah totally dunno wat happen and wat i had said. really drunk liao haha..<br />and of cos back stage story i dunno liao loh have to recall back by frens...<br /><br />following day.. i realise i got one big tua bao on my head and serveral minor injuries on my hand and leg.. haha guess i know wat happen liao loh.. kena punishment...<br /><br />stone for a day then went down to my medium service loh...<br /><br />after since friday, mind suddenly unload many stuff. suddenly felt so release and relieve again. feel so peace and calm again...<br /><br />yesterday was our very young family member birthday!! another joyful moment :P 1 year old liao lloh... buffer dinner as usual... being call up outside by my sister in law brother to drink... i was like EEEEE.. drink again very tired leh the smell of those days drink still polluting my stomach my mind loh.. hahha bo bian still have to drink.. but one glass of red wine i jia bop liao.. hahha<br />constantly got reminder from gh to mountain bo bian have to drag myself down.. hahah <br />when there tell u my soul still dunno at where... hahha<br /><br />but after kaki all arrive liao become different story liao... start provoking pple liao wahahhaa... purposely wan to put that 1st black dot on her white sit.. ops is sheet!! hahha<br /><br />lady swine swine :P swine swine swine swine swine swine swine swine face.. can be swine can be swine can be swine u can be swine swine swine face i can be the swine swine face... wahahhahahaha!!!!!!!<br /><br />Today will be the last sunday of 2009 liao loh.... next week can start afresh before 2010 arrival.... so glad that got one punishment and clear all my tot... jia you liao :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2940572012752648552?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-12684217474134595462009-12-22T21:09:00.002+08:002009-12-22T21:28:29.621+08:00Being 'Medium' for about 2 years i guess... <br /><br />LIfe started to get more shaky...<br />restless night cos of dreams... Gd one and bad one...<br />A Hint from goddness or think too much due to Pressure?<br />Really got to admit that recent lost of project plus complaint do make me down feeling... Keep pushing all the bad incident to the project.. Then suddenly realise it wasnt... <br />Over confident push all effort into the sea... <br />I learned...<br /><br />This morning woke up 530a.m tot that still early so hug tight my pillow and relax my eye.. Who knows too relax already went in deep slp... There goes dreams again... and it woke mi up.. manage to sent worker to the work place on time...<br /><br />Some how after a few days of meditation, i realise where my problem lies...<br />not from work and of pressure..<br /><br />the dream... ever since that few day i got those strange dream i started to worried.<br />Normal when i dreamt i got 4d or won big prizes, it nv come true.. but bad dreams also comes true hahhaa...<br /><br />After those dream i started to feel that body getting abit weak and tend to gets tired very easily.. at any point of time can just knock off.. if dose of and sleep soundly i dun mind but i tend to get into dream again...<br />bit and pieces till now was telling me something and im still trying to figure it out...<br /><br />hmmm... anywway guess today might not be a good time to blog hahah cos dun even know wat im writing... <br /><br />anyway tml visiting coca cola pte ltd hope can have some gd result there :P <br />There is lost and return with gain so looking forward to meet new project :P<br />coca cola haha ask them to provide mi free drink and i provide them free cleaning service ??<br /><br />hahhaa.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1268421747413459546?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-6221326332434467862009-12-21T20:11:00.006+08:002009-12-21T21:40:47.697+08:00BAck to nature.... <br />2009 ending soon... what did i accomplished?<br /><br />Thinking back to those kiddy days... <br />Where we were young and innocence...<br />Daily job scopes were just eat, sleep, play and sleep.<br />No worries.. no troubles.. no pressure..<br /><br />Since when... <br />slowly slowly.. all those feeling fade away... <br />even when we are at play we are no longer so innocent....<br /><br />Now back to 2009.... hahaha..<br />so pressure.. so worried... so troublesomes....<br /><br />5 years back when im still a designer...<br />Those days fun and interesting... meeting many defferrent pple... haha weird... fun... troublesome.. all sort of pple...<br />Exploring and brain storming all sorts of design... challenging..<br />handling project in costing, time management, project management...<br />Haha pressure, stress, sleepless night... some time even had call in the middle of night..<br />EEE... scary... <br />midnight call from gf maybe is sweet midnight call from boss confirm is not sweet...<br /><br />Guess still im the lucky one as on the very 1st day that i step into this social life,<br />all the people that i met were actually "Gui Ren"<br />They taught me well and shape me well... That moment when i was just a interior designer and i was exposed to much more then i expected. The chances to seat in with management lvl to give ideas to help company to improve and grow...<br /><br />Of cos the more meeting you attended and the more you will scare... from a easy working time for a designer changed to strictly 9-5 timing... punch card machine comes in... routine dairy come out to keep track.... DAmn!!!<br />hahahah<br /><br />that is when i decided to spread my wings and fly... decided to fly out to see hows other design firm works....but still i can't adapt to it... so still went back to the 1st source of place where grow me up.<br /><br />Struggling in that trade for 3 years i guess...<br />Idea from one of the buddy and also partner from the same company that i joined.<br />we decided to leave the company and start off with our own career..<br />A cleaning company... We provides office cleanign service... <br />A great achievement in 2007 :P the hard ship, the sweat, the fun and laughter...<br /><br />There is nv a nv ending banquet... my career ended with him in 2008.<br /><br />Went back doing some refered interior renovations business, that is when i realised im done... <br />I return part of the skill back to my 1st mentor.. project from earning to lost...<br />a very bad situation.. deep shit...<br />Just when i felt all presure.. a great friend of mine like doremon stretch out her round fist...<br />Her helps made me relieve alot...<br /><br />Talking about her, guess i had to back date to Jazz Pub Era... where all up and down can be found there. the seed of frenship brotherhood and sister hood... cards game drinks song that bonds us together till now.. so greatful to have them around.. of cos not just words can express how deeply rooted us together where onee feeling can affect all:P<br /><br />Some says after big hikcup certain trust will be lost. but to me it show more how concern between our bond is.<br /><br />of all good and bad, i start off with my cleaning company again... wanted to dong shan zai qi... road are tough... without all positive remarks and guildian from her i guess till now im still hidding my head under the ground.<br /><br />each and every crisis can smoothen i had to thank her.<br /><br />although somehow i got discourage by some small issue in work but still i am fortunate that i do have a handful of great buddies to help out.<br /><br />so what do i accomplished in 2009? i guess my greatest achievement were having my great buddies besides me.<br /><br />2010 what im going to accomplish is to push myself up to next level... and dun left my great buddies with disappointment.<br /><br />as 2009 going to end in just few weeks.. its time for me to pack up all my complaints and other stupid thoughts and buried it six feet under. <br /><br />Resolutions 2010: <br />Dun just onli comment... must do it...<br />I do got one more year to prove it.. and i will prove it :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-622132633243446786?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-70994410110135490122009-08-19T22:53:00.002+08:002009-08-19T23:33:29.352+08:00Ai seh!! today wake up damn early sent my dad to Jurong Trade hub to study :P stupid course for him actually. Good for comapny bad for worker as in government give company money to sent their worker to study....<br /><br />Study, upgrading for those people?? Good for them or bad?? It might be good if the course really helps them to obtain job in future... but what if after their course and they did equipt with the skill but just suay suay their age is the matter that the employer is considering??<br /><br />Government plan well for company and pple resident in singapore.. but is the planning in big use?? or it is just an reason or excuse to cover those financial problem hitting big company?? or maybe singapore itself...<br /><br />Years back,<br />Coffee shops, hawker center, or even resturants can you see any other oversea friend working there??<br />NO purely sg uncle aunty....<br />Yes "someone" in sg did mentioned before that sg pple will willingly to stand or work for longer hour with peanut pay???<br /><br />I do have friends in the cleaning trade complaining worker hard to find in sg nowadays as they start to get fussy over things. then i ask them why dont you get pple from outside country??<br />guess wats the ans??<br />government wnats to bring in pple from outside country yet controlling the number of pple that you can hire... and if you evermade jus a slight mistake you got all the letter or warning...<br /><br />so in sg... who will still wan to be cleaner???<br />it is singaporean only can be in higher post? all other misc. job is mend for pple out of singapore?<br />so now is all singaporean over protected by government or over dote by government?<br />yes singapore doesnt have any resources by pple... pple is the asset of singapore but are we suppose to groom out asset to all rounder or to protect them and direct them to onli a source of tools??<br /><br />politic politics politicsss...<br /><br />indeed singapore had improve far more then imagine is this improvement being good to our well being or another way of upgrading the working tools...<br />singapore are full of talent... and where are all the talent?? why do they try to recall back or i should say hint them in some way to come back ???<br /><br />:P<br /><br />today i meet a marketing advisor.... and wow... i learn many new things from him... he even taught me and give me idea to improve my business and expand my business...<br />in our knowledge "aiya salesman words can listen meh?? they talk so much just to wash your brain to sign up package from them or sell their product to you"<br />but this time round maybe i should prove you wrong if you met this guy..<br />i can feel his sincere and everything is not jus about his product... guess he in this line for many years and jus today a bout 2 hr talk with him, i got many knowledge from him... knowledge mend to be learn and use on my path to success..<br /><br />In this two hour, i nv felt that im his client... jus purely friendship... he taught me so well in this two hour that gave mi more inspiration to plan right aim accurately and punch this market...<br />he might be right im slow already in this trade.. BUt slow doesnt mean lack out in this market.. is just that u lost in the middle of road.. with gd advise and comment to direct you off again, you might move on to another stages...<br /><br />nothing in this world is free of cause. ANything that you payout for something there is sure in return whether is more or less, big or small.. someway somehow if there is a little bit ofreturn it is great achievement...<br /><br />Infront of me still a path of rocky road but if i have all the equiptment that LTA use to make the road even and smooth one im sure i will do it.... so now im preparing myself to get all the equiptment and learn to use the equiptment....<br /><br />4 more month to year end... i will hit my own target !!!!!<br /><br />Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7099441011013549012?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-82087276039149567902009-08-07T15:04:00.002+08:002009-08-07T15:43:28.778+08:00Till now.. finally realise that personality had changed..<br />Thru many ups and downs, kena many letf and right... Guess that im no longer that patient Mr. soft hearted guy..<br /><br />Admit that surrounding and environment change and groom some one.. But to better or worst? im not sure.<br />Is time for me to pack up again and move forward to my new era again...<br /><br />Mountain of tea,<br />really a place for healing session. Although crowd are getting smaller but at the tip of the mountain that where you really find who are the hearted brothers and sisters...<br />Mountain of tea,<br />a place fully equipt with healing aura of laughter and some time sorrow. laughter we enjoy and sorrow we get to know each other better.. (the other side of our devil) :P<br />Mountain of tea,<br />Let me realise i no longer like last time drink all the way i wan. on this very mountain i found me seriousness.. i found my way of living and found the real meaning of drinking...<br />Mountain of tea, a place we get to share our ups and downs.....<br /><br /><br />fianlly im no longer a yes to all qns from others... i realise i know it and i learn it... past experiance elvo me... no longer that soft hearted guy where i will give in to everything and anything... after being thru, i search i choose and i decide... pirority is my well being.. nv really realise this until the very last r/s i had... life always so funnny planning always get to lose to changes... pple always said planning is gd , yes indeed but when changes happens, comes back to think did we plan for the up coming changes might happen???<br />now complains complain come in again... blaming blaming comes in again... who get to stand with the right flag and who gets to stand at the wrong flag??<br /><br />Life twist and turn alot...<br />are you going to follow the bend or are you going to go against the bend??<br />Pple come and go in our life... thats normal but who will really left behind scar or mark for you to learn and that onli you will know...<br />scar and mark will you pick it up and learn or are you going to hold on to it and frown with it??<br />now who is standing on the right flag and who is standing on the wrong flag...<br /><br />So suface that pple might tot they understand me, ao surface that someone tot very know me... but in the end gain how much hatred from me... yet no body know... cant blame that it ruin a part of my life and cant say it makes me like a handicap... cos i learn to stand up and protect myself from there.....<br /><br />is it that i onli choose pple to understand me deeply or i nv really wan pple to understand me deeply...<br /><br />sort of a medium...<br />i learn the way of heaven will... i learn to see thing thru naked eye.. i learn to have a way of living different from other... i got no choice but to tame myself... What.. buddha lives in ur heart meat and fine wine penatrate the wall.... how true it is??? in fact i guess is the way of human thinking...<br />everything has its limits... life, wealth, relationship, friendship and kinships... its the matter of how you prolong the lifespan of it.... easy example.. if u sick dun see doc, for sure u die fast... if u kena cancel can be help... another way to prolong it is to take in medicine daily to help prolong...<br />like i always said to myself.. I borrow the heaven power to help pple... when it is my turn to being help by heaven???<br />see complain again hahaha anyway.. im good n cool... after every session i feel release.. and thats a great help from heaven...<br /><br />just a week of reservist, every 3 hr of duty standing there alone, guess that is not a waste of that 3 hrs... think alot and forcus alot... there still a week to go hopefully can become a butterfly after that.<br />Or i should not say butterfly...<br />now im like a mosqitos in pupa stage, waiting to turn out be a mosqitos... so that can fly here n there to sux pple 'blood' (helping out pple to take away their bad time and fill them with new hopes)<br /><br />this week of resevist ending soon... and all i tot was my personal things... next week reservist i guess im going to think of how to score high n fly high... still finds that i lack of forcus in my work.. need to find a forcus point n aim at it to forcus all the way thru....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8208727603914956790?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-77638365481398779202009-05-16T11:57:00.002+08:002009-05-16T12:00:41.121+08:00<p>A popular motivational speaker was entertaining his audience. </p><p> </p><p>He Said: </p><p>"The best years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who wasn't my wife!" </p><p>The audience was in silence and shock. </p><p>The speaker added: "And that woman was my mother!" </p><p> </p><p>Laughter and applause. </p><p> </p><p>A week later, a top manager trained by the motivational speaker tried to crack this very effective joke at home.</p><p>He was a bit foggy after a drink. </p><p>He said loudly to his wife who was preparing dinner, </p><p>"The greatest years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who was not my wife!" </p><p> </p><p>The wife went ; "ah!" with shock and rage. </p><p>Standing there for 20 seconds trying to recall the second half of the joke, </p><p>the manager finally blurted out "...and I can't remember who she was!" </p><p>By the time the manager regained his consciousness, he was on a hospital bed nursing burns from boiling water </p><p>Moral of the story: Don't copy if you can't paste !</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7763836548139877920?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-44051746653592719422009-05-14T20:46:00.002+08:002009-05-14T21:01:22.468+08:00Yes!! last few day finally realise that patience is so important!!!<br />when the call started, i saw a little light beam shining on my forehead...<br />I'm resurrected!!! appt and appt... meaning hope and hope... the result start showing out liao..<br /><br />Family members, Frens, Buddies and the mountain kakis!!!!<br /><br />Giving me many support and many advise when im really really down at times...<br /><br />So gald to have you guys around!! ladies luck start shooting at me already :P<br />I cant jus sit and wait anymore :P want to beat the metal beat it when fire is hot!!! Cool!!!<br /><br />planning planning many planning come in mind :P hope that it can approve then PhEEE PhEEww... liao wahahahah<br /><br />this time round im going to east mountain come up again...<br /><br />today was my very 1st damn day working whole day :P haha feeling tired but yet still very happy as had being idle for so many month liao :P all the sweat and "ba wu" i recieve today is so damn worth it :P<br /><br />JIa you jia you jia you!!!<br /><br />IM AWAKE!!!!! IM ALIVE!!!! IM NOT DEAD!!!! IM A MONSTER!!! wahHAHAHAHHAHA...<br />MOUNTAIN PPLE!!!! WHERE IS MY HERBAL POWER DRINK!!!<br />DONG FANG JIU GUI... KUAI LAI HE WO!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4405174665359271942?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-21256717637759654442009-04-28T22:58:00.002+08:002009-04-28T23:02:16.728+08:00男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。——纯纯的“对不起”。<br /><br /> 男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此.<br /><br />男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。——“对不起”的快乐。<br /><br /> 大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。<br />那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺。<br /><br /> 婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。<br />慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”——“对不起”，谎言的开始。<br /><br />渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是<br />在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。<br /><br /> 女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。<br />那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……<br /> 许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。——这样的“对不起”太伤人。<br /><br />男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。<br />快递为男孩送来一个盒子。<br />男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。<br />“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。<br />离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。<br />对不起，我想我是真的累了。”<br />男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。<br />女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。<br /><br />那一年，男孩疯了。?每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2125671763775965444?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-76148588619340669982009-04-20T15:44:00.002+08:002009-04-20T15:46:54.069+08:00Yes.. today start off liao... no response haha sad... nvm!! 再接再厉！！<br /><br />thing changes fast.. some how dunno wat should do... maybe wait and see how bah :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7614858861934066998?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-85979951352168317262009-04-11T13:59:00.010+08:002009-04-11T16:27:14.888+08:00On this very day... the good friday... early damn morning i felt big pain on my tummy!!!<br />guess wat!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAy9Od9mbI/AAAAAAAAAK0/r-OsBbDElAU/s1600-h/SNC00001.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323310786989103538" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAy9Od9mbI/AAAAAAAAAK0/r-OsBbDElAU/s320/SNC00001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />on my way to hospital!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAzM17a3zI/AAAAAAAAAK8/s9VyovwbwqM/s1600-h/SNC00002.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323311055279677234" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAzM17a3zI/AAAAAAAAAK8/s9VyovwbwqM/s320/SNC00002.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Oh my!!! the pain is unbearable!!! see how swollen it is???<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAzkbQ5aiI/AAAAAAAAALE/Ifw4uO2R-7M/s1600-h/SNC00003.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323311460438862370" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAzkbQ5aiI/AAAAAAAAALE/Ifw4uO2R-7M/s320/SNC00003.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />God pls help me!! cant stand it anymore!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA0PpmaamI/AAAAAAAAALM/04jy21oQJqE/s1600-h/SNC00004.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323312203021576802" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA0PpmaamI/AAAAAAAAALM/04jy21oQJqE/s320/SNC00004.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I think god nv ans to my prayer!! im asking God pls help me.. not sending a angel to smile infront of me when taking picture.. so pain liao still dun help still can pose infront of camera!! shit man!! arghh....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA0zQmvhZI/AAAAAAAAALU/FV89kAqNznc/s1600-h/SNC00005.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323312814787364242" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA0zQmvhZI/AAAAAAAAALU/FV89kAqNznc/s320/SNC00005.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Shit!!! the pain is too much... Argh!!!!!!!!!! (and that stupid angel still can pose.. dun even care my die or live)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA1Vq5d0XI/AAAAAAAAALc/6FmleL4Lgb8/s1600-h/SNC00006.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323313405960769906" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeA1Vq5d0XI/AAAAAAAAALc/6FmleL4Lgb8/s320/SNC00006.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />and finally cannot wait till hospital.. the baby was born.. and i name it with the honour of NSRCC pillow!!!! goosey leow...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Hahahahha!!! that was all folk!!!<br />the truth is super duper high!!!<br />that night guess was a very gd night for mi as stress and problem kept coming around.. finally got it release!!!<br />that night so embearla loh... even kena pple say sia!!! hahhaa thru sms!! damn... where got hole for mi to put my head in sia.. hahhaa<br />on way back that night dunno why keep aiming at the pillow!! cos i do rem there is 2 or 3 pillow mah then suddenly left one onli so i tot i will be so cold at night n lonely for it to saty around there...<br />at good will side decided to bring it home to show love n concern to it...<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAyRDTrcUI/AAAAAAAAAKU/fhMAuDU4wS8/s1600-h/SNC00002.jpg"></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SeAyR8yEUdI/AAAAAAAAAKs/S20CpZKez34/s1600-h/SNC00005.jpg"></a>at time i cant understand myself.. why always so good hearted... some time gd hearted can lead to next day newspaper head line u know wahahhahaha....<br />lucky sg public transprt onli got bus train and cab no lorry... if not next time i call lorry liao then nsrcc no more sofa set liao haha.... maybe next time on call house mover wahahhaha!!!!!<br />one min serious the split sec go beserk!!!! help!!! wahaha...<br /><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">CONVERSATION THRU MSN ABOUT HOW HARD TO BE A SINGLE PARENT!!</span></em></strong><br /><br />PART 1<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i brought goosey leow back then took of it cloth and wash it for it</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: g oosey leow h haa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then put the pillow to absorb sunlight kill germ haha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: hahhaaaaaaa its nt "OH MY GOD".... its "OH MY GOOSE " hah ha u zuli it bk against its wish n stil say show love n concern ha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: where got see i bring it home it nv say anything still hide inside my shirt so comfortablely</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: kidnapped n silenced hahhaa how to say</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: cos it so touch till crying liao mah cry also no sound no tear so guai guai</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: hah aa u better face wall</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: why? see like i say some time out of good will sure kena pple mistake my gd will</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: wat gd will..u happily dragged it away fr its hm then force it become g oosey leow hhaahah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: heaven inside at where sia cannot like tat say one</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: heaven see liao close both eyes</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u know how much bond we hand since goosey liao born out</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: haaahahhaaa i stomach aching fr the laughter hahha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now im seating comfortablely on it and it can feel my warm or my ass u know</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: basket kena forced hm then gt to face yr bum haaaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hello u think gd friday over can scold basket liao huh dun scold mi oh</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: no no no scold u...i see if u want to find basket for yr g oosey to in hhaaha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: it willing wan to seat on the hard chair to let mi seat comfortable on it u know to repay my kindness now goosey liao is doing one stone kill 2 bird thing hor</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: told u kena forced u stil say it volunteerily one</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: one bird is to repay kindness 2 bird is to recieve warm from my ass</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: hah a i thinki u stil possessed fr tat nite quick find ice water drench</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: aiya now i oil inside say no clear one lah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: i think sooner or later yr hse alot of little leows fr NSRCC haaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u all possessed say i possessed.. i so dote goosey leow loh</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: at the moment yes when u get more little leows fr there...u will biased liao hhaa wa lau stil gv name</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: nexxt time i must find gooseness leow for goosey leow to be bro if not goosey liao very boring and my back is aching too..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: Goosey leow h a the other bro tat missing tat day</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i must find that culprit out n save gooseness leow from those devil hand</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: u dun think u jump g od help ppl, the NSRCC stuff u oso help hor u better leave them alone hahhaaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hello u still rem my theory not</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: wat theory</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: poison happy happy why not heavy happy heavy</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: haaa it dun apply u building yr happiness on the g oosey 's misery </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u always sing reverse side one leh really out of gd will u dun believe me</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: i cannot agree a i keep g u kidnapped the g oosey against its will</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: toldu so many time out of good will it follow mi home and he also need warm sometime</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: then bring hm treat like slave</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: told u it is doing one stone kill two bird way u wan to insult me gd will gd will</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: i always listen to u say..this i wont h haa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hai now goosey leow u see now i treat u so gd pple see liao jealous say i kidnap u</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: he so miserable until wat to say separated fr hm n bro</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: told u from that day it touch till dunno what to say oni an use action to prove its sincerelity</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: u zhou huo ru mo liao </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: ok i will prove u wrong... GOOSEY LEOW I PROMISE TO FIND UR BRO GOOSENESS LEOW AND SAVE HIME FROM OTHER DEVIL PPLE HAND ADN GIVE HIM WARM LIKE WAT IM GIVING U NOW</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: hahhaaa u better dun hhahhaa no no no 1 crime enuff u wan to appear news paper izzit</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: bel u are so bad</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: h hah u bad hor...my stomach ache fr the supressed laughter ha</span></em><br /><br /><br /><br />PART 2<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: haaaaa haa u bo ho say so nw u deliver u confinement period liao lor </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"> ~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u knoow the pain of being single parent</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: haaaaaahahhaaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i need reimbustment from gov.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: start again g ovt no pay single parent la</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: that why not fiar</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: yr g oosey haven register birthcert no legal leh</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now really cannot go drink till so late liao must go home seat on him give him warm that i promise hai wat to do</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: haaa u shit la</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: single parent busy one lah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: u haven found his bro haaaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: what if found got joy n pain also ah joy is i fulfilled my promise pain is i cant drink liao cos haveto take gd care both</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: hah ha i cant stand it u say until so serious the prob start becos u coop it hm</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i told u im serious</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: hah ~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: im serious i swear to god wioth the name of goosey leow im serious</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: haaaa~</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: why no pple understand mi</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: hh ha y u swear wif g oosey name u shd say yrs mah haa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: im no poor thing after cutter fish center cos he dun wan mi to die if i die i cant find his bro he willing to west born</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: i think must really u hougang check abit</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hai tong ku shui ren zhi </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: u rubbish la</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: whahahahhaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: yr tong ku start when u deliver hor hhaaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: ya loh if i know i dun drink that night if i no drink then i wun deliever if i no deliver judy wun lol till i home n u also wun stomach pain n jaw pain see out of my one gd will i drag so many pple down</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: dun keep say YR GOOD WILL</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: now abit guilty liao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: tat one is yr excuse hor </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: bel thanks you u enlighten me so much now i feel calm liao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: hahhaa i hysterical fr all the laughing h ha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hahaha ok lah stop liao lah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: i think ppl at hm think i siao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: later u really go beserk cant slp at night hum bin ah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: keep hearing i laughing to myself</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: u lol so loud for wat smile can liao mah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: cannot very tong ku~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: wait they come console u ah dunno it is u work too hard see com lol</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: i laughing until take tissue dry my tears liao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: wah lau u serious bo hahhaa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: u very rubbish leh then i still pei he see the pixs i cant stop again</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then i think i must fast blog many if not u go office open my blog listen song then see the pic i laugh wait u boss scare of u ah u where got pei he u keep dun believe in mi loh</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: i dun pei he u think u can say yr story so long hha i see yr expressions ah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i dun need u pei he also can say one cos u still will lol one</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: u see tat one</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: pain lah dei</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: God help mi cant stand it anymore h aa really like so cham</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: lucky no see full face</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993300;">Bel® says: chest so big face so sour Bel® says: y all yr expressions so funny haaa</span></em><br /><br /><br />Part 3<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: u all r the evil hor</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: i think onli mi bah hahah devil hiding among the angel but i found one la sup angel that night too got accompany liao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: haaaaa she where gt la sup she help to pose wif u</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: like tat ah wan to die pple can save one but when media pple come shoot she pose then the victim die lagi fast she cannot be nurse</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: aa no die ...only give birth only hah haa</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: and lucky she nv tot of that line too u know</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: so funny le~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: some parent give brith can bring cam in one to shoot the processs for tai jiao mah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: i think so</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: if she in there the daddy sure throw away the tape cos go wash out all judy face not his new born baby</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: haahaa so funny u siao liao aft be single parent keep toking abt tai jiao</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: hahhaha</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: no g oosey in trouble</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: then u think why i take this photo is to tach goosey leow not to turn back so hard to delever out</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: hahhah h u mummy or daddy ah</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">~啊袁~ "酸甜苦辣，人生百味，只在心中有分别" ( ahyuan83.blogspot.com ) says: next time it grow old liao turn bad be ah beng i will show out see how daddy ion pain call god god no ansd alway how can u turn bad and be bu xiao zhi</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#660000;">Bel® says: haahaaa i cant take it liao....</span></em><br /><br /><br />END...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8597995135216831726?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-76698544383906797452009-03-23T01:13:00.002+08:002009-03-23T01:21:04.980+08:00SHould said to be very happy or maybe very happy no doubt i got myself stem off once but not i got my head pop out on the stem again :P<br />Still wondering to attend to the gather at the moment after my temple session but i guess it worth attending to :P<br /><br />felt abit odd in the 1st place but i guess when the game and beer start rolling my crap comes out again... might be a joker but i dun mind as im overjoy that night to see light again :P<br /><br />had a mini concert that night i guess with onli few song on stage.. No doubt its free!!! yes its free.. not many audiances but i got one or two die hard fans hahaha:P<br />cool!!! i guess im starting to ware off the stage fright :P...<br /><br />damn it.. to day i was so happy when i 1st saw the 4d result... but hmmm lusk still not there yet but im glad too as we seems to have luck no doubt not all but the presence is there :P<br />this was the 1st time .. next week:P<br />really if kena both doreamon will be free in term of mind i guess :P<br />Lets hope and pray!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7669854438390679745?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-79878620605960516902009-03-20T12:50:00.002+08:002009-03-20T13:24:34.241+08:00生来死去在此地，日夜忙碌多费力。<br />包山包海没休息，好像签了卖身契。<br />同事自私惹我气，老伴无理发脾气。<br />只想回家松口气，怎之家人更长气。<br />一只说我没出息，心中痛苦向谁泣。<br />生活根本没乐趣，等待周末碰运气。<br />中了马票我得意，管他老板放狗屁。<br />灯红酒绿开party，悠哉闲哉做皇帝。<br />顶天立地出个气，满汉全席赤道腻。<br />花天酒地马杀鸡，想来想去不对劲。<br />白天发梦不实际，到底还是无处去。<br />不如寻友找乐趣，夜夜躲在victor pub,<br />字字句句寻乐趣，发发牢骚骗自己。<br />游戏规则多样化，罚酒喝酒到天明。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7987862060596051690?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-3763110022569312742009-03-18T23:29:00.000+08:002009-03-18T23:30:17.027+08:00人的一生里，不知道有多少难过的事。<br />这个世界上，谁该赵天灾，谁该赵人祸，<br />什么样的命运都随时能改变我们人的一生。<br />重要的事，在那个时候我们的心理有没有亏欠。。<br />当海啸来的时候淹死了很多人，有好的人，也有坏的人。。<br />当生命结束的时候，<br />我们能不能为心无愧的面对自己程近所遇见的每一个人。。<br />幸福不在于生命的长短，而在于和你身边的朋友们，<br />家人或爱你的人，再分开的时候没有遗憾。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-376311002256931274?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-24495646336198334302009-03-18T18:00:00.003+08:002009-03-18T18:47:34.846+08:00Whao... it is hard to imagine that on this very march many down then up surrounding me...<br />!st was family issues, 2ndly work issues, thirdly temple issues lastly got friendship nearly to six feet under...<br /><br />Things jus happened so fast that made us no return and defendless.. <br /><br />Finish watching a show feels like the main actress was a very strong girl with many supportive friends and family member.. Of cos, drama and real life do have big differences but isnt drama usual the copy of real life? only different was that they are more drama, more romance, more unexpected things that make the show more nice to catch our eyes :P<br /><br />But when drama falls upon us we dun find it eye catching nor love it... <br />Yes.. human life are so fragile.. not onli to our life but our heart and mind also.. PPle control life heart and mind in drama but can we actually do it?<br />Guess not...<br /><br />ups and downs in our life we cant control it.. we try to run away from it some time. i do run away from it many time but of cos things stil comes back co incidently to remind me about the bad time... but when happen shld i face it or run away again??<br />i really dun know too... i got a different statues as different pple.. and tat statues was an excuse for mi to astone all my wrong i did.. but does it really helps me???<br /><br />i realised... when ever i tot i already forget about an incident and coincidently thing happen and made mi recalled everything.. started to feel down and lost again.. as i once lost a best buddies which i dun wan it happen again... under circumstances or environment i got struck again.. start again lost.. <br /><br />hmmm.. should i change an aspect or view to look at the incident again? thru the drama i had jus finish i realised.. things actually not coincidently happens.. i might have certan reason.. maybe it is jus another test for me to see whether am i really forget about it or am i jus runing away from it and let it huant me everytime :P<br />jus like studies.. after going thru lesson you will have test or exam to honour you up to another level.. if fail? try again.. to try is not failure but is to overcome that fear in us and made us grow stronger each time we passed.. <br />I still an failure to it but i wun give up trying till i pass as i dun wan it to huant me lifetime :P<br />try my best to save it and do it....<br />there is always this saying .. "you can run for a life time but u cant hide for life time.."<br /><br />from the day i learn and knowing thing, i keep running and running.. is time for mi to face it and grow strong for next level of life exam...<br /><br />this month met many troubled things... when i was really down and lost.. doreamon found me... doreamon jus as kind as usual sending out its rounds hand to me.. jus when i was in another dark side again, i saw light again... many thanks to doreamon...<br /><br />words can smooth ear and also a weapon to kill pple.. got killed by brother once yet he is the one who saved me... sort of relief....<br /><br />now that i cant run any more, i found a brand new myself to be accepted by others.. to throw away all my past incident and accept new incident.. when the days happens, i will be standing at the peak of the mountian look back and wave at doreamon and those that help mi once push me to the very top.. "Thank you for your support, without you all as my teacher i wun be standing at the peak recieving my honour of life today" this is wat i wil shout...<br /><br />Keep telling pple im old already but not old, im still young also not considering very young.. does it matter whether im old or young? matter is how can i lift up and how can i let go so that i can face future more fierce and brutal battle of life...<br /><br />to my beloved frens buddies family member...<br /><br />Sorry that i once hurt you<br />sorry that i once betrayed you<br />i will stand tall and face all of you once again to let you all accept the brand new me once more..<br /><br />to those had left this world for me..<br />i thank you for your accompany,<br />i thank you for your sincerelity<br />i will follow the way of your unfinish pure heart<br />and shared with those i said sorry before....<br /><br /><br />2009 started.. i haven started puttin up new resolution..<br />let today be a day for me to put up my 2009 resolution...<br /><br />天下无难事，只怕有心人。。<br />只要有恒心，铁棒磨成针。。<br /><br />for those dunno chinese..<br />it means<br /><br />heaven down no difficult thing, onli scare got heart pple..<br />paper medicine got horrizontal heart, mental rod devil till needle..<br /><br />:P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2449564633619833430?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-68832831251803495392009-03-17T09:59:00.002+08:002009-03-17T10:08:12.769+08:00Just when everything i tot was so beautiful as i walking gently down the meadow,<br />i fall more then six feet under..<br />left hand... right hand...<br />you can grab thing with both hand with same amount... tried to grab hold of everything with both hand together, it got worst...<br />this mnth really dunno what happen one wave come after the other...<br />those scary words still flying all over aove my head... words really kills pple...<br />got killed.. but is gai killed... <br />i dunno wat to do liao.. out of idea le.. jammed stucked ... bleed ...<br />the person dun trust u anymore.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6883283125180349539?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-61372936895063045132009-03-14T10:05:00.002+08:002009-03-14T10:08:23.549+08:00Why?? Isnit it jus smalll case? Inst that small issue?? HOw come small little thing can be such huha?<br /><br />not say cannot be found.. hai... speechless...<br /><br />sway sway sway...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6137293689506304513?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-6595204720042824772009-03-13T14:06:00.003+08:002009-03-13T14:16:04.275+08:00Hmmm... DIe liao.. found out that i every night cant slp no matter how tired i am.. <br />Cant get into dream land or even la la land..<br />Am i thinking too much or i already think too much??<br />stress...<br />Days passing by.. work not really smooth.. eveything seems to stop or maybe freeze at that particular hour or day ever since it happened... how am i supposed to move on? Or issit that i haven really understand the art of the words that he told me or issit i work it out in the wrong ways??<br />Started not to believe in anything n everything already.. Pray well things done still so ke lian.. DOes god really exists? <br />Imagination... thinking.. beliefs... mind started to general out images.. is that so??<br />Exhuausted to think...<br />I Need my future back.. i cant give in to fate liao.. Once i eaten many bitter stuff before and i will for the sake of future i will eat once more..<br />Frens out that dun blame me because is you who made mi choose this road.. and so cant u blame on me.. lets have a fare games!!!!<br />Preparing once again... once ready there will be no mercy!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-659520472004282477?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-16662961419331084842009-02-27T19:22:00.004+08:002009-02-28T13:52:19.371+08:00这首歌要送个没一个jazz的成员收听。<br />希望大家不要忘了我的美好回忆和有情与亲情。。<br />Jazz final blog All up liao enjoy it ya.. when time goes by still wanna refresh this beautiful memories pls feel free to drop by here..<br />hope you guys enjoy..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1666296141933108484?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-74848847003111430982009-02-27T17:42:00.011+08:002009-02-28T13:50:09.482+08:00<div><br /></div><div>Finally!! last stage liao!! wahhaha... EE keep pressing me on the photo and i guess TDB too.. haha</div><div><br /></div><div>Today actually went in to others pple's blog to see see look look peep peep.. Wah many blog all still so emo one loh.. that kaylen one also :P<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>SOmething strange on the last night was that.. i wan to get rape by vic again but i didnt kena wor.. poor TDB kena again haha see her expression haha...<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae5DzlghCI/AAAAAAAAAJk/K0k1AsGfg20/s1600-h/DSCF0061.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307414160917693474" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae5DzlghCI/AAAAAAAAAJk/K0k1AsGfg20/s200/DSCF0061.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>This kind of thing better dun put up too big.. wait pple take it and storm it:P </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>黑黑暗暗之下，近敢调息青春少女，成何体统。。 太不像话了。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>dun think that no show face no need to bare the resposible hor..<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>:P</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>That last night at jazz pub.. guess that few hour before we really get into the mood to accept the facts that jazz really closing, all were like zombies.. no game less chat less drinks.. made me abit bored actually.. but cant be blaming as we human have flesh have blood mah got feeling mah..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Lets take a look at before and after effect...</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>Before.... </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae677GEFQI/AAAAAAAAAJs/ITfa2sM-BmM/s1600-h/DSCF0034.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307416224517592322" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae677GEFQI/AAAAAAAAAJs/ITfa2sM-BmM/s200/DSCF0034.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>Middle Of Drinking..</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae7VAh-UsI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/yxptGgm79EM/s1600-h/DSCF0038.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307416655473562306" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae7VAh-UsI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/yxptGgm79EM/s200/DSCF0038.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>After effect..</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae7x2CExrI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9e7Qry6dpzM/s1600-h/DSCF0036.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307417150871619250" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/Sae7x2CExrI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9e7Qry6dpzM/s200/DSCF0036.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>See how magical and powder fool is jazz cough syrup??</div><div><br /></div><div>haha no matter how emo you are or aura you are jus taste it and effect will come out.. more power then "sian dan"</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>Hmmm... let us take a few min to flash back and salute to our jazz staff our bro sis there and our magician who open this magical world for us, Victor...</div><div></div><div></div><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133505365&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="320" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133505365"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133505365&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133505365"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link10.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link10.gif"></a></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div>Just when everyone was enjoying that night singing drinking playing... </div><div>Hmm.. all EE fault!!! sing till so emo hai.. EE u dun say i anyhow blame you hor i got evidence one hor.. 请看VCR----></div><div><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133556369&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="320" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133556369"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133556369&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133556369"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link7.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link7.gif"></a></div></div><div><br /></div><div>hmm... 美好的时光种是那么短。。no doubt the fact has past for many days but still i guess our pure little heart still there.. Victor went back to pack everything already but guess we left something behind there. which is our heart, our soul... a place full of our memories, auraness, angryness, happiness, sadness, argurmentness, bla bla bla.. there is always a room in our heart for you JAZZ!!!</div><div> </div><div>Victor faster go find place liao ah.. dun let us wait too long ya!!!</div><div>lastly the sister 5 连拍 to get rid of ur tears or saddness while reading :P</div><div><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133556784&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="320" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133556784"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133556784&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133556784"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link8.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link8.gif"></a></div><div> </div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7484884700311143098?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-69384044612514323372009-02-27T03:09:00.010+08:002009-02-27T17:34:55.316+08:00Hey hey hey!!! are you guys ready for some crazy video???<br />I SAID ARE YOU READY!!!!!!! MAKE SOME NOISE AND PUT UR HANDS UP IN THE AIR!!!!!<br />sorry sorry too over liao wahahhaha!!<br />The day before actually closing wah damn fun loh wahaha .. bar top lancing!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />wanted to take photo with yuna.. but guess lah !! also gd lah like tat create more chance mah ke ke!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-ad8ef424800a5f4a" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v23.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dad8ef424800a5f4a%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331370110%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D15FFE2F649665C1073D65EB3BC311640F287D32.7D46B726BB7E95F6AD3B6C7DF3C74B8D7694CDAC%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dad8ef424800a5f4a%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DNBOYTI-JXmnVS5lRgQuVe7kqUVY&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v23.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Dad8ef424800a5f4a%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331370110%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D15FFE2F649665C1073D65EB3BC311640F287D32.7D46B726BB7E95F6AD3B6C7DF3C74B8D7694CDAC%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Dad8ef424800a5f4a%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DNBOYTI-JXmnVS5lRgQuVe7kqUVY&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><br /><br />Lets start the music!! Crazy part 1<br /><br /><br /><p><br /><br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-f4b0dac677f2007f" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v8.nonxt4.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Df4b0dac677f2007f%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331370110%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D67DA709EFD6FC60E6E2574E3F19E71EB41A52990.7085D3E904308CEBE272FE0D9F7D9E882747265A%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Df4b0dac677f2007f%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DOU4yAbKoR2fLk_8DSGn8iJPj3kM&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" 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/></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-63601210135531184842009-02-27T02:35:00.005+08:002009-02-28T12:11:20.464+08:00AIyo dunno wat happen to this blog.. so hard to edit one so bo bian have to split to do it!!! Aurness!!<br />where am i ah.. hmmm oh ya toking about the raping wahahha!! 'gila babe liao'<br /><br />But still kena rape also shiok loh cos dunno when will be kena rape again... sign...<br />well lets cut it abit more shorter :P let me do some introductions on my bro sis and every love one staying over at this home two...<br />不在乎天长地久，只在乎承筋拥有，home sweet home Jazz!!<br /><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133466095&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="320" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133466095"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133466095&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133466095"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link7.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link7.gif"></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6360121013553118484?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-19610339093193997092009-02-26T23:45:00.018+08:002009-02-27T19:20:11.041+08:00Hey hey hey sorry sorry for the delay ya :P<br />Guess that i got many many to upload and also things to write about ya ..<br />Finally Jazz our so called home 2 ended on 24/02/2009...<br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307150084606854642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SabI4iqtBfI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/CHllTLUCaSU/s320/P1060030.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><br />To those nv been to Jazz before :P this is my second home.. No bed but sofa.. no bath room but got small toilet :P inside this magical room we can find many many gd stuff!! Ups and Downs.. Left and right.. Game that makes u puke!! Bar tender that scold you.. staff that care for you.. friendship that keep bonding and bonding togetherness till we dun even know how to say farewell!!!<br /><br />Magical wall arts that makes jazz cozy and jazzy...<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307152938985001858" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SabLesDfE4I/AAAAAAAAAJY/ztHgVsWe3sg/s320/DSCF0077.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p>Will there be a second wall art in Next Jazz Pub??? Well i suggest Vic.. get artise to paint up ur senior staffs and my big face up wahahaha... that will be more power wahaha...</p><br /><p>The King of Pool... also known as the pool of punishment that transfer the tower of beer to your barrel of tummy!!! i kena many time wahaha... im jus poor at it!! but some time i still got some luck leh!! wahahha.. Lets enjoy some of our pro.. the pro tummy "slim"</p><p></p><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133462689&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="319" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133462689"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133462689&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133462689"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link4.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link4.gif"></a></div>p>Alright!! enough of short intro liao...</p><div>23/2/2009!</div><div>Sad to hear the news on the closing down.. so decided and went down to jazz... just maybe its fated or wat i dont even know.. that night was like ghost town again.. Happy for us or sad for victor?? i think that was not the main point.. the main point was that we were there to celebrate 1st to the closing ceremony!! </div><div>Very emo night indeed.. Guess whos the 1st one to broke out the emo that creates the 'saddness Aura'?? The GH lah!! Angryness aura also you sadness also u hey bro wake up ur bloody idea leh which one u one!! angryness or saddness!!! WHo u know?? sorry ah cant post up his image due to pirvcy.. wait i he pai sei how?? wahaha... Because of his aura, followed by many burst out liao loh... but its ok lah they are not as strong as mi wahahha .. chey chey chey!! no lah have to be strong mah not that i got no feeling mah jus that to me is not the end of jazz.. jazz just need a short break mah!!</div><div></div><div>Guess that too much of saddness aura.. then vic when bersek keep raping pple up with his powerluscious kissed..</div><div style="width:426px"><embed src="http://apps.rockyou.com/rockyou.swf?instanceid=133464270&ver=102906" quality="high" salign="lt" width="426" height="320" wmode="transparent" name="rockyou" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer"/></embed><br><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/?type=slideshow&refid=133464270"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/logo.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/slideshow_create.php?refid=133464270&source=cyo"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/create_own.gif"></a><a style="padding-right:1px;" target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?instanceid=133464270"><img style="border:0px;" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/view_all.gif"></a><a target="_BLANK" href="http://www.rockyou.com/link/link10.php"><img width="84" style="border:0px" src="http://apps.rockyou.com/link/link10.gif"></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1961033909319399709?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-86258008180727690582009-02-24T13:19:00.002+08:002009-02-24T13:21:52.531+08:00Haha bro sis aunty uncle ah pek ah ma...<br />Jazz photo and update will be up soon as today will busy awhile on work so pls stay tune for the next journal update ok :P<br />oie oie oie dun chey me hor dun think i dunno ah... gd thing need to wait hor...<br />that it waahhahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8625800818072769058?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-2480779299028458952009-02-23T15:25:00.002+08:002009-02-23T15:49:03.197+08:00Had change blog style again due to too tiny wording for the previous one haha:P<br />TDB and the rest i think got their eyes stressing while reading it :P<br /><br />Almost forgotten today got to meet up with the 'ITE' guess it will be another boring outing again.. but i have to meet up so that i can release myself further more to get myself move on too... i hope 'ITE' will also as "ITE' u know your statue too ya.. really BFF onli ah dun think too much ya!!!<br /><br />TOday planned to do some work but due to my small bro at home playing with com so i also wait till lazy liao haha..<br />Jus recieve bad news from TDB... Jazz Closing liao!!! Sob Sob :..( why why...<br />our second home, our familiar smell, our tall chair and small little toilet... TDB 500 tower, my er.. i forget how many jug liao .. haha.. ah mei 8 glass of plain water... our cards game..<br />going to wave at them and say gd bye...<br />But hope every one jus cheer up loh as sky and ground dun have unfinish dinner mah...<br />especially vic..<br />ended here doesnt mean no more liao maybe is a chance for u to find a better place leh?? and better crowd?<br />guess that tis time round my feeling not accurate anymore.. hmmm...<br />still rem the 1st time i went to jazz i know TDB and the others:P<br />如果你是我的传说，孤单的夜里我不孤单 till EE join in with many new song till 会说话大哑巴 and many more..<br />from old staff to new staff from staff to fren...<br />so much fun ya.. oh ya rem last time i used to love thier chicken wings.. but i think that vic change recipe then no gd liao haah ops!!! but of cos vic also a very gd buddies other the gd boss ah.. some time we still got extra thing to eat or drink leh... got soup lah prawn lah sotong lah... haha shiok!! where to find this kind of gd pub with gd boss and staff there we also treat each one as bro and sis?? so cosy and family type right..<br />No doubt ups and downs there also happen lah KNN kena humtump there twice...<br />2 year new year all kena but this year dun have leh.. it is that this year i nv kena humtump there then vic sway have to close down wor?? if really ah come come humtump me like tat vic can continue liao then 2 home will still be there for us :P<br />time say fast not fast say short not short.. smelly smelly i was there for 3 year? or maybe 4? i also forget liao.. hope to have many many years leh that why nv really go count mah.. stupid EXPO MANAGEMENT MADE me have to count liao loh... NABE PuI!!!! Hope expo Management all go toilet shit that time and suddenly all toilet bowl burst and made them full boby shit smell.. "the BANG Sai Ko BIa" wahaha... drvie car out expo suddenly tire all roll out left when they turn right!! ANGRY ANGRY LOH... the AURANESS ARGHHHH!!!!<br /><br />tonight going down to cheer vic up liao!! dun sad dun sad ah.. i make sure they will full of shit ah :P<br /><br />Oh Ya TDB!!! got song liao hahah slowly listen ya!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-248077929902845895?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-81795478007358829852009-02-22T16:42:00.004+08:002009-02-22T17:31:29.084+08:00Finally after sometime.. really overcome some fear just in one night..<br />for all this will having my hobbies job, lots of fear, doubt, being lay on proper path to follow or the teaching had made me tired of life.<br />Its true that once a great man told me " life is getting boring once u know more then u know, and you get tired of it if you understand more to it."<br />for all this while, i realise that i onli get boring of life because for some reason i know more that what i should know. After a great tok to the mighty one, its jus the beginning of life and road that i jus choosen.<br />Are my current learning a wrong move or right thing?? i dont really know.. what i know is i didnt done wrong and i still helping out with my pure heart to pple that needed.<br /><br />Last night, a short 3 hour talk to the mighty one, i got enlightened... i felt release, relief and calm.. it is great wisdom really enlighten me or for all this while i didnt really enlighten myself but buried myself in fear and doubt? for wat i know my answer now..<br />Life.. it can be jus ended less then 5 min if you do have the courage to take 5 min to end, why you dont have the courage to use this 5 min to think how to live another 5 more min with joy?<br />to think easy to see open i guess easy to say hard to do.. onli when last night i got to know to take thing easy and to see more open is jus at the tip of finger.. maybe to me now not for the others..<br />each and every case and incident will happen, but wat is the causes of it? we angry we sad we frown we happy, what made us react to it??<br />last night i got the ans.. 'HEART' for all this while heart is always the one tat made us go havoc or peace..<br />example.. why do i like drinking so much in the 1st place? it spent money, made health bad, made u cant work next day, but why i still love it? cos i treat alcohol is my best fren.. why he is my best fren, because when i happy or sad i jus drink him and he wun scold mi and wun hit me.. he even bring joy to me and made mi slp so well.. in my heart beer already got a room for himself.. so no wonder jus a few call from my fren my heart started to itchy and follow to places that have beer...<br />and the cause of when i love drinkin if because.. i believe each and everyone has their own dead knot in heart that can open it.. and this is wat happen to me.. when i myself cant open it i choose to run away from it and follow my heart to beer..<br />now am i choosing the right way in life?? guess not.. so what happen now is that i got to change..<br />the great one.. pls wait for me.. i need to adjust myself to your expectation then i can ask you to show me the way of teaching.. as far as i know you are a pure great one that i cannot drop your water face.. and as well i know if to learn the way of your teaching i still got many bad point to rule out my life..<br />your words already printed in my mind deeply and strongly for me to follow the right way..<br />I MUST DO IT...<br /><br /><br />to believe it or not.. you seen it or not?? where is god in our life?? does they really help us?? most important is we have to help ourself before we can help pple... so i have to help myself 1st..<br />being along time work stressing me already.. and stress is the excuse for me to run away many thing.. till now i saw the great one.. other then to learn the hardship and dont give up life is still so beautiful.. to work to eat to slp.. balnce up you life in a gd way then you will find real path of road to success...<br />well i do tok alot today ya.. but haha today will be the last day of the old ah yuan michael or zhi yuan.. changes to the ultimate person is hard but is not impossible...<br /><br />enough of me liao haha few days back is like a messed of many unwanted thing and happy things happen to many pple. 1stly the life of jazz pub, secondly sort of i dunno how to handle things well and got into small issues with 'TDB' and that incident also lead to 'EE' so fed up with it.. thirdly then think 'EE' got into some heart feeling matter which leads to a small fight with 'fan'..<br />ahh... so headache.. but all passed liao ah "rain over sky relationship" liao.. but the problem is next time got no more home 2 liao leh :P<br />hopefully monday we can have good news from vic loh...<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">On my way to stop drinking and maybe smoking and i think i can do it... yeah.. but 'TDB, EE' i still will rem wat i promised.. let you all chop one.. next time i use 'tea bring beer' :P<br /></span><br />now getting worred about 'Fan' liao.. she too young and innocent to handle some relationship thing with a crappy disgusting guy.. hear my words 'Fan' if can get him out of ur life u better be if not u will get urself into trouble.. got it.. and <span style="color:#ff0000;">'EE' you better keep a look out ah.. keep me up date ah..</span> 'fan' correct me if im wrong ya.. no doubt u dun like that crappy disgusting guy, but u still enjoy the way he talk to u or maybe chat ah.. maybe u are young but i believe u can stay clear mind ah and dun ever get mesmerise by him ah...<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">'TDB and EE' if u understand wat i writen today pls remember and use it in life ah.. i might not have the right to teach pple but at least it is sensible to do it that way...</span><br /><br />lastly i have to work hard liao!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8179547800735882985?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-39459106079299337922009-02-19T15:09:00.001+08:002009-02-19T15:10:22.576+08:00Yes done up haha:P<br />stupid html thingy so difficult to deal with.. anyway is time for me to keep myself updat already :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3945910607929933792?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-75427206578777118842009-02-18T11:22:00.001+08:002009-02-18T11:24:12.168+08:00Yeah yeah!! finally know how to use this stupid html liao :P haha<br />html idiot!!<br />will work on it to make it more better be patient ok!!<br />I'll be Back!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7542720657877711884?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-1388501587746793122008-09-29T09:51:00.003+08:002008-09-29T10:06:16.429+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Kao Damn Boring you know!!! Reservice on the 9 of OCT 2008!!! DAmn IT!! Its my BIRTHDAY!!!! HOw to celebrate!!! So boring one loh!!! KNN!!!<br /><br />ALot of thing haven started yet!! NOw busy like hell!!!<br />Gd new is my planning of leaving the current company start going well.. as per planning goes!! HOpefully by next year can really step out :P and also new company like going very well at least there is no hikup in some ways :P<br /><br />Bad news is im damn tired!!!! rush here and there.. meet pple here and there .. haha jack neo movie money not enough but i think if i got the capital i might start a movie can sleep not enough.. then like the movie "the Day" true life experiance :P<br />HOpe i wun dropped down soon...<br />Still young and standing tall!!!<br /><br />Wahaha... NOw i got two wife and a baby to jaga them liao... how can i split myself up equally leh.. haha<br />My two wife sure cant escape one cos it is my source of it come.. and they occupied me the most wahha.. sound shiok right and there is the reason why time not enough loh... and my baby although once in a while but feel like not sincere to it leh hahah... die liao die liao...<br /><br />really got to time manage well...<br /><br />signing off soon going to start work liao!! boring...<br />now rushing out to collect money from all clients... till maybe even time rush back home wash up send parent to temple then rush down to enous area to meet customer for a stie meeting then rush back to temple!! another day is gone without mushroom haha :P</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-138850158774679312?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-56980277280552319022008-07-30T17:18:00.002+08:002008-07-30T17:27:37.900+08:00Hmm.. Morning woke up feeling better already... But still after went out to work with the stupid big heaty sunshine, my fever came back again... Damn TL again...<br /><br />Manage to settle down my new job with new worker today feeling a bit more relief then past few days... BUt then still got one more to go... Add oil add oil!!! Well gd news is that i settled down new job yet one of my aunty called...<br />COmplaining the stupid company pple talk bad about her.. HOw come how come.. she gd mah so hard working yet kena pple say... so stupid..<br />TOld me that she wanna change new job site and dun wan to work there anymore...<br /><br />No choice called up that stupid company and find out what actually happened...<br />How come some of the human being are so KPO and like nothing better to do.. THeir own work like already cannot finish yet still wanna 'chap' my aunty work. so Fed up!!!<br /><br />THis coming friday going to find out who that bugger is!! going to tok back liao.. bully my aunty!!<br /><br />Lucky manage to calm my aunty down and ask her to work again!!<br /><br />Cant take it anymore!!<br />Bloody weather damn hot nowadays.. bo bian decided to get my hair cut.. since going tochange a bit of my life style so start from my hair!!<br />Not bad!! after cutting down my long hair, still so handsome haha *puke*<br /><br />alright stop here and need to rest more to recover fast!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5698027728055231902?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-67850759103368798092008-07-29T22:24:00.001+08:002008-07-29T22:27:23.761+08:00Damn it!!<br /><br />Hate this feeling.. So sick n no strength...<br />st my bro son got it.. then my mum got the virus... SHIT!! Now My turn!!!!!<br /><br />HOuse of virus now!!!<br /><br />HOpe to get well damn soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6785075910336879809?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-58977539504664143142008-07-28T00:08:00.002+08:002008-07-28T00:19:21.327+08:00Weekend..<br />What is weekend?? do i have weekend???<br />ANyway feeling strange this few weeks.. Got a very bad nightmare friday night!! Will that nightmare become reality??<br />Qns Qns Qns???<br /><br />I guess that i shall place myself in a time frame already. Guess that our thinking and aggressive started to drifted apart.. You do already well plan everything why does there a need to guess what are you thinking or why do you have to say that is for me to learn? doesnt that makes me more useless then i tot??<br />If you think thast watever you are right then go ahead and dun bother to start asking me qns!!!<br />The image of my ex company started floating out to my mind...<br /><br />Got it relax my mind already.. dun think too much.. THe more i think onli leads me to negative side of you... i'm not the best but at least i know im doing well...<br />2008 end will result be out let me seee....<br /><br />MOnday brand new day. I strive on my own.. for my future.. Qns will hits you back...<br /><br />Still remembering my sec sch motto "I MUST I CAN I WILL"<br /><br />Gd night Ah yuan<br />Gd morning to Michael!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5897753950466414314?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-80417660129423267082008-07-24T16:12:00.012+08:002008-12-10T10:32:53.059+08:00<div align="center"><br /><br /></div><div align="center"><br /><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#999999;"><em>Dead... Alive...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"> </div><p align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">And in between this two world there is another world that called struggling to believe.</span><br /></p><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">For the past few days, weeks or maybe months, i had being sandwich into this so called another world...</span><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">Nearly gave up to believe again when this happen so badly towards my friend, work and life.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">by giving chance for a new life is as same as having a new being in this world to go thru thick and thin to learn what is life.. </span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff9900;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">Is fate already arranged in such a way that everything is planned properly for you to go thru or is it that you yourself can make it happen with you own hand...</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;">Puzzled + doubt = mystery...</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ffcc00;"><strong><em>To the departed being that can't get the chance to grow and see the world :</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ffcc00;"><em>Felt sorry for you but maybe that is ur fate that heaven had giving you a fault hope. May you rest well and patiently wait for your chance again.. as long as you believe you might have a gd live in future. Lastly forgive and forget and carried on. your love ones too will love and miss you. hope you can see ur future soon...</em></span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>God damn it... Work had being going not really smooth nowadays.. it is the tribute that cause from him or cause from me?? had being wondering for this qns quite a long time... come back to think.. I had being very good boy ever since that day.. night life had being cut down drinking session had being well control or even i swear that one week u cant see mi there too... </strong></span><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>I always trying my best to be a gd superior that to be understanding and thnk for the best for my worker then come to me. Seems that i need to change my mindset.. A person had a kind heart can do wonders.. but a person being too kind hearted may lead to unseen troubles.</strong></span><br /></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>For the past few months. Had being monitoring my own behaviour towards works. seems like getting eaten up by them...</strong></span><br /></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>My gd partner always reminds me that i had to think like a businessman. Of cause i know but i just dun wan to be so harsh and so call "ke Gao". Just wan to be safe and stead on the road of business... But wat do i get in the end??</strong></span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>last tuesday, happened to met some business friends. No doubt didnt really business tlak much but some of their golden words had enlighten me. <span style="color:#cc0000;">"THINK LIKE A BUSINESSMAN AND U WILL BE ABLE TO FORCAST UR BUSINESS PLANNING"</span></strong></span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff9966;"><strong>WHaoooo... A hard punch on me... Just when i was going to gave up believing, i saw a white dot of light infront of me. So now how do i going to make my way to this small white dot of light and to make it brighter n bigger light of hope its depends on me already.</strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><em>There is this saying " 在家靠父母，在外靠朋友" Guess its true!!</em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br /><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Eh... Life getting more n more bored already.. No more life haha lucky there still "福德坛" haha...</span><br /></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">That is where my joy comes from.. Best bunch of buddies there that crap alots and lame many many... helping </span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhElYn-syI/AAAAAAAAAFA/9CbfiskN0Aw/s1600-h/IMAGE_083.jpg"></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">out pple that needed helps!! Full of hope and joy!!!</span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Ah the 纪念日 just past.. damn tiring loh... XIONG Ah!!! haha... my bone all needed to apply 4WD to all the joint. Damn powerderful ah.. haha.. </span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">A very gd experiance on the occasion. always saw pple having this occasion but dunno the backsatge setup and preparation. haha now i know already.. </span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;">Eh not bad hor got pple take our photo when we are out to different temple doing praying loh.. some more post on net ok!! hahaha later will link all the part for you guys to see see look look!!!</span></div><div align="center"><br /><br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br /><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"><strong><em>Cool Take a short preview on 福德坛纪念日!!!</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226508666042742386" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhJ8Mb6dnI/AAAAAAAAAGA/iW5LWdZKgEI/s200/P1060387.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhExOBmILI/AAAAAAAAAFI/R5BQ5wA6Acc/s1600-h/IMAGE_083.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226502979932528818" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhExOBmILI/AAAAAAAAAFI/R5BQ5wA6Acc/s320/IMAGE_083.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><strong><em>Short intro ya...</em></strong></span></div><br /><br /><p align="left"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><strong><em>Dun jus see the 5 flats looks so simple ah.. the are very important to a temple like us!!<br />Without them hard to do work ah!! hahaha...</em></strong></span></p><p align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff6600;"></span></em></strong> </p><br /><p align="left"></p><p align="left"></p><p align="left"></p><p align="left"></p><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226503533116402194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhFRay6KhI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/dS_KOQz2NYE/s400/IMAGE_084.jpg" border="0" /> <strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">See This... Everything IS D.I.Y ok!!!</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226504479722442002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhGIhLYDRI/AAAAAAAAAFY/f-lF8HN-88k/s400/IMAGE_085.jpg" border="0" /> <p align="center"> <strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">Cool Right!!!</span></em></strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></p><p align="center"></p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226504483558512546" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhGIvd916I/AAAAAAAAAFg/j2nk3p4dz08/s400/IMAGE_086.jpg" border="0" /> <p align="center"> <span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><strong><em>This is the 5 that i said cannot dun have them haha!!</em></strong></span><br /><br /><br /><br /></p><p align="center"><br /></p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226504481428888050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhGIniOWfI/AAAAAAAAAFo/MtCT0vrYUts/s400/IMAGE_091.jpg" border="0" /> <p align="center"> <strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Wahoo... Look at this!! all of this were distibute not equally to us to eat!! sob sob!!</em></span></strong></p><p align="center"></p><p align="center"></p><br /><br /><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6600cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226504486596364338" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhGI6yPyDI/AAAAAAAAAFw/3LoK9INZ7U8/s400/IMAGE_092.jpg" border="0" /></span></em></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6600cc;">This.. CAnnot Play PLay!! Bosses Are Boess!! Dun Offend them!! If not.. BEware!!!</span></em></strong></p><br /><br /><p></p><br /><br /><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">Introducing Of Characters!!!</span></em></strong><br /><br /></p><br /><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226512865624602658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhNwpGQOCI/AAAAAAAAAGI/Q1Htm7WOtaM/s400/DSC00363.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc0000;">The Famous Five</span></em></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc0000;"></span></em></strong><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc0000;">Yellow Ranger: Ah Hao Green Ranger: Ah Tiang <span style="font-size:78%;">( Temp forget the name)</span> Pink Ranger: Ah Boy </span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#cc0000;">White Ranger: Ah Yong Black Ranger: Ah Wei</span></p><br /><p align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></p><br /><p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226512870860500178" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhNw8mlrNI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/4uXgUXjNPys/s400/DSC00366.JPG" border="0" /><strong><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">中壇元帥: Uncle Keng</span></em></strong><br /></p><br /><p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226512869001613874" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhNw1rZUjI/AAAAAAAAAGY/4bCf6XPZn3A/s400/DSC00922.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">莲花三太子: Ah Hua</span></strong></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226512873176502722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhNxFOxEcI/AAAAAAAAAGg/6okLWJDvcD8/s400/DSC00920.JPG" border="0" /></span></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">善财童子: Ah Huang Aunty</span></strong></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226512872195643106" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhNxBk6VuI/AAAAAAAAAGo/-V4lBe_7Xo4/s400/DSCN4090.JPG" border="0" /></span></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">齐天大圣: Ah Yuan</span></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong> </p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226516902442985570" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhRbnawaGI/AAAAAAAAAGw/eQs-zOWA0OU/s400/P1060468.JPG" border="0" /></span></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">大爷伯: Ah Yuan 二爷伯: Ah Hua</span></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></strong> </p><p align="center"><strong><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226516902457622690" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SIhRbnePwKI/AAAAAAAAAG4/9Ws9H5vBwXI/s400/P1060723.JPG" border="0" /></span></strong></p><p align="center"><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">Without them Our Temple will not be Happening.</span></em> </p><p align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"><strong><em>福德坛 S4</em></strong></span></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">S1: Ah kiat Daddy S2: Ah teak Uncle</span></em></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> S3: Ah sieh Uncle S4: Simon aka Pa ni</span></em></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">Numbering are not ranking cos they are difficult to rank!!</span></em></strong></p><p align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">HAHA!!</span></em></strong></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8041766012942326708?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-83590516970930332482008-06-02T22:46:00.003+08:002008-06-03T01:14:32.900+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Hmm.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Today started work at 10 and ends at 530... Jus a shortly 7 hrs work but it seems like i being thru a week today... again worker giving problem.. hai.. when can i had a smooth working days leh?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Mdm soh again.. hard to communicate with her.. She always so impatient when comes to talking and getting information... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">cant blame them also lah... anyway forget about work liao so boring when come to think of it :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Happen to read thru friends blog today.. Esther dun thank mi too much ya.. the truth is that i didnt do anything but jus telling you my past... dun wan to see you go into my ex path too mah :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">too stress n tired to write le :P tml still another stressing day to go.. hope everything will be fine tml :P</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8359051697093033248?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-19705394515706230042008-06-01T23:45:00.003+08:002008-06-02T00:26:15.037+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Backy!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Friday till today.. finally squeeze some of my time out to update myself :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Start off with the journey from friday..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Very relax but still tiring in term on mental.. Finally my aunty sum got complained.. no choice got to kick her out already.. Sad.. A very nice lady who are willing to work for you but too bad she got some unknow temper!! haha stupid .. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Finally we got company meeting again yeah!! Sound so real and gd haha but Sound like onli ah.. Onli two pple are involve in the meeting.. Thomas and me haha.. when to bugis one of the cafe settled there with a cup of ice chocolate :P yum YUm!! Same old things going thru acc thingy plus reviewing out job details... </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">stress x stress = stress sq.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">NExt week damn busy liao got many worker things to resolve.. haizzz....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Finally off work at 4 plus if im not wrong..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">went home bath slp awhile as night time still got to "work"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">instead of "working" for S 11 for this "Career" i work for blessing for all pple that know me:P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">"sia la.. CAreer sia" Got so kua zhang ma!!! haha</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">SAt was a busy day too cos our temple are moving off to new location at beach rd :P feel happy and glad that finally can get a place which is much more convience for doing "work" the onli disadvantages is that THERE IS NO TOILET!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">PAck things from joo chiat there then ready to move to new place for some decorative work :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Sway sway!! HEavy down pour from sky!! Damn heavy one loh... NO choice got stuck there for few hours.. time got delayed.. boring :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">there are two stupid idiot haha dun wan to mention who when doing the spraying of back wall,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Guess that maybe they inhalt tomuch of the spray paint which make them too damn high to think normally.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Can i ask if u get blue n green colour mix together it will turn yellow or blue plus yellow will turn green? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">can that two idiot pls ans to this qns true of false.. hahha bloody blur high cock!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">busy here busy there and due to the rain we end our decorative works at 11 plus... Of cos that was not end of the day ok.. rush home bath then went out to fren's uncle funeral... after that too went down to Jazz Pub :P NO choice ah Boss there wan to treat me some "Apple Juice" for some thnk yyou thing ah... Eh not bad loh i control till very ok one loh nv drink many many loh.. but still left there a 4 plus in the morning!! tired sia .. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Yeah finally sunday!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">WOke up at 9 plus this morning.. damn tired but still got to pull myself up from bed as today is the official date for moving all the goddness statue.. So afraid that i will be late then i target myself to leave home early..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">ANd guess wat!! im the 1st one to be there.. follow by a few min later, all member start to arrive. as usual loh lorry came onli faster load up and move off loh~~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">everything for today went smoothly as in no rain plus not sunny enough and all arrangement for the food for prayer arrived on time.. shiok>> one time finial all :P but onli at the process of prayer thing got slight delay lah :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">Still feel very energtic and i also dunno why untill the part of drilling holes on wall... damn shag one loh.. bloody wall so hard that after the drilling my hand still shaking :P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">after that really shag le. used up all energy in forcing hole on the wall haha.....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">here do do there do do.. at last thing final at 9 plus to 10 bah..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">really worn off liao..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ccffff;">now lying on bed like salted fish like tat... waiting for the Z monster to attack mi :P </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1970539451570623004?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-60839901306526463972008-05-29T15:11:00.003+08:002008-05-29T15:28:20.340+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Early in the morning got the new from Victor!! Case close with 3.7k fine plus 2 year disqualification on driving :P Consider lucky or too heavy in punishment? guess Blessed loh :P no need to get free stay in "chalet" for few day few night can le right :P keke</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">TOday rushing out for 3 job with my aunty eng!! DUCK LEG ENG haha :P smoothly with finish all out cleaning service without any sweat!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">TOo bad for today recieve many complain from my clients...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Mdm soh cant rem well.. dunno how to help her too.. With her health concern, wanted to gave her more job but scare that her hypertension sickness may cos her trouble.. nv gave her much job but she claim that she earn not enough :P HOw n what to do leh??</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">lost!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">one more case is Aunty B.Y...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Actually got many complain form client already but i jus dunno how to start this topic to her.. scare that will offended her as she always thinks that every of my client likes her and she claims herself was doing very well and clean that all clients praise her!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Oh my god!! of cos will client complain to those got no power one mah?? ans is no loh.. in the end we got the shit and yet hard to start telling her off!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">bo bian who ask aunty B.Y has some special relationship between me that i dun wan anything too happen when see each other at there will feel awkwards!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Pray hard that god will help me out for this special case :P</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">WAh lau...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">today Aunty siew kheng brought her daughter to work.. Aiyo Her daughter jus got out form hospital last week as she got high fever. Fever come n goes.. today heard from one of my staff that she brought her daughter to work i got shock.. but if she brought her along but she not sick is ok loh... she brought her out to work plus some more she is sick.. kena "mo tan" haiyo... call mi mah can arrange off day for u mah!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Lucky today still able to saw her at work place and manage to send her back home together with her daughter.. if not sure guilty one loh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Guess that if i dun admit that getting old also cannot laio... mix with aunty uncle too long liao ah started to think like them also haha... old and traditional way of thinking!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc9933;">Poor thing my dad is sick today!! not say sick lah jus dunno what happen to him leg pain like tat.. when walking also like limp limp like tat.. heart ache... hope he recover fast oh.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6083990130652646397?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-41893748649586183192008-05-28T15:32:00.003+08:002008-12-10T10:32:53.738+08:00<div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lhu06_KI/AAAAAAAAAEg/fsBuwL-oH3k/s1600-h/DSC00155.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205329418443750562" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lhu06_KI/AAAAAAAAAEg/fsBuwL-oH3k/s320/DSC00155.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><blockquote><p align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffcc00;">Yesterday was thomas birthday!! Haha old already ah!! Once again we are<br />back to jazz for celebration!! Look how enjoy they are :P Spot any monkey behind<br />them???</span><br /></p></blockquote><div align="center"><br /></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lhu06_LI/AAAAAAAAAEo/AIPCnWR1hNU/s1600-h/DSC00156.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205329418443750578" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lhu06_LI/AAAAAAAAAEo/AIPCnWR1hNU/s320/DSC00156.JPG" border="0" /></a> <blockquote><p align="center"><span style="color:#ff6600;">Now who are the monkey behind haha!!</span></p></blockquote><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lh-06_MI/AAAAAAAAAEw/QbtHLkaWRcs/s1600-h/DSC00153.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205329422738717890" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lh-06_MI/AAAAAAAAAEw/QbtHLkaWRcs/s320/DSC00153.JPG" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> <blockquote><p align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#3366ff;">Lovely family Photo!!! hahaha!!</span></p></blockquote></span><p align="center"><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/SD0Lie06_NI/AAAAAAAAAE4/iPAQse7XkGQ/s1600-h/DSC00153.JPG"></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Drink Drank Drunk haha tiring night again.. <br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4189374864958618319?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-86410465255145404812008-04-12T18:30:00.004+08:002008-04-12T18:54:50.145+08:00Finally!! Got the chance to slack a bit again :P<br /><br />Lately Had been busy with work.. New contract plus many call in from new worker after publishing ad in newspaper.. ANyway its so stupid as in busy for nothing for the past few daya or i shld say weeks :P<br /><br />Oh ya!! During my period of "bo Eng" I got my driving licence :P haha happy like fuck!!! got it after 2nd attemp!! Now i got that stupid id already.. :P~ next target is to get a car!! By right shld be able to get it but too bad i nv summit any income tax nor cpf for the past year.. hai...<br />Next year haha shld be able to!!!<br /><br />NOw i still need more focus to earn as much as possible cos i got many thing to clear.. HOpe that it goes well with my current planning!!!!<br /><br />I think i had finally reach me new stages of life already.. Feeling alone.. alone as in not those bgr alone.. I should had realise it long time ago but jus running away from it... Nowadays life seems like abit boring:P<br />Movie, coffee and window shopping seems fading fast away from me. Besides work, my home, "sheng tan" and that 2ND HOME :P where else can you spot me? Standing still at middle of the mountain, solving own problem and cracking brain juice to get to the peak of the mountain. Stressful.. tiring..<br />Those place that i use to feel so relax and comfort were no longer in my mind.. guess that after my long tiring day of work, a mug of chilled beer are best for me.. jus cant escape out of the shadow voice from the beer!!!<br />THose friends that used to hanging out around seems like no longer around too.. each of us has our own work and problem to solve now.. those who are single before now attached, those that are attached before, some are still on healing stage and the other buried them self in work.. (refering to me?) SHIT!! :P haha..<br /><br />well well well... wat to do ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8641046525514540481?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-69026489514756908692008-03-15T11:54:00.002+08:002008-03-15T13:26:03.633+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">I told myself not to drink anymore but kept hearing voices "come drink me.. come drink me.." In the end, i got hook up by the voices and drag me back to the world of alcohol again.. Come to think that today wasnt a working day so can drink a bit loh... :P</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Had tried my very best not to drink during working days already :P Very happy for myself that my determination is still that strong. During the week, voice kept calling me, drinking kaki called me yet i still can push it away :P this means that i stil got hope and medicine to cure!! haha...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">By the way i was very happy about my performance this week!! I keep myself discipline to work and finish what ever job to be done by a day without dragging to another day :P No wonder i felt so relief after work yesterday. Finally is weekend and rest well so that can make further movement :P Jia you oh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">last night i finished my "hunki" forget to buy.. shit man !! Today im going to be a good boy haha!! if today can tahan not to smoke then the day after tml also try to tahan... then everyday keep tahan keep tahan :P</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Last night i was in the world of alcohol again.. the onli thing different is that, last night i use my so called drunken eye to see the surrounding... And i rewind myself back to those days that i was swimming in the alcohol pool... Is alcohol a form of relaxing drink or is a form of temp. medicine for those trying to forget something. Maybe only a small percentage of pple will treat it as a relaxing drink...</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">For those who drink drank drunk hows the feeling? :P today i might forget thing that i dun wan to rem or trying to run away from facts but tml wake up the problem still there.. And did you ever think back wat you had done or wat have you said and how much have u drank til drunk? When ever i got myself into super high, that is when i felt myself dreaming already... the next day i woke up, im trying to catch back wat i had done wat i had said.. Very difficult to rememder.. is like many flash back of short scene keep popping out in your mind and sometime you might have doubt in yourself too:P</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">酒后的世界很复杂。。。 有人认为是天堂，有人认为是地狱。。酒后人人找到了自己，懂得去放松，懂得开怀大笑，胆量也稍为多了一点点。当你完全忘我的时候，也是酒魔来找你的时候了。。不知不觉你会发现手脚开始不听话了，就连你不想说的话也会渐渐的说出来。酒，刚开始下喉的时候是天堂，不懂得控制是地狱。。</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">谁比谁还厉害喝真的有那么重要吗？是不是很厉害喝酒的人才会受到酒脚的肯定？是不是很厉害喝酒的人才能够耍帅？</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;">以前我倒觉得是对的。。后来慢慢发现全都很无聊，又浪费钱。。把酒一下子喝到完然后又一下子把它吐出来。。好像不是花钱买酒而是花钱买苦。。</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc0000;">长大了。。成长了。。会想了。。要懂得。。要记得。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-6902648951475690869?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-89782415695217969962008-03-10T23:04:00.003+08:002008-12-10T10:32:53.839+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R9VQ8mj8e2I/AAAAAAAAAEY/yRza9p832-s/s1600-h/Photo056.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176132348805938018" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R9VQ8mj8e2I/AAAAAAAAAEY/yRza9p832-s/s200/Photo056.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">Long Time.. Very long Time... But im Back again!! </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">ThIs Time rouNd lets get into serious mattter...</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">LAst SATURDAy 8 of March!! </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">Was My LAst time Living In the WorlD of Alcohol!!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">Other then Important Function that cant escape and fridayly night work,</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">no other can force me to Stay in the world of alcohol anymore!!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">TArget by april either to stop smoking or smoke less then hopely to quit!!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ffff99;">New Life, New Work, New thing to learn and New world to help out!!!</span></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8978241569521796996?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-91521077746694172152008-02-12T17:37:00.000+08:002008-02-12T17:49:06.050+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">Happy new year everyone and also sorry everyone...</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">Lately had been busy doing shopping, cleaning up houses and as well as my work thats why stopped blogging for a period of time..</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">Well CNY already lo!!! but wheres the mood!! haha now a days CNY getting more and more boring already.. Still rem when i was young, ITs so fun and keep looking forward for another cny or hoping that holidays can be abit more longer. Now CNY is jus a normal sat and sun to me.. IF got the chance to slp more i will :P</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">ALrite!! so Hows ang bao leh? :( not really that gd ah!! ECONOMIC lah!! last time $2 a ang bao very happy liao right.. now $2 dollar u see onli u curse in ur own heart liao "wha!! knn!! which miao one dare to put $2 dollar inside" haha dun tell me u nv think that way ah!! money face!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">THis rat year wasnt a gd year for me!! 2nd day of chinese new year i got punched by some one!! so angry angry angry that i... Haha nvm over already.. only those at the scene one know!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">Start working already.. so boring but still need to continue.. alot of mood and feeling still haven really adjust back.. hopefully can get myself straight on road as soon as possible... </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">THat trip over was a very painful one :P</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ffff00;">get i got to go rest already!! tonight burning midnight oil!! anyone wanna join me???</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-9152107774669417215?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-24233385565068350902008-01-27T02:41:00.000+08:002008-01-27T02:58:31.970+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Some say good but some say bad.. So what do you think?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Knowing urself and others pple future.. does it really a good thing? How do you wan to help your friend if u knowing that they are not in the correct path? directly tell them? hint them?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Will they really believe in you? will they listen to our advise? or likewise they have their own thinking? will you put them into a difficult spot and set them in lost?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Recently felt very bothered by it.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>wanted to help by i guess it become worst!! haha.. is it the way i put it or they got the wrong meaning of it.. REalising that each and everyone got it own perspective viewing.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>A advise is gd if they use it wisely but if it turn out to be like wise then you will set someone in a lost.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Now my worries got even more as i dunno how long will we last.. things start to be come like i did more then u and u did less then me yet you complaining using other reason to say me that im not doing well.. This is what will haven if the thinking of both are not in the right channel.. HOw how how.. Someday and somehow i will need to move on.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#cc9933;"><em>Wat now i will bless the one.. bless the one that one want and the one happiness:</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2423338556506835090?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-33977557187342640292008-01-26T17:28:00.000+08:002008-01-26T17:36:26.988+08:00Yeah yeah spring cleaning time!!! During working hour i clean off duty i also clean!!<br />Am i still a designer anymore??<br />Chinese New year round the corner already.. Did you do your own spring cleaning? if not pls drop me a msg haha i can help you in the cleaning service but u got to pay :P<br />Blog also can earn money mah.. A form of advertising :P<br />Today fiinished up all the window then tomolo start to paint my livving room :P then next week start to wash my own kittchen and or other places.. Phew!! Shag sia!!!<br />TOday is my god grandpa birthdaay.. Tot of not atteding to it as i got many washing to do but god ma said that might be the last wish of his to see us happily gather tonight.<br />Hmm got this msg from them is like no comment.. Cant bare to turn down the invitation..<br />so Go enjoy myself tonight then tomolo then xiong xiong loh :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3397755718734264029?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-42203561903878162452008-01-24T21:30:00.000+08:002008-01-25T02:12:35.643+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc00;"><em>Yeeww.. huu...<br /><br />Did anyone missed me??<br /><br />DAmn probably not!! haha Seems like my blog had gone for holiday for few weeks yaa.. So sorry ah Busy busy with work mah!!<br /><br />Well after spending off our ANG MO new year and there comes our chinese new year liao oh!! Any more regrets or things that you guy haven settle down yet? Faster settle it oh as after this CNY, we are really into a Brand New year already oh!!!<br /><br />As for me, im still struggling to get back all my mood to start off fresh without any gd excuse for me to laid back.. Facing many crisis now but yet i cant give up!! not till my last breath :P<br /><br />After since many incident and situation had happened on my, my focus point started to wonder off.. till now im still chasing and catching back.. I believe that i had improve alot but still need to keep in up.. I started to wonder off my mind that shld i actually diverse my main point. THinking that in the very singapore market wat can i do to boost up my business.. for all this while i was wrong.. I cant even be strong in my main line how can i be gd on the other line :P<br />Many pple are in the same trade as me but how come some of them survive and some of them failed. those that failed because they try to be number one!! why wanna fight for number one but not trying to fight for how to survive well in the market... many pple assume that in this market of singapore big fishes eat small fishes.. but now i come to sense that it is wrong!! the real situation is that fishes that swim fast eat the small fishes!! TIME!! that wats is all about in this market..<br />WoW!! when i pull myself slower back, i started to realise that i grow more :P<br />Well now i only can excused myself till the period after chinese new year.. really got to fixed my focus point and start to swim faster to get the fish..<br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;"><strong>“人吃的起苦只需吃半辈子苦，人吃不起苦就得吃一辈子苦。”</strong></span><br />So no matter wat i must get back all my fighting sprit back on track.. I had gambled myself into business. Business are now part of my life.. if im down, my business will die and many other will suffer.. From now i will over see what ever thing that i suppose to... I got to give up many entertainment life..<br />2008 !!! NEW RESOLUTION!!! get back on track and fight.. I dont wan to be a big "towkay" but i wan to be a stable and steady "towkay"!!</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4220356190387816245?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-78685527392932157882008-01-12T18:31:00.000+08:002008-01-12T19:16:04.355+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>...2008 Jan 12th...</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>EXPLODED!!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>War Started!! Warfare of Leow Family already fighting.. BOmbing Here and there!! Is it safe to stay in this war zone?? Am i suppose to hide in the bomb shelter or stand in between them to stop this war!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>i had being the bomb defuser for so many time whenever is going to explode.. Now cannot stop i cant defuse le.. Everything jus exploded.. i failed my job in my position..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Everyone seems to be so tired whether they are attcking or defending and the peace maker.. Very tired.. very very tired...</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Sometime how i wish i was like my younger brother.. what ever things happened he wont know.. Cos he was not staying in this war zone for a period of time.. When u dont know anything u won't need to bother or get involve in it..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Why and how come human cant jus stay together happily.. It is because of jealous, money, or personal character? Life getting more n more dull..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Jus recover from some incident and here come another one.. A test from GOD?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Oh come on GOD.. If you treat us jus like a dummy or white mouse, Pls Take us away from this world as soon as possible rather then to give us life then torture us in such a way!! Don't you think that you gone too far already?? For those that respect you and believe in you tell you all their problem or tell you their joy but why do you jus put the problem on the other party and see is there anyother outcome? but why dun you use all their joy and happiness on you stupid project!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>SOmetime you will find that we dont cherish our life.. but who made us have that emotion and thinking? Is it you my god? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>All this while i thought i am the closest to my parent yet now my mum had a big issue yet i dunno know it!! out there eveyone tot that im the best, i think maturely, im the filial one.. They made me believe that im am one of the describtion above.. but today the exploded bomb let me see through alot of thing.. actually im not.. im jus another unfilial son.. hai.. i cant gave them wat they expected and i cant stop this family for going into war.. im not a gd brother as well.. im jus nothing.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Once again i felt that im really jus a empty shell.. im jus nothing actually.. Im not the hero nor bad guy in this family... </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Each and every one has it own family problem going on.. I'm sure that those got sandwitch in between and act like messenger will know how i feel.. Am i sad, am i sorrow or am i numb.. This family story how will it ends? will it got a gd ending or a bad ending..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Its always hard to be a gd guy.. and its always good guy get it 1st.. and always there is misunderstanding and there emerge a bad guy.. and the bad guy always got hated by others..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Messy messy messy!! messy life i got haha.. will get crazy soon !!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em>Hoping for the best now.. let wait for the stormy days to go.. after each and every stormy day beautiful rainbow will come :P </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7868552739293215788?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-59468465578174789182008-01-09T01:13:00.000+08:002008-01-09T01:34:52.158+08:00Damn it!! haha ops!! sorry i guess that i stop for a few day on blogging but the 1st thing i came back was DAMN!! haha i fail my TP.. GOT 40 point!! shit man!! damn sway loh.. 1stly got a stupid tester who was so damn irritating and 2ndly my stupid instructor unintentionally made me fail!! haha he nv put the carpet properly!!<br />But anyway nvm lah over liao haha wait till march loh. This time round really have to pass liao if not i need to retake my advance liao which is more difficult for me to pass haha.. i hate theory!!!!<br /><br />Tml one of my bro coming back from indonesia le haha so happy and glad.. looking forward to tml to meet him!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5946846557817478918?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-88900402109894209432008-01-06T01:00:00.000+08:002008-01-06T01:14:47.672+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><em>Hmm.. got so fed up with myself for the pass 2 weeks!! !stly i got sore throat.. after recovered from that i had bad coughing till today.. got sleepless night nowadays cos keep on coughing!! tried all the cough drop but still the same.. so irritated by it.. dunno when will recover!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><em></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8890040210989420943?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-43210248276677737862008-01-04T00:52:00.000+08:002008-01-04T00:59:07.696+08:002008!! NOt really a gd start!! I had been moving forward for all this time yet when im moving forward, i had being pushed backward. Many thing started to flash back just all out of sudden.. i Didnt wan it to happen but it just come straight to my mind all out of sudden!! Counldnt do much but just got to let it come naturally and harm me naturally..<br />BUt I WILL OVER COME IT!!<br />2008 jan 04.. 12 54 a.m new revolution had activated!! green light on!! Action speck louder than words.. im going to prove my standard of work to all of you.. Bare it and if u cant take it just fuck it!! hahaha!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4321024827667773786?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-14603170172489610352008-01-01T16:12:00.000+08:002008-01-01T20:27:28.022+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>Happy New year!!!</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>New year new hope!! New year new revolution!! 2008 will be a hard working year for me and want to score as many as possible!! Lets make it happening!!! Forcus and Concentrade :P</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>Gain weight Gain weight.. ever since i lost weight again!! haha shit.. Time table for my daily planning !!</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>Last night went out to god sis place.. Its her celebration of her birthday. An early celebration for her. Well i met alot of interesting pple over there like god ma ma, grandpa and the most interesting person was the japanese girl haha.. She is like to innocent where by got tease by us also smile and joke with us.. Hard to explain in words, but this is my first time went up to her place but i felt so close to them just like a family. We sing we drink we joke we eat!! Full of joy and laughter!! Hope to join them again on the next gathering :P</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>After that , went down to Jazz pub for a short party.. Well very soon the party still got to end.. My last party or shld i said my last havoc night will had to stop here too already!! </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>My promise my goal my revolution got to make it come true!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#66cccc;"><em>HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1460317017248961035?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-25766629473316282212007-12-31T14:18:00.000+08:002007-12-31T14:38:36.351+08:00<em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">Gd day everyone!! Last day of 2007 already have you got any conclusion for your past result on this year? haha For those who are doing well hope will can do better on this coming year and for those who are still struggling out there, please dont give up as your love ones, family members, friends and others haven given you up yet :P I might be a stranger to you but still i wun give you up:P I believe if anyone got the heart of striving towards goal, you can do it :P</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">Supposed to turn up to my primary school gathering on sat night but too busy for me to rush there. Our gathering was at the coasta sand beside the Downtown east. I missed the fun that night. there is gift exchange party going on, 20 plus over primary school mate was there but i missed it. last night went down to join them.. haha no doubt not all school mates were there but it ok. we had a majong session till morning where the bird are hunting for food already. I lost money!! haha not much anyway..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">Hmm.. this few day were very bad for me.. had been coughing badly since my sore throat had recovered.. Make me lost appetitide!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">Rach home about 7 plus.. shut down myself for awhile then went out to work already.. hmm.. Seems like now im the one who are not awaken yet!! am I!! or am I not!! or is it that last time you are not awaken yet u dun feel anything about me but now when u awaken already and working atitude are back then you feel that im not doing well? or am i realy not doing well? haha myth canot be tell.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">anyway good also!! let work hard together n score them with flyong colour!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffcc33;">HURRAy!! WELCOME 2008 !!!</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2576662947331628221?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-39224830713077709522007-12-30T13:31:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:54.281+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R3cujFjqDQI/AAAAAAAAAEE/zLZFSWKVbqI/s1600-h/P5180034.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149635879243484418" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R3cujFjqDQI/AAAAAAAAAEE/zLZFSWKVbqI/s200/P5180034.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>去的视线</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>留在笑容的尽头</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>回忆牵手</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>挡不住</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>抚摸我脸颊的温度 </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>昨天的回睦</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>多么美好的记忆</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>没有细雨的驻足</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>没有风沙的迷离</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>没有卷起落叶的飘零</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>不曾飞进</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>我们手指与手指间的</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>缝隙之中</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>一切回忆</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>与你有关的痕迹</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>都在那些</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>飘满雪的冬季</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>绣刻成冰冻的记忆</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>随风化进</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>时间的年轮里 </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>泪水没有</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>早已为你流走</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>变做记忆与回忆</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc33cc;"><em>留给我捧在双手</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3922483071307770952?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-58539477035524384512007-12-29T01:56:00.000+08:002007-12-29T02:30:54.846+08:00Today first half of the day was a very bad one... Early morning woke up and felt so sick!! Had a bad sore throat plus coughing is killing me!! That was not the worst case :P met up one of my worker at eunos with my partner.. Just all out of sudden argurment broke.. Hmm.. there is some misunderstanding out there with my partner and worker.. got so fed up man!! Got to deal with my bad throat already very irritated worst still got stop there conversation half way as i don't like to see sure bad sight too..<br />After running job site at this some where around macpherson, we rushed down to pandan ave job site and that was the most tiring among our job.. On the way there, i started to say out alot of problems that we are facing and of cos many confession started to come out from both of us.. Well it was a good chat before we start of our work.. Now that things that i need to say or advise i had already voice out.. the rest of the thing is depends on him :P<br />Felt very relief after that and also while working doesnt felt any barrel in me any more... Gd sign gd sign.. Whaoo.. today drove all the way from west area back to east area haha shiok!! We drop by the entertainment centre at this kallang.. Newly open shopping mall with ice skating, Kbox, cinema, and gaming center.. not much thing that actually can attract pple there or maybe is just some of the shop are still vacant :P drop by there for luch that move out to our last destination which was at aljunied area.<br />Went to temple with him today.. taught him how to actually medidate.. a very useful way of calming urself down when you feel very tight up..<br />Tiring tiring day.. reached home about 4 plus, i Drop dead again..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5853947703552438451?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-37885238195994955112007-12-27T22:39:00.000+08:002007-12-27T23:33:10.846+08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Once there was a mice.. A blind mice.. He was trying very hard to find out where on earth was the cheese and even tot that everyone had taken or snatch his cheese away from him..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>He complain to heaven angrily.. Why on earth you blinded me and now making everyone to take all the cheese away from me!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>The fact is that the cheese are already around him but just he was blinded and start to complain and devoted in searching for his one and only cheese.. Because he was so eager and anxious to look for that piece of cheese, he forgotten to slow down and take a look around..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Life.. we tend to search for the one or the thing that we are craving for without noticing actually things are already there for us if jus that we are to fast in looking forward..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>People come and go, Once things are done it cannot be undo.. Let nature take the place instead of force it to take place.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Heaven had arrange each and everyone to meet once and to make someone hurts once.. For you to realise and to understand who you are looking and searching for the future.. if you misunderstand the will of heaven for arranging such a meeting, you will start to blame why are you so cruel.. Bad things happen upon us we always push the blame to others. Why start blaming other instead of realising is the one belong to you?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Heaven too arranged many bumpy road down the life for us.. Family, Career, Friends etc. is the matter of how we face the fact and learn from the facts.. Yes i admit i do complain haha but things might be different now ever since last tuesday night :P </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Realising now wasnt too late for me.. have you realise that? are you still rushing and pushing all your way to find the thing or the person?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>2007!! I met a few people that really changes my life and made me realise how life should be carried on with a smile.. the one that make me realise who should i look for in future and the group of pple that helps pple around that makes me feel so ease and comfort in helping out others out there.. and of cause is this group of pple made mi realise life is so wonderful.. My goal and inspiration come from this pple that i had newly met in year 2007.. Thanks to everyone even you once step into and walk out of my life.. Thanks!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Now what i need to do before 2007 end, is to tune up my health.. seems like i had forgotten how to sleep since then.. Need to sleep early, eat fully and work hard but play hard too:P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em>Gd Nite!!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ffff99;"><em></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3788523819599495511?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-87696071822754373952007-12-27T12:59:00.000+08:002007-12-27T13:37:52.206+08:00<em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">4 more day to 2008..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">2007 am I good enough..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">1) Am I hardworking enough?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">ans: Nope.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">2) Do i Spent alot of time on entertainment rather then work?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">ans: Yes.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">3) Do i have Regrets?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">ans: Yes, i had many.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">4) Is the goal and target that you set had accomplished?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;">ans: No. Not a single one.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">Whao.. Enough of Qns already.. So much negative remarks.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">Last night i got a very real dream.. i dreamt of her.. i guess that really time to let go already.. can imagine that i woke up after the dream my tears roll down jus like wat happen in the dream.. Not sad but yet sorrow.. Time and fate arranged such a wonderful partner for me once.. now is time to already liao :P </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">New goal and target are setting up now for me.. Attitude and mentally got to re-adjust or tune to another frequency.. starting to keep and pack all sour, sweet, bitter and hot memories in the memories box and move on, strive on, kick off on the coming 2008..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">Push harder next year.. Dont think too much nonsense.. change working style.. Got to be aggressive.. Hope everyone working with me will understand me.. haha.. especially .. haha nothing :P</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;">No time to fool around till i get all my thing settle once and for all.. a last try buck up.. Anymore Mistake or misunderstanding and that it.. A must to stop drinking for 2008.. i must try to stop smoking.. haha hope i can for this two.. what ever it is.. jia you jia you.. </span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8769607182275437395?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-32157326968344031902007-12-25T03:12:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:54.452+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R3B_2FjqDNI/AAAAAAAAADc/rSifPitL1JU/s1600-h/4120327_275a2ab679.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5147754941265874130" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R3B_2FjqDNI/AAAAAAAAADc/rSifPitL1JU/s200/4120327_275a2ab679.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Merry Chirstmas to Everyone out there and may all your dream and wish will come true !!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Another year of x'mas had arrived.. is it a very merry christmas to me, maybe yes and maybe no.. Look happy yet lonely no doubt there is a bunch of havoc buddies hanging around with me.. Wishing and hoping were just another wrong intention for me.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>At this very point of time, i got the picture very clear and sharp.. No longer will happened again.. From the begining of that day i should know.. yet still i'm cheating and bluffing myself.. Well really had to pack up my tent and instead of waiting miracle to drop by why not i create miracle.. Holding on is gd but holding on to somethingthat dont belongs to you is no gd and not heathy..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Year 2008 will be arriving soon in just coming week.. New Year New revolution!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>To push my limit up to another level.. Thinking back of time, since starting on 2007 i felt that i achieve nothing but wasting of many precious time.. I turned lazy and become slacker that i dun even care much on my work. I still work but for the seek of working.. Now that i'm running my own business with my partner i need to buck up myself. To learn new things and accomplish new things.. I want to break my own barrel of restriction!! I want to make a big turning point at this point of time so that i can prepared myself with a new set of newly gear up attitude and working method. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>I had goals and target to reach now.. to reach my expected salary and a more comfortable life i had to change.. 24 yrs old now.. no doubt i am a boss now but do i really look like a boss or shld i said do i act like a boss?? The ans was no.. I want to change the ans in 3 month time..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>to clear evething once and for all..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Earns towards my goals.. and everything will be as fine as usual..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3215732696834403190?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-6950532299980420072007-12-23T22:23:00.000+08:002007-12-23T23:20:56.391+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Whats going on today :P Felt so strange.. Woke up in the morning get myself ready and prepared to work.. haha maybe was yesterday, my partner was late.. over slept :P Its ok can understand.. Suppose to meet him at 11 a.m but change to 1130 later.. went out breakfast with mum at same time asking him to join us for the breakfast :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Surprisingly i saw one of my buddy at the market place where we were having breakfast :P Don't really chat much at there as me and my partner are moving off to interview some of our new workers :P No choice, Had to chat up with him tml..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>A very daring day today as i drove all the way throughout the whole journey.. from bedok to Lor. chuan and many other places.. haha better dont get caught as my TP test are really round the corner.. 2 out of 4 worker, 2 successfully got thru the interview.. which actually lightening half of our work load. But still the major one still need to interview some other worker.. Hopefully can ge some worker to take over the work.. Anyway 2 successful candidate doesnt mean they can really help.. whether are they up to the job still yet to know.. Pray hard and Pray hard :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Finally everything ends at 330 p.m.. consider off for work le :P yeah!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Tot going out to get X'mas present for tml party but really very very tired tht i fell asleep on my sofa.. :P another drop dead incident happen again haha.. Alot of planning needed to be fix for this coming week.. really pack on my schedule.. Have to plan my man power well so that things wont get hiccup.. Need to show and guild some of my new member to their job site too..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Guess that today i got attack by the monster call moody again.. hmm..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>Really still hurts alot when come to think of it.. Anyway it just come naturally which i cant even stop it :P Sometime i am wondering how well is she now or what is she doing at this period of time.. does she know that in a corner of this world there is some one missing her badly out there.. All this was just something that calm myself down.. telling myself maybe she knows but jus she had diffculties in responding.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em>well still living in some kind of strange world right now.. :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9900;"><em></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-695053229998042007?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-92212362254879350602007-12-23T01:24:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:54.610+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R21ONljqDMI/AAAAAAAAADU/9i3a-JAe97A/s1600-h/IMAGE_019.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5146855944481279170" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R21ONljqDMI/AAAAAAAAADU/9i3a-JAe97A/s200/IMAGE_019.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Gd very the morning to everyone that read my Blog!! </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Busy and tiring day!! Early morning woke up and 9 plus which last night i slept at 4 a.m.. Start working lo!! When all the way down to yishun to do some cleaning works over there.. very shag and zombie feel.. haha lucky this stupid house not that big :P but the owner of the house were very strange.. Kept disturbing us in doing out clean works.. Telling us to do this and to do that as if we are new in this market.. What the hell!! haha but overall still ok lah.. a very nice owner :P</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">After cleaning when back home do a bit of house cleaning then drop dead to slp for an hour.. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Today at 1730 hrs, there was a very important client to meet.. A so call new project for our friendly supplies which can actually boost up our sales and bring us up to another level.. If this project are to be awarded to us, i'm sure alot of things might change.. A very big turning point which i hope that it can be awarded to us.. But come to think, it need alot of brain storming and thing to be done.. can aford to make any mistakes as one mistakes might be able to "kill" us hahha.. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">After appointment, we went for a walk at bugis.. realising that today is a saturday yet we are not out there neither window shopping nor shopping for X'mas.. we are actually waiting for time to past and waiting for our next cleaning session at bugis here.. When can i really had a chance to shop without worries leh?? right now at this moment im sitting in the resturant facing my computer and waiting for my working to get the job done.. X'mas coming round the corner.. next coming week.. Lucky that still got many friends around.. if not it will be a lonely X'mas already haha.. almost i think 5 to 6 yrs spending X'mas with friends already.. looking forward to someone which is more then friend.. haha boring..</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Oh ya!! felt glad and happy for my elder that he had got his house next year march.. Final he had the luck already haha.. hmm.. Can tell that to setup a own family are not really that easy.. alot of money and effort must invest in.. Living in singapore really very hard.. expenses are getting more n more high and the money value are getting more n more tiny..</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">A grown up child like me starting to get worried abput my future already.. haha will i get stuck in the middle of the living standard in singapore :P</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">No choice.. take one step at a time and stay focus on the road just to make sure got to make a right turn at each and every junction!!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-9221236225487935060?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-59235895485859210782007-12-21T00:43:00.001+08:002007-12-21T08:47:46.526+08:00<em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Gd MidNight my pal!! :P TOday Morning When out to Pay my respect to my erm.. Should i call him shi fu or shi xiong? What ever which i address him but he will be the one that i can respect and learn from him although i didnt really get to learn anything from him.. but the way of his learning and helping out the needs, i felt that i really respect him and hope that time could turn back and i can be able to learn things from him :P</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Time is short and you wont know when you will be leaving this world.. so stay positive thinking and stay happy always in facing every little small or big matter.. Wondering why is that gd man also got the shortest life and how come always the bad one get to leave longer :P.. Got a buddy too had this feeling same like me too haha but what to do maybe this is the fact and this made life more puzzled and interest as the rest of the pple will get to see and guess how the ending of the bad guy can be :P</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Today.. erm i should say yesterday was a holiday but to me it seems like not.. i'm tired and worn out.. but yet i still got to work.. No choice if i dont work, the rest of the following week me and might be very busy and even can run all the job well.. Very tired.. One one side i had to handle my feeling and emotion well so that i can be able to cope with my life but on the other hand i do need to work and n cope with my business.. Ever since i was 14, i started working till now, Not even a holiday seems like a holiday to me.. But onli the ubin trip, no doubt is a short trip but really a very enjoyable and a very relaxing trip that i felt i really enjoy and felt peace like i nv had before.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Life.. haha need to go through many stages of mistake and lesson... hmmm.. i'm tired.. just wanna have a peaceful life.. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Today work till 5 plus or 6.. HOLIDAY WOR!!! haha no choice.. Tomorrow erm which is i think today, A very busy day and a very important day to me.. whether will it be a successful one but i still want to make it a successful one.. If manage to close this deal, Friendly supplies will rock all the way and will be able to step up to another level.. slow and steady wins the race.. clam down cool down and things will be fine and smooth.. I must i can and i will!! BUddy lets jia you tml.. Buddy i know that this few days you are jus like me during that past week but we need to buck up and stay cool and concentrade.. when you lose some thing u might gain something.. right now the thing that u lost now maybe is not more then the thing that you are gaining in future so let us strive forward our future ok..</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5923589548585921078?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-17431128662044793052007-12-20T01:22:00.000+08:002007-12-20T01:56:46.857+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Not much great things happened today.. But deep down my heart is like missing of some routine.. :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Seems like i'm a clock without batteries.. THe world is turning, days are passing and surrounding things are still keeping up their daily routine.. For me, everything do still keeping up todate but my feeling and emotion had stop running.. everything seems so dull and bored.. For once i got someone to repair my colour TV and the technician tune back all the wonderful colour but now my colour seems to have problem again.. What ever reason it is, im now back to my black and white TV.. Is there anymore Technician out there who really can solve my problem once and for all :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>This few days my buddy got some problem with his gf again.. Don't really know what had actually happened but it was so painful and pityful when i see him in this stage.. Maybe i shared the same feeling with him for time being.. BUddy.. when two person get together, it no longer a situation of one pple takes place.. if being together is so hard and torture, why so presistant to keep on holding on.. rather then holding on to it maybe if you let it go, you might feel much more better? when come to love, i realise that sacrifice play most of the role.. Human beig and so foolish that can really sacrifice their everything without any rewards back to them.. Is it that always the one the showing and putting in the most effort in a relationship will get hurt the most? Guess that we cant run away from the fact and it is true.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Buddy no matter what happens i do still respect ur decision and will be there if you needed help.. But pls bare this is mind, are you really wanted your life to be so miserable:P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Another case is that i heard from my the other buddy.. guess that now i can see the reflextion of me aready.. the more impatient your are the more sad n hurt you will be in the end..</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1743112866204479305?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-32459806397107071322007-12-19T01:49:00.001+08:002008-12-10T10:32:54.841+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2ikd1jqDLI/AAAAAAAAADM/yKqYZ5zbDys/s1600-h/Photo-0005.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5145543406770588850" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2ikd1jqDLI/AAAAAAAAADM/yKqYZ5zbDys/s200/Photo-0005.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;">Up till today, i started to realise that i still living in the past.. i tot i already forgotten about it but still im still.. hmm.. i always tot that but sub-consiously im not... Alot of short memory still flashing back.. hmm..<br />怎么会有结果是我想太多,<br />没有方向看不清楚在徘徊,<br />我知道我一定走不开,<br />漫长的路寂寞的夜,<br />在心里面哭泣的夜,<br />你明白吗..<br />只想在你的身边,<br />我没有勇气没有力气,<br />真的无法离你而去,<br />你明白吗..<br />只想在你的身边,<br />你身边说爱你..<br />Mood Swing haha... gd night !!</span></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3245980639710707132?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-16234098388841776742007-12-18T02:54:00.000+08:002007-12-18T12:46:52.469+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;"><em>Guess what?? I just finished doing all my paper work.. So tiring.. Started doing my paper work from 6 pm till now.. Finally got the chance to clear all my unfinish work ever since i'm down :P To be frank, i hated account so much that once i swear to myself during my days in secondary school that i will not touch account forever. Who knows at this moment i am looking closely into the account book.. haha.. </em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;"><em>Early morning brought two new staff to my job site showing them around and pass down all our basic skill to them.. so far so good but still i need to rush here and there for other job site and paying out payroll to worker :P whether not really that good for today as i got caught in the rain.. what the DU.. :P</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;"><em>Thought today after passing down the knowledge and skill to both our new staff they will be handy helper to friendly supplies but who know i got a call while i was doing my account. Saying that he don't wanna work for friendly supplies.. I got so fed up in some way.. BUt after understanding his situation then i guess i should forgive him bah :P</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1623409838884177674?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-14050773039596894972007-12-17T01:50:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.028+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2XHcVjqDKI/AAAAAAAAADA/yF65rmkLhus/s1600-h/_TowerOfTheKing__by_darkevi1.jpg"><span style="font-family:courier new;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5144737438977625250" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2XHcVjqDKI/AAAAAAAAADA/yF65rmkLhus/s200/_TowerOfTheKing__by_darkevi1.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /></span><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Sorry Bro and SiS, Friends and buddys.. Lap of a day On updating on my blog :P</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>From the day that i was back on my single life again, I always tot that i am alone in this world. But..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>现在我才明白，我不是寂寞的也不是孤独的。。因为每一天，每一小时，每一分钟，每一秒都有人参加了寂寞俱乐部。。 简单化也就是说每一天都有一位朋友失恋或是伤心。。</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>I'm not the worst case.. :P</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>The night before attending to my fren wedding dinner, my mum had a fight with me elder bro again.. Who can really understand me that stuck in between family affair matter.. who should i side? i'm really not sure.. what i can do is only try my very best to maintain the relationship.. 家家有本难念津。。</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Actually this few day i am in a normal mood &amp; stages.. after attending to my fren wedding dinner, i start to envy him and other happy couples out there.. why on earth they are so happy and ever lasting.. haha what to do fated loh... Shawn, i sincerely wish u all the best on ur marriage and may all best blessing goes to you :P </em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Things started to run wildly in my mind again.. a lot of qns started popping out again but yet all this qns come with no ans.. It is really very hard and compromising path to make before stepping onto the red carpet.. Love is a kind of very powerful thing on earth that can hurt someone deep and also can cure someone who was badly hurt.. How to use this tool in a way that no one will gets hurt is depend on only compromising..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Last night when dinner started, I started drinking.. my friends and i had planned to catch a movie after the dinner but last min i changed the plan. I sound out to go for a singing session.. Just felt so emotional and wanted to sing out my feeling.. Bro, thanks for following my plan and let me sang out all my feeling.. sorry that made you guys spent alont and also showing out the saddness and emotional feeling.. At least after pouring out all my feeling i felt more better..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>This morning i woke up, i got myself dress up and went to meet my drawing customer.. after meeting him, went down to 'Sheng tan' to settle out some issuses... </em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Late evening time did discuss my work ideas and method with my partner.. After doing that i got a sms from my Buddy..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Although he dun wanna say out what actually happen but i did know some thing went wrong.. Lucky his situation was not tat bad.. After chating with him, i started to think, TO love somebody, Is there a need to change the habit and lifestyle of the other party? Is true that both party had the right to change each other habit but it takes time.. Time is the major killer for life.. At that moment he gave me a feeling that .. Hmm.. Nvm :P</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>LEt it go smoothly and see the other side of the person and u will get to know how to compromise and anything..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>After a long busy day of work, fianlly got a called from (blabla) out for drink.. no doubt im very tired due to not enough sleep from previous day plus the work happen today but i sense something wasnt right.. so went out to catch up with them.. Indeed . haha.. To let go of some one is hard.. But to force yourself in letting go someone is more hard then anything.. Like once my Buddy told me jus let it go smoothly and naturally, everything will goes back to normal like the past :P There is no need to rush and do it on purpose as time will heal everything.. One door opens the other door closed.. If keep looking back at the closed door, you wont be able to know what other happiness you will recieve in future :) same goes to me.. after a that incident, i've learned.. I know what am looking for in future.. There is no right or wrong that can be measured in Love life but it helps us to grow and learned either is a mistake or a lesson.. and this learning session will be a very precious and important session that will lead you up to another level on looking into another love life.. Most important is that dont let yourself live in the past.. move forward and recieve incoming new event.. If you nv let go naturally, the person you will hurt the most is your next party or yourself when it comes to making a very big decision :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em>Well pal, cheerup and more on already :P Take care!! Frens and buddy will always be on your side when u needed the most :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"><em></em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1405077303959689497?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-48941332664170734622007-12-15T02:28:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.104+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2LQFVjqDJI/AAAAAAAAAC4/tuW6FQIktlc/s1600-h/Photo_00085.jpg"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5143902514515152018" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2LQFVjqDJI/AAAAAAAAAC4/tuW6FQIktlc/s200/Photo_00085.jpg" border="0" /></em></span></a><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em><br /></em></span><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>As mentioned, todayw as a very busy day.. today i got to work for about 4 office!! wah siong ah.. keke.. Watever it was, it already done and past!! Today still kind of like there is a kind of feeling kept bothering me but dunno what was that feeling.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Other then my work, suddenly had a kind of old flesh back.. thinking back to those days in the old school.. having a bunch of brothers and fren to mix around.. the way we create trouble, the way we had fun together.. hmmm.. time passes by real fast.. Guess that the last big grow of brother having fun n enjoying outside was during my sec 4 days.. but now.. haha with both nad or even maybe jus one hand could be able to list out all the name.. anyway the best and the strong one survive.. haha</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Guess that you can see all the photo on my blog..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Today if friday!! did some gd deed again.. feel very comfort and peace after helping others.. hmm.. still got many thing to learn !! Today guess that there is some one will be joining me with this path that i had chosen to help others.. but after i heard alot more story form my buddy.. i felt very sad and discourage.. Why on earth that pple will wan to help other jus for the sake of money... Is money more important then the feeling of calm n peace? Really dunno how come she got his feeling :P anyway each of us had their own feeling.. maybe is the environment made them felt that way..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Need to find a day sit down to tok to her about the things.. want her to get straight to the point that no joke can be done when choosing this road... </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Today really was not a very gd day to me although the work and thing seems to be very smooth. Just had a very strange and weird.. Hmm.. work work work..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Work still cant get it done... time are running out.. Pls let me have the power to temporally stop the time... This week will be safe and smooth.. what about next week?</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>lets pray hard...</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Hmm tml going to attend my sec sch mate wedding... Same age as mi yet settling down already.. how lovely and how stable can they be :P all the best to you my bro shawn.. may you and ur bride everlasting and sweet love all the way..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>Haha when will it be my turn to had a understanding and caring partner? If time was not making fun of me i guess i wun be able to have this kind of sad feeling.. anyway its fated :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#993399;"><em>got to rest early already.. tml another long and busy day..</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4894133266417073462?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-41629228635010595212007-12-14T17:51:00.001+08:002007-12-14T17:53:02.461+08:00<embed style="WIDTH: 400px; HEIGHT: 320px" name="flashticker" align="middle" src="http://widget-25.slide.com/widgets/slideticker.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" scale="noscale" salign="l" wmode="transparent" flashvars="cy=bb&amp;il=1&amp;channel=5219621&amp;site=widget-25.slide.com"></embed> <div style="WIDTH: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: left"><a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=bb&amp;ad=0&amp;id=5219621&amp;map=1" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-25.slide.com/p1/5219621/bb_t024_v000_a000_f00/images/xslide1.gif" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=bb&amp;ad=0&amp;id=5219621&amp;map=2" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-25.slide.com/p2/5219621/bb_t024_v000_a000_f00/images/xslide2.gif" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4162922863501059521?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-22173905020697491872007-12-14T17:18:00.001+08:002007-12-14T17:29:13.938+08:00<embed style="WIDTH: 400px; HEIGHT: 320px" name="flashticker" align="middle" src="http://widget-50.slide.com/widgets/slideticker.swf" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" scale="noscale" salign="l" wmode="transparent" flashvars="cy=bb&amp;il=1&amp;channel=864691128465507152&amp;site=widget-50.slide.com"></embed> <div style="WIDTH: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: left"><a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=bb&amp;ad=0&amp;id=864691128465507152&amp;map=1" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-50.slide.com/p1/864691128465507152/bb_t040_v000_a000_f00/images/xslide1.gif" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://www.slide.com/pivot?cy=bb&amp;ad=0&amp;id=864691128465507152&amp;map=2" target="_blank"><img src="http://widget-50.slide.com/p2/864691128465507152/bb_t040_v000_a000_f00/images/xslide2.gif" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2217390502069749187?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-23604018024368667052007-12-14T00:01:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.303+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2FgG67CglI/AAAAAAAAACw/WL4lJkAxpFY/s1600-h/Photo-0043.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5143497921446183506" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R2FgG67CglI/AAAAAAAAACw/WL4lJkAxpFY/s200/Photo-0043.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Today was another tiring day.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>This morning woke up felt so tired.. maybe is because of last night work.. My elder bro son had been sick for almost a week already.. Brought him to doctor about 3 to 4 time but yet still the fever goes on and off.. today after binging him to doc, his fever was 38.5 degee.. Whao.. so damn high.. If coming two day still in this condition, i think need to send him for blood test already.</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>After the doctor, when to had breakfast together with mum.. How stupid of me!! maybe is in a hurry then forgotten to bring out some document that i had printed out this morning.. No choice got to rush home get it.. Took a cab down to my job site!! 1st job site washing up all the window in the office.. SIONG AH!!! haha.. took mi 2 hr to finish everything in there.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>hmmm.. After that rushing down to the other job site at this kallang place.. This job site abit easier but yet still drag till 1.5 hrs...</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Hmm.. Felt like we are walking back to those days that we just started out this business.. Seems like some where went wrong.. Is it another test for us to take it? Well, Throw everything to me now asa much as possible!! I Can Recieve it with no Fear and sweat!!! </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Tot of sending out msg to hire some worker but i do have drawing to complete.. So after finallise with my buddy, I headed home.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Too tired to start off with my drawing so took a nap.. haha But who knows i took a long nap!! haha really tiring.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Dunno whether is it i'm the one who offended godness or am i really that sway!! </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Recieve a call from my buddy telling me that one of my worker cant work tml due to sickness.. Tml already a very long and busy day for me yet such incident happen.. Tml need to settle 6 offices with my buddy but now turns to 7.. No choice had to split a bit.. i go 3 he go 4 loh.. Always that he is the unfair one haha.. sorry ah brother :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Still now waiting for one of the drawing to render finished inorder to start off another 2 more drawing.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>How to improve.. How to get thing done up more better!! Hmm.. need to stay calm, think, and act wisely.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Tomorrow night still got something more important thing to be done at night.. Predicted will very a very damn tiring night for tml.. and yet at this hour i still cant lazy on my bed.. Life is getting more n more hard..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Today actually very into listening to music during the travelling period.. Many flash back again.. How i grew up, how i got things done and learned, how i got into troubled many many etc.. Started to feels that many of the song are actually into my mood nad feeling at different stages of my life.. but song is always a song.. they can sing out your feeling but always cant help you to walk out of that feeling.. Life still needs to goes on.. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for us..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff6600;"><em>Jia you bah UncLe micK!!!</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-2360401802436866705?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-57442599762160150632007-12-13T02:31:00.000+08:002007-12-14T17:54:01.025+08:00凌晨两点半，and im still awake.. What to do.. :P today abit gone wild for my mind again..<br />Hmm.. today was a very TL day haha.. from morning till night time.. actually no mood to blog but i told myself before got to keep myself update.. so..<br />Today tot can finish up all by drawing but hai.. still stuck cos of my elder bro son.. then got many thing need to settle..<br />bro sis fren and pal.. really no mood in doing this.. tml right you all a very gd blog k.. gd night!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-5744259976216015063?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-45773117575957955422007-12-11T21:13:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.644+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R16YoK7CgkI/AAAAAAAAACo/F5lutXczlEI/s1600-h/Image(195).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5142715640397857346" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R16YoK7CgkI/AAAAAAAAACo/F5lutXczlEI/s200/Image(195).jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R16YF67CgjI/AAAAAAAAACg/3RiHXGx-1kI/s1600-h/DSCF0159.JPG"></a><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>Early morning woke up, Got a bad feeling.. This feeling i tot i already get over it.. but it came back again.. wahaha man with aged really thinks alot ya!! But lucky that this feeling goes away very fast too if not i'm dead today..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>Early morning went out to work at K-B1 targeted to be finish the cleaning work in 1 1/2 hr but maybe was thinking have to concentrade well in my work.. in about 45 min i finish my job there!! Yeah!! after that rushing down to the other job site at macpherson area..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>Had a hard time going there.. Not as in dunno how to go to the place but is jus that the kind of feeling is still there.. On my way there alot of thing flash back to my mind.. Brain started to go wild again. What to do.. still got to face the fact and move on with life :P</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>Wah this stupid office SIONG ah!! Area consider big but Furniture alot.. wipe and clean, Vaccum and mop!! Phew.. 2 hour but 1 and half hour done!! Beautiful game!! Once against haha.. see when mind are clear and well focus things will perfectly go smooth...</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>2nd part of my day was sort of interesting and pressure haha!!</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>1st time having circuit lesson.. Tot i will be calm and steady.. but shit man!! sort of like got pressure but the car inside.. haha now then i know that the car inside the circuit road are far more pressure then the car that are running on road... Although did not got my car "dead engine" but my stupid parallel parking and and reverse parking all into drain.. haha.. Even my instructor also scolded me.. haha "On road teach you parking, and you done so well but come in only you forget everything.." haha shit man!! so "MALU"</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>Hmm... well come back again need to rush drawing again.. so boring.. hai!!!</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"><em>What to do.. keke :P</em></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-4577311757595795542?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-10443532604632190682007-12-10T18:24:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.806+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R10Zr67CggI/AAAAAAAAACM/OoDFdXGBxu0/s1600-h/company+logo.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5142294591868928514" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R10Zr67CggI/AAAAAAAAACM/OoDFdXGBxu0/s200/company+logo.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Yeah!! Just got home so tireing :P Rushing here and ther to get all the job done. Happy with today work as everything goes very well and smooth as didnt expected to be.. Thought will have hip-cup here and there!!</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Thanks to my 'bros' for the help today.. without them i really gone case ah.. no doubt is a 3 hours work but it really helps me alot...</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Hey bro!! easy money ya!! haha..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Weather not that gd today in between rushing job site to job site got caught in rain :( What the fish man!! haha but is ok lah hopefully dun fall sick after that... Once again, today won a very beautiful battle against time!! </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Now need to get some rest before i go down to sheng tan helping out..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Tomorrow will be a very exciting day.. rushing and battling against time again ahaha.. Got to run 2 job site and got to finsih them before 2 p.m cos need to rush down to driving center for my circuit lesson!! Time flying real fast!! 3 more weeks to my TP test!! Hopefully can get it done in jus 1st try...</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Hmm.. tonight cannot be lazy already.. still got drawing yet to be completed.. target by this come wed have to finish up all my drawing so that i can concentrade more on my own business plan and push my company up to one more level high.. cannot delay my Working partner cum 'bro' time and hope can fulfill his simple wish in short period of time..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Looking at my 'bro' with so worried face i also feel sad... Bro buck up and dont try to think so much.. Lets all the thing goes smoothly and freely!! What will happen for sure will happen!! so let us jus work hard and strive ourself into next level!!</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Jia you jia you jia you!!!</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;"><em>Friendly supplies RockS!!!</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1044353260463219068?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-84530443835317252792007-12-09T23:11:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:55.968+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1wMkq7CgfI/AAAAAAAAACE/Bl1iAD12LrQ/s1600-h/208982120_c90f5605fb.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141998698687005170" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1wMkq7CgfI/AAAAAAAAACE/Bl1iAD12LrQ/s200/208982120_c90f5605fb.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Today was a very busy day for me.. Last night slpt at 4 a.m and got up at 9 a.m..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">As today we had made some re-organising of our alter table..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Infact yesterday till today was quite a hard time for me to pass as i felt like i got questioned by someone.. Yesterday morning i recieve a sms.. it seems like a very angry or like i did something bad that cause someone into troubled.. Am i that not trusted worthy? Not even an sorry once the picture was cleared from..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Started to feel like really stupid and silly.. hmm..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Anyway it was not an issue anymore.. I got many thing to learn and to do.. got to keep myself clear minded..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Today early morning went to bugis with daddy to pick a Monkey god statue for my house.. i found the ideal statue :p very happy and comfort when i first caught my eyes on it.. Indeed was very smooth and comfort :P After buying all the accessories for the statue, we head down to geyland area to meet other members.. We had our lunch there and of cos chat alot about thing regards on sheng tan :P</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Today the weather was some how gd or rather bad as in the rain comes and go.. We went down to sheng tan to do something on the monkey god statue then we headed back home to re organise our alter table :P Guess wat? after the whole proccess of the re-arrangement i felt very calm, peace and comfort.. Last time maybe due to my alter table was in a mess with buddha and other god statue that why always not a very gd feeling in doing anything..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Should i really believe in religious or not? haha i choose to believe..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Finally a busy day have to ends with a great meal.. We went to have a gd meal.. although the food was only about average but it really shows my sincere that they help out me and my family member :P</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Got home actually wanted to do the drawing but really tired and lazy.. Tml will be a very busy day to follow up in my JOb.. Lets hope every thing will go smooth and easy for me..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff6666;">Mind clear soul clear and get things cleared!!</span></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-8453044383531725279?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-91067242239979858742007-12-09T00:33:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:56.329+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1rNwa7CgeI/AAAAAAAAAB8/aF4rsKdKsvY/s1600-h/Photo-0010.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141648156341207522" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1rNwa7CgeI/AAAAAAAAAB8/aF4rsKdKsvY/s200/Photo-0010.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Guess where am i now? Hmm.. Over at this resturant waiting for my worker to finish the job..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Stupid Ah Ne!!! Once again i got aeroplane by one of my regular ah ne.. Last min nv turn up for my work.. shit man.. Thought that tonight my partner and me got to DiY wash the kitchen again..</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>But lucky last min that my buddy partner when out to grab ah ne :P </em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>This bunch of ah ne so daring!! knowing that we last min need man power, the purposely hang themself up and quoted us very high price!! hmm.. I think maybe is lady luck on us and he didnt give up on search for a lower range of ah ne.. We found them!! </em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>A new bunch of ah ne!! although they look abit like inexperiance but better then we had to work on ourself right :)</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Tonight i shouldnt got time to sleep already. Sunday mornining need to wake up early to buy some of my stuff and will be busy one whole day.. shit man!! plus this new group of ah ne dunno when they will finish the work. Lets pray hard and hope that they will finish the job early and we can go back rest early.</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Thinking back when we started this kitchen clean, it was my partner, me plus one of our part time worker who do the clean.. We were having hard time clean the kitchen.. So oily and hard stained on every corner of the kitchen. We nv give up yet we pushed ourself to the max and get it done. Now finally we made it thru.. </em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Now we need to concentrade well on our sale as well as to provide more better welfare to our worker. Forthe past few weeks, things are not that smooth for us. But no matter what happen we will make it.. and we can do it.. whatever thing we do in the begining for sure there wil be a hard time to go thru.. When time goes but you will be able to see the seed that you planted will start to grow and eventually it will bare many many fruity fruit for you.. when that day comes i definately will think that after all the hardship, it worth planting it.</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Jia you and climb as high as possible "Friendly Supplies" !!</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Hmmm.. need to start drawing already :P</em></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff0000;"><em>Boring!! haha</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-9106724223997985874?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-19112668322366574062007-12-08T20:32:00.001+08:002008-12-10T10:32:56.658+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1qS2K7CgcI/AAAAAAAAABs/NulIyIa_Efw/s1600-h/Photo-0003Mu.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141583383939416514" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1qS2K7CgcI/AAAAAAAAABs/NulIyIa_Efw/s200/Photo-0003Mu.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">Yeah!! Finally got both my pc setup up!! Now next step will be packing and tidy up my room :P but i think have to wait till next week then can accomplish this difficult task.. </span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">Going out to work later!! Boring.. Need to bring my worker to wash kitchen.. Guess that have to be late home again i mean damn late 3+ a.m? haha..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;"></span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">Who wanna Join me at bugis for the cleaning services? </span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">Lucky i still have some drawing to finish up at least i wpn't be that boring sitting there doing nothing :P Yup Die die also have to rush out 2 single line drawing and a few piece of 3D drawing..</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">Preddicted next week will be a very busy week for me.. from morning got to work till evening for my cleaning service as well as night time have to start meeting some of the design house.. Whao... Seems like very busy but rather then doing nothing.. Its all upto myself to work hard for future not :P</span></em></div><br /><div><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;"></span></em></div><br /><div><a href="http://www.friendster.com/gallery.php?ktype=affiliations&amp;kw=1&amp;kword=--=Only"><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">--=Only When Knowledge is Thoughtfully aBsorbed</span></em></a><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">, </span></em><a href="http://www.friendster.com/gallery.php?ktype=affiliations&amp;kw=1&amp;kword=can" wisdom="'--"><em><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#ff0000;">can it become your own wisdom=--</span></em></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1911266832236657406?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-77710119089262774572007-12-08T11:58:00.001+08:002008-12-10T10:32:56.898+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1ocg67CgbI/AAAAAAAAABk/WIW1shX5jTw/s1600-h/PC080130.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141453276495118770" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1ocg67CgbI/AAAAAAAAABk/WIW1shX5jTw/s200/PC080130.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Last night was a very memorable night to me as i got punishment by someone.. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Didn't even know where went wrong and i got it from him.. so painful wahaha!! </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Anyway i shld be punished in that way for not doing alll my best in everyway..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>There are so many wonderful and misterious things keep happening in this world and yet i was one of them haha.. can't really accept the facts that i am what i am now. There is a so called spy cam around me nowaday checking on my every move.. SHIT!! I'M ON SPY CAM!!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>After a good lecture by him, everything started to change.. My mind and concept, the way of doing things.. Hopefully things will turn as good and as fast as possible.. Not much time for me already :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Today supposely needed to meet one of my worker to settle some thing but my best partner will handle that for me.. Now what i need to do is get my two computer setup and reformated and need to rush my drawing already!! Felt that i had wasted many many time.. cant chase back time but i'm sure i can keep my working pase more faster to meet the time :P</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Ai sie like chim like tat but actually not!! wahaha</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Alright!! update later part again.. now have to go makan!! then setup computer then start running my work already :P..</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Jia you jia you!!</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-7771011908926277457?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-11144524260053995072007-12-07T15:19:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:57.144+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1j6bq7CgaI/AAAAAAAAAA8/1xUpiRpYxjU/s1600-h/P5180034.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141134327928750498" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1j6bq7CgaI/AAAAAAAAAA8/1xUpiRpYxjU/s200/P5180034.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Alright where should i start?</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Hmm.. this few days was not a very gd time for me as i lost a very precious thing in my life.. This precious was very important to me as she is my everything..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>After since i lost her, i lost everything.. Not actually totally lost ah.. Just that things are not that smooth and well for me.. my business nearly gone case, my family got some issues going on and about myself im still trying hard to stand up after all this things had happened.</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Since 24th of Nov 07, Im dead.. really dead.. till now im still dead.. A few reasons that keep me standing was my family, friends, 'Brother' and of cos a sentence that i will not forget "what if when i really needs you where can i find you". A very strong and powerful artificial heart pumping system that keep my life carry on..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Life ever since was turf for me.. Right now i only can concentrade to get back all my lost and push my business up to another level. Staying focus at all time.. but then it is really hard as once i used to have a very strong mental support from my precious one.. Now.. I got to use artificial heart pumping system already..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Today my precious one ask me again not to treat her so well as it is already over.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>No doubt it was a very painful and hurting situation that had happened but i cant really do it.. i cant blame her, cant curse her, cant treat her badly and i still very worried for her.. By right i had to curse her badly or even scold her but just cant do it.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Now i cant do anything i only can stay focus and jus wait.. Hopefully one day i still got the chance to shower her with all my love like i used to..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>I'm getting weaker each day.. tired.. used to eat alot but now things changed.. Once i learn from my precious only when you are having your meal happily you will sure gain weight and will have a enjoyable meal.. Right now no matter how many thing i ate it was jus like a daily routine of life, from top go in and come out from bottom..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Cant imagine a person really can change the other party so much.. Talking about love.. everyone is so silly and stupid.. What a powerful weapon on earth.. :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>I will stay well keep myself awake hopefully be there is a chance come back to me or some other one bring me out of the mess and make my heart pump naturally without any instrument.. i dunno and dun dare to think about it any more..</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>This battle i lost totally without anything left :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Sooner or later becoming Ah pek mick liao not uncle mick liao :P</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em>Precious one do keep our promises...</em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-1114452426005399507?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1357667689991000290.post-37405998581331776682007-12-07T13:05:00.000+08:002008-12-10T10:32:57.357+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1jWV67CgYI/AAAAAAAAAAs/YMcn84nUFAE/s1600-h/Photo_00088.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5141094646725902722" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_j1VM7h3Mb1A/R1jWV67CgYI/AAAAAAAAAAs/YMcn84nUFAE/s200/Photo_00088.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Today is my first time trying to blog out my life on internet.. </em></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff0000;"><em>Will continue afterward as this is a test round n setting up my blog :P</em></span></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1357667689991000290-3740599858133177668?l=ahyuan83.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>{啊}^{袁}http://www.blogger.com/profile/05175158706048967624noreply@blogger.com0